July 17: New Techniques
"Art can hold testimony with respect." - Phil Kingston
Current Impressions of Dublin & Ireland
Wednesday, July 13, 9:11pm: This place (Ireland) seems to have undergone major shifts in religiosity over the past few decades. I have just finished interviewing "Dunny," my friend from the sea, for our community interview project. Dunny has got me wondering about religiosity in today's Ireland. He is the fourth person who has, unprompted, shared that he no longer practices the faith he was raised with. Declan said something similar in the workshop he led, as have other people who grew up (mostly Catholic, it seems to me) in Ireland. Several have mentioned the horrible stories of abuse that emerged among Catholic clergy here. How has the religiosity of Ireland changed, and what has that done to the social fabric of the country?
Thursday, July 13, 6:25pm: This place (Ireland) still has a long way to go in terms of providing equity for all its citizens. It's just after 6pm, so the front gate to Trinity has closed and I am walking out the Nassau St. exit by the Book of Kells. Every time I walk through that tunnel, I walk by the big sign that says "Ireland has the worst trans healthcare in Europe" in all caps. I wonder how seeing that every day affects trans members of the Trinity community. Do they feel grateful that their school is raising awareness to the hundreds of people from around the globe every day? Or does it make them feel more guarded and afraid to be reminded that they are not afforded the rights of their fellow citizens? Or some complex mix of both?
Friday, July 14, 9:30pm: This place (Dublin) is home to such friendly, warm people who are eager to share their culture. I am walking out of The Long Hall pub where my classmate Allison and I just chatted over pints of Guiness for two and a half hours with our new friend Sinead. Sinead was our server at brunch on our very first morning in Dublin nearly a week ago. We had had great banter with Sinead during that brunch and she had said she loved our dynamic. Allison, being the charismatic, friendly person that she is, put herself out there and said to Sinead, "Would it be weird if I asked if we can be friends in real life?" Sinead was delighted, and we all just had a beautiful cross-cultural sharing at the pub. She evangelized about her strong opinions about how to pour the perfect pint of Guiness, taught Allison and I some Irish vernacular (most of which is not fit to reproduce in a portfolio such as this), and asked us questions about American culture and American perceptions of Ireland. When shared that her current passion project is illustrating a children's book, we threw our hands in the air with excitement. It seemed to us that she may not have as many friends who are as deeply involved in the arts as we were, and we vowed to be artistically encouraging of each other. I noted that Sinead is the first friend (and she feels like a true friend) that I have made while traveling in a foreign country,
Saturday, July 15, 12:45pm: I am starting to believe when people say everyone knows everyone in this place (Dublin). Jenny MacDonald and Joanna Parkes have both said it. In this moment, I am deep in conversation with Anusha, one of the Solo SIRENS artists we met in Tallaght. We have run into one another at KC Peaches café, and like theatre people do, we are sharing deeply vulnerable stories in a way that feels safe and held.
Saturday, July 15, 8:45pm: There are parts of this place (Ireland) that our cohort will never fully be able to understand because our life experiences and educational privilege with which we are entering this place. I am reading education advocate Katriona O'Sullivan's memoir Poor. It is her recounting of growing up in deep poverty in Britain with Irish parents who were severely addicted to alcohol and hard drugs. She was sexually assaulted multiple times throughout her childhood, moved to Dublin after having her first child at age 15, and then made her way through multiple degrees at Trinity College as a single mum. She is now Dr. Katriona O'Sullivan. I shared with our group this morning (Monday, July 17) that the types of people who have half an hour to spend talking to American students, and whom we are likely to approach, most likely have not experienced the level of destitution that Katriona grew up in.
Sunday, July 16, 11:32am: Wow, this place (The Cliffs of Moher) are breathtaking. Elise, Allison and I took a three hour bus ride on our day off to the cliffs and were blessed with occasional sunshine and minimal fog. Breathing in sea air makes me feel so alive. I found myself feeling a sense of longing as I watched the gulls floating on wind currents and diving along the steep facades, wishing I could fly up alongside the rock faces and see them up close myself.
Sunday, July 16, 1:45pm: This place (Ireland) has so many more visual reminders of ancient history dotting its landscape than places I am used to spending time (the US, namely the San Francisco Bay Area and New York City). NYC seems so old and steeped in history to me having grown up in Silicon Valley, where there are no visual reminders of the ancient cultures indigenous that existed there. But this afternoon on my bus tour to the Cliffs of Moher and Galway, I saw ancient churches, cemeteries, castles, and cottages dating back to the 1500s and earlier. Some of them were just portions of stone walls covered in vines and lichen. I wonder what it does to the Irish people's psyche to constantly see these physical reminders of the far-away past mixed into the present. Does it make people feel more connected to their ancestors? Does it help put current concerns in perspective?
Sunday, July 16, 11:46pm: This place (Temple Bar) never sleeps. A busker has been wailing the chorus to U2's "With or Without You" along with his audience for the past five minutes straight outside my window.
A New Technique
"Art can be celebratory." - Phil Kingston
Last week at Ireland's national theatre, The Abbey Theatre, we experienced a place-based storytelling workshop led by the Community and Education Manager, Phil Kingston. His storytelling workshop was tied specifically to Ireland, but I imagine myself adapting the exercise to work with Asian American communities in the U.S.
Phil's exercise protocol:
Phil placed two maps of Ireland on the wall for our reference, which was helpful to me as someone who isn't familiar with the geography of the island. We were to imagine that the floor was a map of Ireland. Phil indicated which walls indicated north, south, east, and west.
He cued us to go to a place on the map that holds personal significance for us. Once we moved to our spots, he asked us to think of a sentence that incorporated sensory details that illuminates something about our personal connections. Phil provided a personal example, which modeled what sorts of details we should add. Here are some of the sentences I remember (these are approximate quotations as I did not write down verbatim what everybody said, but the sentences were so vivid that many of the images have stuck in my mind):
My sensory sentence: "As the painful pins and needles of the freezing water at the Forty Foot enveloped my skin, an elated smile spread across my face with the realization that I could adventure independently."
"A man from Honolulu looks up, sees an eroded plaque on a church, and realizes that he thinks this is where his name came from."
"My sister came down out of her headstand along the Cliffs of Moher, and we joyfully ran back to the car through the pelting rain."
"As I smelled the breeze along the River Liffey, I felt my shoulders unclench for the first time in a very long time."
"A steep hike and sideways rain became worth it when the cliffs came into view and I smelled the fresh sea air."
After each of us shared our sentences, Phil would either highlight the dramatic elements embedded in our sentences or push us to add greater detail. I remember when sentence #4 above was shared, Phil noted that he could sense a long journey leading to that moment. He compared the syntax of sentence #5 to The Road by Cormac McCarthy. Other debrief points he pulled out were:
Some of these stories were like the starts of epics
Some were denouments of tension
Phil also pulled out common themes, like belonging, family history, or the presence of grandmas in our lives
His intense attention to the details of each of our sentences made us feel affirmed and demonstrated to us that we all have the capacity to create dramatically compelling stories.
We then divided into small groups and came up with "headlines" for each of our stories. (I did not feel this step was necessary; I felt the sensory sentences were more interesting than the headlines we came up with.) He had us pick one headline that felt dramatically compelling to work with and asked us to come up with a tableau for the pivotal moment in that story. We then came up with beginning and ending images to bookend that pivotal moment. On campus at NYU, I have often been told to come up with beginning, middle, and end, but by cueing us to start with a "pivotal" moment, I felt that we were able to more effectively capture the heart of the drama more effectively than I had in the past. Final step in this phase of the devising was to add one line of a song that captured the spirit of the story that all ensemble members would sing together.
He then had the person whose story was being portrayed step out of the group and move to another group. Those group members taught their new member the staging and song line. Those of us who were the storytellers then got to see our own stories performed by our classmates. Seeing someone step into my story with curiosity and respect felt like a gift.
How I would use this exercise in my practice:
I work with communities of Asian Americans back in the U.S. -- mostly with young, college-age students, but I would like to expand my work into older generations of Asian Americans who are not in a school setting. So often when I gather with other Asian Americans, or people of color in general, our conversations focus on lack: lack of connection to our countries of origin, lack of ability to speak our mother tongues, lack of access to resources, etc. These conversations can get very depressing very quickly. It is vitally important to talk about the inequities, violences, and internalized oppressions our community grapples with. And, it is equally important to bring jubilance and a sense of belonging to our community so that we can continue to be resilient.
I would adapt this exercise to the specific Asian American community I am working with. If I were working with a college group or some kind of university resource office, I might have the first floor map be one of the college campus. My first prompt might be, "Go to place on the map where you feel a sense of belonging." That would help me assess the extent to which the participants feel a sense of community on their campus, and the sensory detail sentence would give me even more information. Then I might expand the map to include the entire state, country, or globe and ask them to do the same thing with a place of personal significance. I have done exercises with Asian Americans that involve physically standing on maps, but I feel that they often divide us into ethnic groups or highlight the lack of connection we feel with our cultures rather than building unity or a sense of home.
If I were doing this exercise with a group of more elderly immigrants of mixed ethnicities in the context of a larger storytelling workshop, I might start global and ask them to stand on a place that feels like home. I would then repeat this prompt two more times, asking them to find new places each time. My aim would be to help people identify multiple places where they had made a home for themselves, and to build camaraderie among the group. The sentences my classmates shared made me want to know more about their stories, and I'm sure that other communities would feel this pull as well. I would follow Phil's tableau exercise as he did them to help student participants begin to devise their own theatre pieces exploring themes of safety and home.
I feel ready to facilitate this exercise because it was powerful for me to realize that I had already built a strong personal connection to a unique place in Dublin even though I had only been here for five days. I imagine that this exercise could help people of many different backgrounds who have had to adapt or code switch to new places realize how they have been able to make these new homes their own. I would take care to get to know specific details about the community's needs, strengths, and challenges before the workshop so that I could curate the prompts with care. I would also want to remember our impro instructor Darren York's commitment to improvising and being flexible during the workshop by reading the energy in the room.