Uncertainty

 My heart rest mort, a betrayal so strong

My essence stolen, never felt so wrong

Destroyed my fort, taken by surprise

My mood bleeds rancor, waiting for demise

Watching from afar, trapped in a cage

Once so demure, now filled with rage

Can’t see no more, only guided by pain

Can’t think straight, fog in my brain 

Under the moonlight, tears streaming down my face

Seeking comfort, my soul wandering the space

Still here without a purpose, my face stained

Nothing left to say, I’m fully drained

A dark dark place, suddenly there’s a light

A sliver of hope, a relief so delight

Yet uncertain, a little perplexed

I know I’m not ready, for what is next

Elisa Ji, V C