Maturing Through Family
Recently I came to the realization that I'm growing up. I'm not some little girl that used to play outside with the kids on my block, running in and out of the house till my grandmother threatens me saying “If you come inside one more time you stay in.” I would be allowed to stay out until the street lights came on, when they would come on I would have to run in and get a bath before I would have to eat. I miss those times when I can honestly just be a kid now I’m in the time in my life between being a teen and adulthood.
Preparing for College
Now it's starting to get serious; if I’m being completely honest, it scares me a bit. Now I’m getting the talk about colleges and what I want to do career-wise… I honestly don’t know. I don’t want to go to college to be a doctor and spend the 4 years of my college studying to be one and when I step foot in the hospital, I don’t end up liking it. And sometimes I feel like college is lowkey a scam now, don’t get me wrong I see the good side of things but I’m not blind to the negatives either.
In Order to Live
Basically in this world to be successful and at least make 6 figures you have to go to college when that isn't the case at all. I know some entrepreneurs that made that amount and they didn’t finish college why go to college if you are going to work a 9-5 making $12 when you graduate? I feel like that's working backwards lol. I’m trying to say that I don’t know what I want to do with my life and that's ok because I still have time and I'm only 17. At the end of the day, I just miss being a kid.