The Lagoon, Big Enough for Words
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We listen with such longing
its little liquid voice
metallic tap on heater vent
click against cement, hiss on leaves
Our thirsty memories stretching
far back to parched times in caves
sand and dry wadis, long treks
to miracle holes gushing springs
Enough of this listlessness
dehydration’s wilting lassitude
withering fruit and vines
the farmer’s boot on powdered ground
May the sky anoint the land with rain again
let’s hear it pounding shingles
gutter runnels gushing
the splash and gurgle of surfeit
Dance or pray or seed the clouds
catch cumulous in a net and twist, bring
back birds in puddles, boats on brimming lakes
canals bearing gifts to penstocks south
Let’s smell the earth drinking
the air electric with recharged ions
let’s catch rainwater in a goblet, lift it
like the finest wine and swallow
Re-Divining Water
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Los Angeles Times Op-Ed page, Aug. 31, 2014
Maps show it, a spreading stain across the state deepest red, the color of arterial blood: Extreme Drought. But who’s looking? Motorists on I-5 where almond leaves thin to yellow? In Merced and Kern, trees lie sacrificed,
naked roots clawing dry sky. But hey, that’s somewhere else. Not here. Not Riverside where sprinklers fling out water like parade candy. Not Oroville either, sitting easier below its dry dam. White herons stalk rice fields south of town,
poking long bills into luscious goo: First Rights.That district skims Delta water off the top and who cares about a few trees anyway? As long as alfalfa fields stay emerald against gold hills, making hay for cattle.
We need our burgers. And still the aqueducts ferry water to feed the penstocks of Tehachapi--devil siphons slurping northern water to slake a greedy southern thirst, fill pools and green up sand where only cactus grows.
Green Heels Gone
Sweet little cloth-covered pumps
in emerald silk about size four
stored in a cedar chest for 50 years or more
preserved for their charm
(sinuous straps with a platform sole)
A tiny woman spinning
into some long gone night
such special shoes, vanity afoot
my mother’s, small woman
of modest desires—but the shoes
told a different story—
party girl, lover of the dance
the quick step and twirl, a hot hand
at the waist, slippery nylons
and a garter belt, fox-trotting and
jitterbugging, dance hall men, the night
as long as it needed to be
those high-stepping shoes
saved and saved through moves
growing children and dawning
troubles, tucked into a trunk until
the errant daughter left them out
so careless. The long, sweet story
of the steps they made eaten by the dog
In the valley of the Nacimiento
which means birth
the land lies waiting
unplanted, trackless
but for a twist of road
and rusted weave
of tumbled fence
its voice the slip of wind
through yellow grass
pad of puma and coyote
crack of tooth on bone
where stony knoll
slumps to hollow, earth
panting with heat
and the smell of settled dust
a split rail fence and sign:
Land for Sale
Fall
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A few purple figs
wine-dark
knobby thumbs
jab bare sky
the tree
undecided
drops leaves
as the seasons
collide
Last Crow
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Askew, Spring/Summer 2010
Last
crow
of the
evening,
flying dark
as a bat, the
wrong direction,
over the house, not
with the flock (long
passed), errant ebony
splinter cutting sky, we’re
tired of your ungainly caw,
shouting over mockingbirds
and sparrow songs. Black
jumpered, audacious
eyed, safe in coal
dust numbers—
find your own
nation, a tree
full of your
tarry selves
and make
it far
from
here
Because I Told You So, Anthology on Parenthood, Aortic Books, 2011
For more than an hour
you’ve slept on my chest
lips making the underwater
sounds of baby seals
soft infant belly pushing me
I sink into the green couch
and become a curved bowl to hold
your warm weight
we keep time, minutes
measured breath to breath
Over the roof wild geese call
you stir, lift an arm, reaching--
the tug of wind and wing
a ribbon spooling down
blue satin like a strip of the sky--
geese on the move
pulling the season forward
unwinding our time together
The Write Room, Jan. 2011
The car is left beside a forest road
he hikes into the shaded green
finds a place to lie in sun-stroked grass
a thousand slivered rays of light
the universe unkindling in his eyes
he dies
Spends his first black night
first turn of a planet
no longer known
the cell phone left behind unheard
his body in communion now
with animals and plants
He marks the seasons
in the woods: winter
curled fingers commingled
with the withered grass
rain and spring
weeds and flowers in love
with the gift of him
Summer; summers
Bleaching heat, his shell peeled
to bone, the chain he wore
around his neck spilled to spine
he lies
his eyes—no eyes—
fixed on sky
Never lost, longed for
by those who waited
steps retraced, questions
and receipts, hope
and hope beyond
Found another season
by a hiker off the trail
(so full of peace, he said)
gathered from his glade
scooped from anchored earth
The ones who missed
him, who had loved the sky
repeated in his eyes, his music
and sweet ways, go there
sit where he lay, speak to him
as if he still listened
and plant a tree in his sun
In memory of Skye Campbell, Jan. 21, 1974--March, 2005