Learning to Be A Whole Person - Stepping Out of Comfort Zone

About Me

All the best for the day. I'm LAW Yuk Ching, you may call me Sunyi!

I’m a year-4 student at the Education University of Hong Kong.

Degree: Bachelor of Social Science in Psychology

Concentration : School Psychology.

Courageous

Confident

Blunt

My friends may now describe me as a courageous, confident, and blunt individual since I am always involved in many activities to share my thoughts and dare to criticize what is unjust.

In truth, I was poor at communication, terrified of speaking in front of people, and seldom engaged in leisure activities. I would describe myself as having poor self-esteem and being fragile. All of this was brought on by a terrible experience in my secondary school.

Furthermore, throughout most of my life before starting university, my family overprotected me in many ways in the intention that I could focus only on my studies. I didn't get the chance to learn more about my surroundings. As a result, there was a lack of awareness about what was going on in our society.

Opportunities provided by EduHK

Even though I had several growth paths, I wasn't sure whether they were right for me. There was no chance for me to have a deeper grasp of various development and career paths.

Luckily, studying at Education University of Hong Kong offers me several chances to explore various career paths. I used to participate in activities relating to disciplinary forces, civilian positions, and teaching positions in recent years.

Seeing policy from a different viewpoint

Administrative Service Internship Program

I was delighted to be selected into the Administrative Service Internship Program last summer. I was supervised by the Administrative Officers for the entire two months while I assisted the team with district work.

I used to accompany the Secretary to district events in order to have a better understanding of the district's inhabitants and the operations of neighboring institutions; in these activities, I could get in touch with grassroots citizens from various backgrounds and learn about their needs; and I had a general idea of how local groups could use government funding to help the public (GELO 1: Knowledge).

However, I would always question the regulatory concerns of funding usage (GELO 5: Awareness), as there are numerous voices in the society that argue that the resources of the government are not employed effectively. I would communicate my views to my mentors about what was going on in society in order to enhance the regulatory systems (GELO 4: Expression).

Besides, I was in charge of developing proposals for district-led projects in response to regional problems, exploring various solutions to persistent problems in the region, and improving citizens' living conditions. I also needed to conduct data analysis, prepare internal reporting documents, and organize district council meeting documents (GILO 4b: Written Communication Skills; GILO 3: Creative Thinking Skills; GELO 5: Awareness).

My Gains

In this internship, my job was incredibly diverse and challenging. I needed to be able to handle numerous jobs at once and adapt to changes. I was also required to pay attention to every detail and finish assignments in a timely manner. As a result, I have improved and developed various soft and hard skills. But, more crucially, I had a solid understanding of the current government's work and the reasons behind it, as well as the obstacles in putting policies into effect (GELO 5: Awareness). I used to be quite critical of existing policy, and I seldom considered the concerns of many stakeholders, instead viewing the policy from the standpoint of a common person with inadequate knowledge of the subject. In addition, I learnt about the role of Administrative Officers in the government structure, their daily tasks, and the attributes required of Administrative Officers.

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These were really valuable experiences that could not be obtained anywhere else. The internship provided me with a solid understanding of government work while also inspiring me to pursue a career in this field as I had recognized how policy could greatly impact society. If I could participate in policy making, I would use what I have learned and what I see in society to better develop policies that benefit the majority of society while also limiting the impact on certain groups.

Besides, as I have learnt the difficulties of some of the people in our society, I engage in various volunteer works with the intention to help as much as I can (GELO 5: Awareness).

Change in thoughts

More significantly, I appreciated myself for having the courage to apply for this internship, something I previously thought was impossible to achieve. I was frightened of failing, so I seldom did anything that I wasn't confident I could accomplish, and as a result, I missed out on many opportunities to try new things. However, this time I showed to myself that making an attempt was a necessary step to learning and may result in unanticipated outcomes.

Embracing people from different culture

Us and Them

In our culture, groups are everything. Individuals identify with a certain group that they believe to be their own. With ingroup favoritism and outgroup derogation, we tend to usually favor members of our own group while responding negatively toward those who belong to a designated out-group (Everett et al., 2015).

According to Tajfel and Turner (1979), belonging in groups is a significant source of pride and self-esteem for individuals. Without a doubt, I consider myself to be a part of this community and am proud to be a Hong Kong citizen. Because of this mindset, I occasionally unintentionally act out hostility toward some other groups (GELO 5: Awareness).

A communicating accident

I unintentionally got the chance to work with a mainland student. I was first hesitant to communicate with the student and wanted to switch places with another student. As there was no one able to exchange with me, thus, I started the project preparation with the mainland student. She actively spoke her opinion that she might occasionally dominate the conversation. Others in the group who were local students began to find her obnoxious and requested me to stop her. I tried to mediate disputes among the group members, but it was clear that I supported the locals. I advised the student to accept other people's perspectives and gave them a chance to voice their own. After listening, the student's mood abruptly changed, and she yelled at me, saying that our group had abandoned her. At the moment, I feel resigned and thought she was being really impolite, exactly as social media had claimed. She left the group the next day, which really startled me. I questioned whether I had done something wrong.

Reflecting myself

I decided to share this experience in the lesson since it bothered me and in the hopes that someone else would be able to provide me some insight. Initially, one of them claimed that I had done nothing wrong and related his own experience of how mainland students had misbehaved when he had attempted to work on a group project with them. However, I didn’t accept his statement because I thought something must be wrong with me , even if I didn’t know what I'm doing wrong. I couldn’t choose to hear just the explanations of my actions that seemed reasonable to avoid taking responsibility (GILO: Critical Thinking Skills). Soon, my peer in group directly pointed my ‘problem’ that was the prejudice. She thoroughly reviewed my thoughts and how they had affected my actions.

She emphasized the fact that I first refused to accept the student and that, while settling conflicts, I didn't choose to listen to and comprehend her viewpoints. My peer asked me to describe how I spoke to the student, and she discovered that my choice of words wasn’t appropriate.

Awareness of the issue and Change

I am aware that most individuals will conceal their disdain of certain groups in their hearts rather than admitting it. Nevertheless, I'll face my prejudice and fault as what they were in the past. Based on my personal beliefs and experiences, when we make a mistake, we should have the courage to own up to it so that we may learn from it and go on. I used to conduct group projects with some mainlanders, and they make me feel adversely about them. I, thus, avoided any interactions with them. I didn't know them well since there was a lack of communication and interactions. Therefore, in the future I will strive to embrace and comprehend individuals with diverse backgrounds so as to prevent something similar from happening again. Although it could be tough for me to modify some of my ingrained beliefs, I will seize the chance to interact with more people to learn more about other cultures and to better understand them, which will help me to confront and eradicate my irrational beliefs. Additionally, I am conscious of how our thoughts have been impacted by social media and the information all around us (GELO 5: Awareness). There are numerous reports on the horrible actions of individuals from the Chinese mainland, labeling them as ignorant, impolite, competitive for resources, and other bad descriptors, in our social media and newspapers from a few years ago or even from today. Under the influence of the media, I got a negative impression of people from the mainland of China. To prevent being affected seriously, I will thus refrain from watching material that is highly prejudiced and read more newspapers from other viewpoints to critically assess the content. Moreover, languages might potentially hurt other people, therefore I will think twice before I speak. Last but not least, as a psychology student, I should prepare myself to be less prejudiced since I've learned several theories that explain social phenomena. I shall put what I've learned to practice by reviewing and being aware of my own thoughts and behaviors.

Getting to know my future development intention

I am quite interested in teaching and that’s why I enrolled in School Psychology as my major’s concentration. Educational Psychologist is one of my planned career pathways. There are a lot of people telling me that it is extremely difficult to be admitted into the Master of Educational Psychology course in Hong Kong, it doesn’t strike me towards this goal. Instead, I grasp more opportunities to discover more in this field.

Industrial Attachment and Tutoring

During my Industrial Attachment, I worked at a center that offered tutoring to students with special needs. Administrative tasks included contacting tutors to handle cases and preparing instructional materials. Since then, my communication skills have greatly improved as I have had to clearly convey the case details to the tutors as well as encourage them to handle cases and manage their conflicts with groupmates (GILO: Problem Solving Skills, GILO 4a. Oral Communication Skills, and GILO 5: Social Interaction Skills). The persuasion techniques I learned in the Social Psychology course came in handy in the situations (GELO 2: Application).

The most important experience was being able to lead teaching sessions for SEN students, which allowed me to put what I had learned in the lectures into practice (GELO 2: Application). I was able to interact closely with the SEN students and I was able to learn a lot about their learning challenges and the features of specific types of special needs (GELO 1: Knowledge). I learned that I had messed up some of the SEN features, but thankfully, I was able to alter the teaching techniques and get great outcomes under the supervision of the Educational Psychologist (GELO 3: Judgements).

The Educational Psychologist had shown me several techniques for coping with the difficulties that SEN children experienced. Furthermore, I recall her reminding me that we should not only focus on the child, but also strive to care for their stressed-out parents. She reminded me that as helpful professionals, we should be aware that our actions may have a huge impact on our clients, so if we could somehow assist, we should offer. Her words had given me pause to think whether I understood the needs of the impacted family and how I might better assist them.

My Gains

The Industrial Attachment teaching experiences were so meaningful that they gave me hands-on experience examining the success of the learned techniques, but most notably, the mindset that I learned from the Educational Psychologist.

On the other hand, I had realized the ethical problems while handling the center's administrative work. The staff would sometimes seek tutors to conduct teaching sessions without assessing the tutor's quality. Although I could simply complete the required tasks without much consideration, I was unable to do so (GILO 6: Ethical Decision Making).

"Is it appropriate to casually assign tutors that are not eligible to handle SEN cases in order to fulfill their agreement with the school but fail to consider the needs of the students? "

(GILO 2: Critical Thinking Skills; ELO 3: Judgements)

I shared my thoughts with my supervisor in the hopes of improving such practices and ensuring the quality of teaching (GELO 3: Judgements, GELO 4: Expression, GELO 5: Awareness). Although I didn't know if they had continued to use the immoral practice, I had done my part as an ethically responsible individual.

Future Plan

Short-term goal

For the short-term goal, firstly, I hope to obtain a higher level of proficiency in English. As I understand that I still need to improve my English proficiency, I will participate in the English Enhancement Programme, workshops, and English consultations offered by the university's Centre for Language Education in order to nurture my biliterate and trilingual abilities. In addition, in the final semester, I will take the IELTS test to obtain certified verification of my language abilities so as to boost my competitiveness.

Second, I wish to adequately prepare myself for the graduation career pathways. I plan to attend seminars on policy making and social issues in order to better comprehend the viewpoints of different socioeconomic strata and to hone my multi-perspective thinking and analytical abilities. I will also contact professionals, such as my ASSIP mentors and supervisors with extensive Educational Psychology backgrounds, to learn more about the mindset of a civil servant or an Educational Psychologist. Furthermore, I will ask them to support me in evaluating my development and performance so that I may better understand my weaknesses and strengths and adjust my learning progress.

Additionally, I will continue to volunteer so that I may learn more about the lives of people with various needs and challenges. I may put the skills I have learned over the years to use in helping other people who are in need, such as people living under the poverty line, SEN students, youngsters who have lost their way in life, and depressed individuals. The experiences will help me better understand our community and make more informed decisions in my future career.

I would like to be someone who can bring positive impacts to our society. Even though I haven’t decided what career pathways I should pursue after I graduate, I have a clear direction that I want to do something that could help people in need. I will strive to become a profession in policy making and education.

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References

Everett, J. A., Faber, N. S., & Crockett, M. (2015). Preferences and beliefs in ingroup favoritism. Frontiers in Behavioral Neuroscience, 9. https://doi.org/10.3389/fnbeh.2015.00015 Tajfel, H. & Turner, J.C. (1979). An integrative theory of intergroup conflict. In W. G. Austin & S. Worchel (Eds), The social psychology of intergroup relations. (pp. 33-47). Monterey, CA: Brooks Cole