Letters to Ken

Dear Ken, we have had such a hard time. Neither of us thought it would come to this. We were so excited with the news of a kidney. I drove so carefully down the Melbourne Road - I was so nervous. I didn't want to have an accident and have you miss your kidney transplant. Little did we know how all this would turn out. If only we had said no. Just over a year and you are to be buried. I don't want to cry but you are so missed. It was all so wrong. I love you dearly, you were so brave. It's hard for me. I don't want to be brave without you. You are always with me my love.

Dear Ken, your funeral was beautiful. It was a reflection of yourself. We played Peter Roberts as requested. Rob, Jarrod, Joshua, Guy, Stewart and Malcolm were pallbearers. It was lovely to have the families together. I loved seeing all your past photos and there were a couple of new ones there - hope you caught up with yourself as a little one on the motorbike - love that one - so you. I was pretty brave on the day. At the moment I am trying to put our future plans together to rest knowing you are part of me and anything I do you are there for me. I love you.

Goodnight my love. xxoo

Ps - here is the picture.