Mairany Garcia Cruz, 18-year-old Arizonian. Writer, poet and English enthusiast.
Born in Phoenix, Arizona, and having grown up in urban Mesa, Arizona, near the heart of its downtown plaza, I have always been around liveliness. Being Mexican-American, this theme of a bright life continues. Christmas’s spent celebrating on Christmas Eve’s and Thanksgiving with pozole and warm champurrado (a thick, flour-based hot chocolate). Family compromised by dozens of cousins and aunts and my family; two sisters; two brothers; me, the middle child; two dogs; and my mother and father.
This strong sense of family in itself translated toward the community I surrounded myself every day, one detached from my daily roots.
Festivities that connected us to Native-American, Asian, and other communities made me feel like I belonged when I felt the complete opposite.
“A dissociation,” my mother would explain carefully, “from the words that created you to the ones you speak.” She knew what it was like to not know where exactly were we belong, for she was in a country she did not know but one she chose.
This division in identity between my roots and the place where I was growing them has been an invisible fine line I never knew how to walk on correctly. However, this line has created paths in my life that have led me to where I am. Words came easy to a child who had no relationship to the world they came from, to the world they were born in: a fine line, as mentioned before.
To me, the 26 letters in the alphabet were a way to communicate in other ways than what I was born. Spanish being my first language was never a tongue that felt like my own, having come from Mexican immigrants, it was a given. With English, the words had to be earned, formulated in my head as an extension to describe what surrounded me. This love I had toward words bloomed into a love toward English.
Later, with the influences of Latinx women who I had viewed on television who translated the American world into their native tongue, I realized I wanted to be a part of it as well. By my senior year of high school, debating whether I wanted to choose English or Journalism, I decided that I wanted to be the person who helped guide those who had no direction of the news. Similar to how my parents took into consideration reporters who had a platform to distribute the problematic, happy, or informing news to our community, I wanted to be that light.
So, my decision to apply to Arizona State University’s Walter Cronkite’s School of Journalism and Mass Communications became apparent, and here I am as a testament.