Stages to an occurrence of health problems, events which might have led to an health problem - Morgellon . . .
Abducted and raped in a park, head was twisted, tongue was pulled, in what seem like an attempt to pull body parts off. Made to sit on a rock stone and pressed hard against, against a rough park brick wall, and sperm was repeatedly ejaculated inside mouth. (Perpetrator was reported and caught and was arrested).
Within the same week of been raped, victim, was found walking by the side of the road. Police was informed and victim was admitted/sectioned to a secure unit on a psychiatric ward for 3 moths. Victim already had mental health problems which already had been diagnosed by a psychiatrist. Victim burned mouth whilst eating a hot takeaway pie during lunch time at the psychiatric unit. Victim also recalled drinking cold milk with cereal mostly every morning for breakfast, which was available to patients in the kitchen unit on the ward. Victim also used cold water to wash hands each time during her stay at the psychiatric ward. Victim already had a pysical health condition - sickle cell disease.
Upon her return home from the psychiatric unit, parts of her rooms were covered with cobwebs, and a dead fly inside a cupboard unit which she had moved away from the cobweb area into her bedroom and slept next to it on her bed. She had unease sleeping each night, upon her return home from the psychiatric unit. Her legs were constantly moving in an unrest state each night she was trying to sleep. She had managed to clear the rooms of cobwebs where she could see them, and moved some of her furnitures about to give her a change of scenery. Her unrest legs during sleep time didn't get any better and she ended up with her health condition sickle cell, in crises. All her treatments and attempts to ease the sickle cell pains did not get any better. Pain killers to treat the pain was not making the condition get any better, all her attempts to keep warm failed, and though her heaters were turned on high and she had extra layers of clothing on she could not keep warm, she was still feeling cold, and her legs still were in pains, and in unrest during sleep times. She decided to move her bed to the living room which felt warmer, and placed her bed by the heating radiator there. The room started to feel damp, and she thought because her kitchen was next to her living room. She began to feel unease and unrest because of the wall she was lying next to, because she had moved a furniture from there to her bedroom and had not time to clean the walls of any dust or dirt that might had settled on the wall she was lying next to and her unease and unrest of lying next to the wall grew worse. She felt damped, cold and hot at the same time, this was during winter, and the area she was lying in felt dark and damped, she felt she needed sunshine. The skin around her bum area had started to get sore, and sore when wiping with a toilet tissue. Her sickle cell crises of pains in her legs had stopped, which lasted for about a week. She had lost sleep during the unease and unrest and sickle cell crises in her legs. And now she was feeling better and had recovered from the pains in her legs, she decided to go out in the sun and get some sunshine. It was still winter, and whilst outside in the winter sun for some sunshine she felt a rush of heavy itchiness rushed in both of her feet, which startled her and made her afraid. She moved away from the area she was standing in under the sun for some sunshine and got back home. She was behind with cleaning due to the health problems she had faced, the floors were behind with hoovering, she had not had time to bath, the rooms and walls had not been treated, cleaned enough for about 3 months and 3 weeks, and she later discovered a dead fly or what looks like a dead insect fly lying inside the cupboard unit she had moved away from her living room into her bedroom next to her bed side wich was close to were her legs lies on her bed after 6 months time, that's how long she had not remembered or crossed her mind to use the cupboard or open the cupoard for inspection or for cleaning. And soon after her sickle cell crises of pains in her legs had ended, she found afterwards she could not sleep at nights during sleep times, and resorted to picking on her face, whilst awake during sleep times. She recalled the same kitchen roll tissues she uses to wipe her face often, had started to crumble to pieces when she uses to clean her face, and leave behind on her face bits of round tissue papers which she picks on when she goes to bed and can't sleep. This continued, and she started feeling some hard thin dead skin cells on her face which she picked on from her face, and it felt like removing layers of them from her face, then she began to feel some small spot like bumps on her chin which felt like something was crawling inside of them under her skin, and she touched one of it and it felt like something like worms shoot out from it. And since her whole face felt like something was crawling under the skin of it and she could not help it but pull with her hands where she was feeling the itchiness and crawling which was crawling and causing the itchiness and they felt like worms, even from intact skin, but she could not see them, just the feeling of worms in her hands when she pulls them from off her face, which she would drop on the floor by her bedside. She checked her face with mirrors but she could not see them, or anything unusual on her face. She thought of going to see a docter about this, but because of the mystetious nature of the matter she was worried of how she would explain such a matter to a docter. So she decided to check the interenet if there were similar sitiations, she searched for invisible worms on face which can be felt with hands when pulled from face, and morgellons came up which described every detail similar to what she was suffering, but warned of seeing a docter, as morgellon or such illness or disease is seen as delusional, or dignosed as mental illness, and no suitable cure or treatment has been found yet, or up till now for it. She decided not to see a docter about it, nor any other medical practioner nor professional she personally dosen't know or trust, for fear she might be locked up as delusional for the morgellon disease she was suffering. She resorted to study the matter herself on the internet, and keep away from telling families or friends or health proffessionals about it. She still was lacking with her personal hygeine, - she had only taken one bath only since her addmission after the rape, and its about 5 months now since she had not bathed, and her house was also lacking, she had not been hooverring properly, and a thick ball of dust from the floor had formed into a round shape which made her afraid at a glance of it, she thought it were the worms in that form, but on a closer look, it look like dust from the floor which had formed into a round shape which was unsual. She decided to pull herself together and clean the house thoroughly and take a bath afterwards after cleaning the house. She purchased lots of duster sticks which was about a pound at the time from a pound shop and dusted and cleaned all the interior and exterior of her 1 bedroom flat, and cleared it of all the cobwebs, dirt and dust, and hoovered all of the inside floors of her rooms, and dusted and cleaned all of the windows and doors both the interior and exterior, and thoroughly cleaned and sanitized the bathroom units - windows and doors, and moped all the floors of the rooms, and hired a cleaner to clean the rest of the rooms, the kitchen, and a gardener to weed out and to clean the garden. After all the cleaning done and the flat was looking clean both inside and out, she decided to take a bath, she cleaned herself in the normal way as she usually does, avoiding not to use any abrasive items or methods of cleaning as warned on the internet which so many morgellons resort to using in an effort to try and get rid of their morgellon which has left some with damage to their skin. After her bath that day, she found she had a good night sleep, she was able to sleep better throughout the night, and didn't get the urge to pick on her face. And the urge to pick on her face had eased, with minimal feeling of something crawling under her skin. After about a week again the picking on her face, the feeling of itchiness and the feeling of something crawling under her skin had returned. This time she decided not to pull them as this made her afraid and caused her to scream and to run out of the house often before. Also she had started to get an outbreak of spots on her face which she was schrating often and feelings of worms kept shooting out of them as she scratched on the spots. Also with feelings of her hands been filled with something heavy on them and she would shake it out to get rid of the heavy feeling upon her hands and it would distract with using her hands to do things or to hold things, unless she had shaked enough out of her hands. Also her feet, back, shoulders and anywhere she touches on her body is now infected with morgellons, with feelings of something with crawling effects protruding or shooting out of her body, but which she cannot see. She has gone into the habit of not cleaning and bathing again, and she is feeling emotionally and physically too tired and too drained to do so and the activities of the morgellons, of shaking her hands, picking on her face daily and constantly throughout the day and nights is draining her health and energy away, and constantly leaving her too tired to do anything. And not getting any cure or treatment for the matter or with no known cure or treatment for the matter is leaving her with self worthlessness and with suicidal thoughts and with thoughts to cause damage to herself and to her property. She feels this may be the end of her life, like she is been eaten alive, or been decomposed alive, or her body is turning into something else, and her health is declining but not dying or still intact, with no visible signs to the naked eyes or when viewed with a mirror. She recalled prior to when been plagued or infected with morgellons, the day before she started to feel tiny things like insects were crawling under her skin, she became very dizzy and was feeling faint and on her way to bed to lie down, she hallucinated with the patterns on the lino flooring looking larger than usual. Also she recalled her mental illness of hearing voices and seeing images which others cannot see or hear had played a factor in her receiving morgellons, spell bound. They had gathered around her bed side and one of them looking angry like she was, like she was in a heated argument with someone threw something on her face whilst she was picking on the hard like thin dead skin cells from off her face which she could not see but felt and they turned into worm like shapes in her hand when picked or pulled, and she knew she had been plagued or infected. An annual yearly medical review during the start of the morgellon disease she suffered revealed she was vitamin b12 deficiency and a year on later another review revealed also she was vitamin d and folic acid deficiency. For the vitamin b12 she was administered the dose via injections and given the vitamin d and folic acid in tablet forms. Its about 5 years now since she had had the morgellon disease, and recently in 2019 she had relapsed again with cleaning her house, and upon removing bin bags with waste in them and tied, which had left on the floor of the kitchen floor for about two weeks, she discovered maggots on the floor where she had lifted the bin bag full of waste, she rushed the bin bin bag outside and began to kill the maggots with pesticide spray and a bottle to squash them dead as they were not dying with the pesticide spray and were moving around to hide in the corners and into the living room. She even found one alive inside a box containing an item she had ordered and left standing on the floor inside the living room floor. 3 days later flies started appearing inside the house, and were appearing from nowhere exactly where she can see, whilst the doors and windows were shut. She immediately sprayed the house with insecticide spray which killed them, but still more was appearing and were dropping off dead by themselves. She realized there maybe more to this and rang her local environmental health services for help and for advice and they told her to ring her housing instead as they only dealt with other insects matters. She rang her housing therefore, and they told her she would have to ring for a pest controller herself to deal with the matter. She looked up for a local pest controller on the internet, and rang for a pest controller. A pest controller was sent out, and confirmed they were house flies and that they hatch from maggots. He inspected the property and inside the loft to make sure there were no holes or crevices where the flies or maggots could be hiding or coming in from or lying about and sprayed the whole house with a special insecticide product and the rooms were left for about 6 hours before can be entered in again. She is realizing she needs to put in a proper procedure of cleaning in place, either she pulls herself together and start following a constant routine of cleaning her house and bathing herself, or she get someone to help her on a regular basis to help her clean her flat and to help her with her bathing, or keep up the fight and struggles to clean her house and to bath herself, the fight and struggles with the demons who have come to bring an end to her cycle of life in this time and life and era. She had suffered from her morgellon disease for about 5 years now, and still suffering from the morgellon disease. Her morgellons started when she turned forty, at the age of forty. She lives in the uk but she is of west african origin.
Morgellon disease a contested diagnosis: Common attitudes of health professionals toward Morgellons disease include: Thinking that Morgellons disease is a specific condition that needs to be confirmed by research. Thinking that signs and symptoms of Morgellons disease are caused by another condition, often mental illness. Not acknowledging Morgellons disease or reserving judgment until more is known about it. Some people who suspect they have Morgellons disease claim they've been ignored or dismissed as fakers. In contrast, some doctors say that people who report signs and symptoms of Morgellons disease typically resist other explanations for their condition.
https://www.mayoclinic.org/morgellons-disease/art-20044996
Middle aged white women and caucasian females from about 35 to 50 years old tend to develop this uncommon condition more than other groups, and texas and california seem to have a higher incidence of this condition than other u.s. states.