Intertwined Perspectives
Fractured Identities
Topic
Tim O’Brien often uses intertwined perspectives of reality and fiction during times of the Vietnam War to create a shift in the tone. O’Brien uses his own personal experiences of serving in the war to create a shift of tone in the stories because the acts leave lasting mental effects on the characters. In the beginning, the characters are usually modest and emotionally contained, but after the experiences are portrayed, the tone shifts to guilt, horror, and fear as the characters have been changed for life. These new experiences are traumatic, as the Vietnam War was a brutal war, and the rest of the story has a darkened, saddened tone. The characters also often end up portraying emotions of guilt as they relive their past experiences. These experiences are often memories that still haunt O’Brien. Tim O’Brien has expressed tremendous relief in sharing these experiences as events his fictional characters face.
In several books, Tim O’Brien utilizes the setting to portray the emotional fracture of the characters. O’Brine chooses to use the lake as the setting because the characters are in broken times. The lake provides an escape for these characters to experience the emotions of guilt, rehash memories, and further evaluate the broken truth. In several stories, the water provides a place to hide themselves. O’Brien’s characters experience very traumatic episodes, and the water provides a place of consolidation to hide these traumas deep down. The water also symbolises the depths and stages of the healing process because water is ever changing and, like healing, the surface shown is never the same and always shifting. The river also provides a healing factor. O’Brien highlights the calming factors of flowing water by having the character collect their thoughts and grow as a factor, and the water teaches the characters ways to cope with their new situations.
The topic of O'Brien's stories all stem from the Vietnam War. These topics express the horrific nature of the war, and the impacts this war left on the soldiers. Each story explores different tragedies, but they all have the same ending of the characters being engulfed with guilt. Not only does O’Brien provide himself closure to the war, but he also shares the brutality of the war to the readers. Many fail to grasp the effect of war on the soldiers, but especially the effects of the Vietnam War, which is known to be one of the most graphic. By keeping the history alive, the soldiers feel relieved that the memory of the people killed has been carried on. The topic provides varied aspects of depth: acts of war, the uncertain thoughts of the homeland, and PTSD post war. This topic develops the characters because it gives them emotional depth and explains the actions of the lives they live.
I came home from war, finally expecting peace in my small, rural, midwestern town. However, as I tried to relax, there was still no comfort. The memories of the war, watching my best friends be murder, haunts my mind. Everytime I close my eyes, I still see horror. I look back upon the times before the war, where I would go when I was feeling solemn and down, when times were hard and heavy. The only place in my hometime I remember to be calming was a small lake just south of town.
When I get to the lake it is quiet. The water is still. This is exactly how I remember this place. I jump in the small row boat with rotting paddles. The smell of the night is brisk and hits me in the face. Vietnam hits me again; I remember the hot, humid atmosphere and realize the breeze is a fortune found here. I rowed the boat into the middle of the lake and laid down. I spent hours looking up at the stars.
When I woke up to the sun shining brightly upon me, I sat up. I look down in the water. It is crystal clear and still. As I look into the water I see a man look back. This is a man that I do not recognize. His eyes are sunken, his face is long, and he simply does not seem at peace. The water starts to ripple and the man disappears. I row the boat back to shore, and I sit on the dock. As I look across the lake, my eyes connect with a turtle on a log. As I focus on this turtle, I hear the birds chirping, and I realize that I am no longer in battle. The life I lived in Vietnam is over. My small midwestern town is not an active battle zone. As I go to return back home, I stop myself. I take one more look around, take a deep breath, and a single tear drips down my cheek. After months of being on edge at all times, the morning sun shines upon me, and with it the horror of battle sets out of me. I am free. I survived. Even though I watched fellow soldiers die, I survived.
Explanations
I set the character in reflexion after he returns to the war. As O’Brien does, the character is deeply traumatized by the horrors of war and struggles to return to normal life. Along so, I set the setting in a small midwestern town because it is similar to the very Minnesotan town O’Brien grew up in.
Because O’Brien often highlights the failure to adapt to post war life, I created my character to be lost in how to cope. As he looks into the reflection, he does not see the person he knows looking back at him. Instead he sees a war torn soldier just as Tim O’Brien once was.
Similarly to the effect of Tim O’Brien, the character confides in a lake or body of water to heal. As he looks into the water, it shifts causing him to gain a new perspective. Because of this, the character is able to begin to overcome the brutality he previously faced. Just as O’Brien uses the rivers and lakes in his book to signal the shift to internal peace.