I am breaking. My life is crumbling as if it were a tower of cards, falling to the ground. My soul is ever so slowly departing from the torn up body it emerged from all those years ago. If only such a power could hold my ruptured heart together. The darkness, overpowering the light. For now I am nothing but a carcass. A corpse, eaten away by the horrible world around it. This body is empty. Filled with nothing but darkness. For its mind, filled with no more jocund memories to recall. Its skin, only filled with blemishes. Its eyes, the light, grasped away by the darkness. Now the eyes, filled with an ocean of salty sadness. My life is being ripped away by this darkness. Ripped away, torn, taken. Me, broken. My life, crumbling. My soul, departing. My body, torn, empty, an eaten up corpse. My heart, ruptured. My mind, empty. My skin, scarred, full of blemishes. My eyes, filled with darkness. I am breaking. I tear and rip until I’m gone. But maybe there is another way. A way to find my happy again. I shall leave. I shall leave this land and go somewhere higher. Somewhere away from the Darkness. Give me a moment to decide....yes...no...yes...no… I have decided. I’ve made a decision. I will leave. I will finally end my pain. Now that I’ve decided, I shall follow through. Goodbye my cruel, stomach of a world. This is my last goodbye. Goodbye.
She is gone. She has left this world hoping for something better than the life she lived. But little did she know, all she did was become one with the darkness. The darkness that now consumes the lives of all she knew, she has left them empty. Now she is completely consumed by the darkness. She tries to break out but she can’t. She tries to let her spirit escape the black. But she is lost. She cannot see through the screams of pain from all around her. She looked deep into herself and saw that she truly didn’t hate herself. She hated who she saw in the mirror, she hated the people and places and things that caused her to be taken by the darkness. But under all of her hurt, she found her light again! She kept thinking about how much she loved her family and loved her friends who tried to support her throughout her life. But the light was too small. She was able to say one thing before she is fully devoured by this monster of a presence.
I love myself. I love my family. I love my friends. Even though my life was hard and full of pain, I don’t want to spend this time hidden in the blackness, I want to watch over my people from above, not blinded below.
Suddenly, her light grew bigger, bigger and bigger, until she rose up out of the darkness and joined the light to watch over her loved ones from above.
Thank you. I am at Peace.
Micayla Chicoine