hello

deer diary:

god why am i so lonely. i sit alone on my computer most of the day and talk to no one. i forgot how to. i have so many things in life i would like to achieve but instead i sit alone, rewatching the garfield show on youtube. i have also taken up arabic as a second language and i use this little piece of sanity in my insane life to spew my negative thoughts in a language anyone who knows me personally (which is very few people) would not understand. i have taken a new appreciation on garfield in the past few years. something about his orange body and soothing voice calms my diseased brain. i am so sorry you had to listen to this, i am ashamed of this part of my life, but i hope to use this as an opportunity to grow as a person.

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