*I removed all of the subjects in the sentence so the reader can fill in with whatever perspective they choose.
What are/am/is _ supposed to do when _ don’t know what to do with the
morality inside?
There is knowledge of a burning sense of responsibility, but doing something about it pushes against _ heart. “We are drowning here.” _ know(s) that _ care(s), but what am/is/are _ supposed to do when _ drown(s) at the thought of standing up?
“The worst injury is feeling you don’t belong so much/to you.”
_ hear(s) the words _ heard five, ten, twenty times, and it makes _ tear up. _ used to care so deeply. What happened? _ heard these words, and felt them to _ core so many times. But now they just feel like
empty, broken promises.
What do(es) _ do with a lost feeling from the people who
brought feeling?
“Appetite won’t attach you to anything no matter how depleted you feel,” but hunger will cause you to seek after food. What is _ food? If _ feel(s) depleted, how am/is/are _ supposed to help cook the food? “Sometimes ‘I’ is supposed to hold what is not there until it is.”
And sometimes _ have/has to wait it out until _ are/is/am ready to fight again.
What am/is/are _ supposed to do with the feeling of hopefulness or
absolute hopelessness?
Why do the people who want so badly to change the system need to
change themselves?
Why is their agenda pushed on _ ? Why can’t _ have _ own agenda? At what point do(es) _ look past the trouble, and create _ own cause? Hopefulness
and absolute hopelessness
are engaged in a constant battle in _ brain.
One of the toughest things _ do is to manage _ time as a student and as a
citizen.
Balancing _ time between what goes on in _ brain and what goes on in school is a full time job. Balancing _ morality and _ sense of responsibility for perfection is impossible. What can _ do to help _ feel movement towards
the future?
*Includes quotes from Citizen by Claudia Rankine.