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Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuhu!
I wanna share my feelings ... From the day I started taking this class I know Shetaan and Nafs are actively playing their role but I am constantly fighting back, when ever I feel disappointed, I cry in my sujood, put all my worries in front of Him, ask Allah swt to help me, say all my duas I memorized through the Quran class ... And I have literally experienced that with prayers and tears one can move mountains.
Shetaan whispers in my mind: you cant do it, just give up, leave it ... everytime you plan, it fails you are a loser ... you cant manage everything together and then There is one power who pulls me up and gives me courage to move on in all my difficult situations ... then I make new plans all over again, search for more ideas and work for it... I know HE IS BY MY SIDE ... He shows me ways and ideas to keep myself steadfast and motivated. He knows how much this class means to me. He knows how much desperate I was to take admission into this class.
Allhamdullilah, with sincere prayers and constant struggle with my nafs and shetaan ... things are getting better now, I have started taking little baby steps because of the motivation I recieve from the Quran class. Allahmdullialh I know Allah is there who is by my side, He has opened this path for me and He will guide me through, in'sha'Allah.
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Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuhu!
Allhamdullilah I have memorized this weeks Ayaat. Will revise them today in'sha'Allah.
Shared khair/few points with my Husband and he wants for her sister to join this course, have shared course link already.
Taddabur in Allah's creation ... planned for this week (time with family in nature) in'sha'Allah.
May Allah swt reward you guys abundantly for showing us the right path. Heartiest prayers for you and beloved Ustazah jee.
JazakumAllah khair Xx
SabeelulJannah 2018 Student
Perth, Australia
MY FEELINGS ABT SABEEL UL JANNAH.pptxPara 1 - Sharing.pdfwhen started course.pdfsharing after sura baqarah.pdfWed, Oct 31, 2:28 AM
Asalam o Alaikim wrwb,
May this email reaches you in ever increasing state of imaan and health. Aameen.
Main kafi dinoon sai ap ke team sai apne feelings aur SB2018 join kernay k baad ki feelings share kerna chah rae thee.
Sub sai pehlay main bta doon k I'm married n have Alhamd u lillah 3 awesome kids. kuch saal pehlay tajweed seekhi the iss niyat sai k agay perhayoon ge woh din hai aj ka din main 4 days a week 2-3 hours teach kerti hoon Quran with tajweed for kids and their mothers. Quran pak ko tafseer word to word start kiya tha aur Alhamd u lillah 30 juz pura kiya hamaray area main kuch ladies handle ker rae theen yai sub .As a muslim apni contribution k liyai ICNA organization join ker le aur jitni Allah nain taufeeq dee us k saath kaam kerti rae. GHARZ YAI K Alhamd u lillah Allah ke teraf eik qadam berhati aur agay aur he berh jaati .
baite paida hue to abhi sai dairh saal sai kuch gap anay lag gya .main buhat khalee hoti gaye under sai ,kuch conditions aise theen kuch apni suste dar maloom nae kis ka bahar nikalna bund ho gya.bari koshih ke kuch dobara join keroon dobara form main ayoon per ghar sai baiti ko lai ker nikal nae payii she was pre mature.Dua kerti rae , Allah jaanta hai main kis terah maang rae thee . yahaan texas main buhat sari activities hoti hain aur kaam ho raha hai per Allah ke merzi k mujhay ap ke team sai jor diya.
ya Allah ka ehsaan hai day time main maire itni mushkilain hoti hain ka main kuch bhe nae join ker sakti thee bus Alhamd u lillah main nain Quran with tajweed perhana nae chora .Arabic grammar bhi seekhtay huay beech main reh gayee.
main jitna shukar ada keroon kum hai jis din maire sister nain zaberdusti mujhay registeration kerwa dee, k bus kuch nae socho register kerdo baad main daikhna. Main seekhna chahti thee bus timings ka sunn ker ghebrayee ka subah 3:30 kaisay uthoon ge raat ko sotay sotay 1 buj jata hai .sub ko time daitay daitay.ap ka agreement sign kertay huay buhat dar laga ka keh to rae hoon ka sub time per keroon ge , per kaisay to bus Allah sai dua kee app kerwa dain mairay maula main khud kuch nae ker sakti aur aj main ap ke SB2018 ke regular student hoon Alhamd u lillah attending all live classes sirf 1 week miss hua woh bhe cover ker liya.
still main home works main behind hoon ....buhat saaray ideas damghagh main ghoom rahay hotay hain bus eik continuous time nae nikalta . mujhay buhat sari problems ayeen Alhamd u lillah jis ka ajar ki umeed sirf Allah sai hai mujhay.per maira ruknay ka chornay ka koe irada nae.Allah nain mairay liyay best time choose kiya TAhajud Alhamd u lillah buhat sakoon sai main 2-3 hrs Allah ke kitaab ko samjhati hoon Allah ap logoon ko is ke jaza dai jo itnaan acha well organized program hamaray liyai ready kiya.
Bus fiqer is cheese ke hai k jo wada ap ke team sai kya hai Allah us ko pura kernay ke bhe taufeeq dai per ager maira waqt a gya to please mujhay maaf ker dijyai ga ka main totally ap ke home works miss ker rae hoon .main kuch bhi ho jayai main yai course complete kerongi In ShaaAllah jitni Allah nain taufeeq de.
eik test bhaij chuki hoon dosray ke preparation ker rae hoon Inshaa Allah juld send kerdonge .
yahaan yai bhi bata doon main nain test blue pen sai he kiya tha i dont know kaisay black lag raha hai after scanning .main nain bari jaldi main send kiya tha baad main nazar perhi to black lag raha hai tha .
waqayee Allah ka kaam koe bhe kero buhat rukawatain mushkilain aati hain per Alhamd u lillah Allah isataqaamat sai kerwa raha hai .
main course buhat enjoy ker rae hoon buhat achay sai samajh bhe a raha hai .bus dil kerta hai aur absorb keroon abhi aur achi terah keroon per agay bhe prehna hai .HOpefully yai eik bar complete kerongi to dobara kisi aur ko sikhanay ke niyat rakh ka phir perhoon gi .Abhi tuk to apna muhaasba ker ker k shirmindige ho rae hai aur buhat see choti choti baatoon ko badalnay ke koshish ker rae hoon jin ko kabhi soch abhi nae tha k woh kaisay hamari naikyaan kha jati rae hongi.
hope app ko maire feeling share kerna bura nae laga hoga .
mairay liyai koe suggesstions hoon to zeroor batayain .main nain apne bahan sai bhi poacha ka kya main perhana chor doon kyun k time nae nikal parae but its not a good idea maire satisfaction ka eik part us sai bhe jura hua hai .
Quran seekhna aur sikhana to waisay bhe behtreen amal hain .main nae rok sakte.
ap sai favor nae maang rae per itna kehna chah rae hoon home work ko amaanah na kahain main buhat burden main a gaye hoon .Apne teraf sai full effort ker rae hoon .sub cheesain saath hain ghar saht bachay .stress ho k maire sahat down ho jaati hain .phir mujhay apne baibasii pai aur rona ata hai aur phir khushi bhi k chalo Allah iss takleef ka bhi ajar dai ga....per bandoon ka mamla to bandoon sai he hoga is liyai ap ko saari situation btayi.
Allah sub Quran ka ILm hasil kernay waloon k liyai asaan fermayai ,shaitan buhat tung kerta hai.
mujhay app ke suggessions aur guidance ka intizaar rahay ga.
Jzk Khairun kaseera
itnay sabar sai maire mail perhnay ka bhi aur jawab likhnay ka bhi in advance.
shua khan sharing .pdfAsallam o alikum warehmatullahi wabarkatahu Sister,
Today , I got my first assignment marks . Was waiting for long time .. for it . I was thinking I haven’t done it well . But soon I have checked it . I can’t believe it I scored full marks . I know marks won’t that much important unless what we learn is implemented in our life .. but it boost us where actually we stand .when i was studying my Duniya education . When i score good marks my mom feel good but it’s completely opposite.. it doesn’t matter to her .. but i feel my behaviour towards her will make her realised that i have changed .. I m expressing to u Becoz I can’t express to her .. but in laws are too much happy .. seeing my efforts .. alhumdulillah changes is coming in me .. now I can communicate to my mom .. with all sabr ... Becoz our conversation end quickly .. my suggestion for advice is in Islamic way ... so it’s end 🛑... but still I feel good from inside ... and my husband is every much supportive to me alhumdulillah... the way I wanted to learn quran I m learning in that way ... I won’t say i m proud ... of my marks or anything’s I would rather say unseen truly help us ... and I can feel it .. always alhumdulillah allah is always guiding me .. Allah Subhanah o tala ... can understand what others can’t .. he make path easy .. alhumdulillah..
Before expressing what I learnt from surah baqarah ...
Fews things I would like to mention here ...
Becoz no one shld take me in other way ..
1) I m blessed Allah have chosen me
2) Not only that he is guiding me
3) He taught me islam with all testing / trails . What he put on in my initials day when I converted to ☪️ islam .
4) he taught me .. no one can help u love u care u expect Allah .. when i was kidnap by my own family
5) he taught.. me .. no medicine can work .. unless allah doesn’t wish .. when I was kept in mental hospital.. doc where trying I shld forget islam .. Controlling my mind ... but allah didn’t wish this .. I use to sleep for 24 hrs .. only getting up for food and medicine. But allah show me and teaching me everything in my dream ... alhumdulillah.. I was admitted in hospital for 10 days . Out of 10 day 7 days I was completely drowsed.. and had no namaaz too .. see how allah help ... amazed by allahs help .
6) allah showed me in my dreams that I will be kidnapped by my mom and bro 15 days before ... this how allah taught me or showed me indication this is going to happened.
7) when my family come to know abt I m revert and going to keep roza .. I planned to many things i shld leave early from my home .. so that I can avoid eating food but nothing work .. here allah taught me that .. whatever is going to happen According to allah .. so u have to kept faith completely on allah ... first day my family forcefully made me to eat and I was crying .. but i told them firmly I keep on extending my fast by one day ... but I won’t give up .. so allah tested me ... so he made ease for me .. next day mom prepared everything for my sayri .. alhumdulillah.. Allah taught me never lose faith on allah ... unseen will help .. keep sabr ..
8) when I return from hospital and Madarsay .. everything .. to my work new job ... allah Double my salary ... I had 9 month gap .. normally no one increase or give u so much hike ... but here I taught allah is give u Rozi and u need to fulfill Allah command
9) from my childhood allah was showing me the dream .. that my mom and bro going to keep me in Kerala mental hospital ... when I use to see .. i use to cry so much .. Becoz my mom and bro loves me so much ... but when this happened .. imagine I was kept in Kerala mental hospital when I was kidnapped.. imagine how allah taught me that only Allah loves u 99 ... time ... not even our mom can love us ... his allah is like never ending ...
10) My family use to beat me .. but I was satisfy Becoz Nabi saw and other campaign also ... .. my sunnat was getting fulfilled
11) Most of my family member boycotted me till today .. I feel my sunnat is getting fulfilled
12) My family , my offc ppl knew I m following Islam .. they use to talk nicely with me in front but behind they laugh called me fool Pagal and all . Sunnat is getting fulfilled
13) When I was kidding I didn’t eat for 3 days no water no food ... sunnat got fulfilled.. alhumdulillah
14) Now allah have increased everything in my life ... whether it’s money .. increased my husband salary thrice what he had before marriage .. great family ...who is always beside me .. care me .. supporting me in every possible way ... and whatever I wished to have allah fulfilled it without expressing it to anyone.
Astagafirullah ... no one shld thinking wrong abt me ..
When I use to tell or give dawah .. use to share my personal experiences.. allah helped me so he will surely help .. guide u other things .. but I didn’t know any authentic or Quran verse ... were I can give reference in the Quran ..
Now I m getting strong believe more and more ... getting closure to allah day by day ..
Always worried .. after marriage how I can learn details .. Becoz within a year I had a baby .. and later 2 baby .. 4 years span I had two kids..
I was trying To convince many of my pervious teacher to teach me ... they agreed they will teach me thru whatapp.. but it last for a month .. some or the other issue comes .. I got to know abt NurulQuran.. was little worried how I will manage and it’s in Urdu .. how I will manage with two kids .. but I can’t express how allah made it easy .. and whole my family supported me alhumdulillah ..
Understanding everything thru Quran and Hadith ... make me stand more stronger in my deen ...
as a Insaan .. i do get end up with mistake ..
1) Not Able to communicate with mom ... but alhumdulillah I m
2) Same with my bro .. but I can
3) Understanding and looking things from different perspective.
4) Enjoying my namaaz .. understanding what I say .
5) I was always worried .. how to dua .. and memories the Quranic dua with meaning ... but even that I m able to do .
6) Sabr increased
7) Alhumdulillah allah have already removed greediness of Duniya ... but able to explain others with reference and internally getting more strong
8) Now I understood darood e .ibrahim sharifs meaning ... and y we ask like him everything in darood ..
9) Best part is ... understanding the aayat ..with today’s era .. or time ... ustazahji explain such a nice way its goes directly to heart and don’t know how I start implement it with ease ..
Pls don’t consider as praise of myself .. it just my experience I shared Becoz .. allah taught me most of the things by trails .. seriously can’t explain it ... but lecture I feel allah is showing me reference ...
Whatever I m today .. Becoz of Allah
Previously.. i was girl how keep thinking ...
Work hard ... settle in USA 🇺🇸... earn a lot
Live lavish life .. a king size .. make mom happy ...
But now I m ... work hard for aakhiraat ... settle in janat .. earn a lots of good deeds .. give Sadaq a lot so that u pleased Allah .. u gain allahs marifaat ... king is only allah ... make happy and do good for sake of Allah ..
Now worrying for my kids .. how to teach them ... but alhumdulillah allah is guiding me Nurul quran ..
Always thinking abt sisters real sister .. to whom u can share .. but I don’t have ..
Now allah made so many sister when I joined Nurulquran
Jazakallahu khairen
Special thanks to Sana sister Maria sister Nabila sister .. to whom I always disturb them ...
Naiza sister ... how u do recap our lesson .. explain us and guide us on concern and queries
They always helped me ... I can’t express what all I learnt from u sisters too ..
My classmate ... Hafsa .. thanks a lot ...
naiza sister, Nausheen sister
And my hifz islah admin and my class mate Juveria T .. for everything. ..
together learning help .. and motivate.
And especially ... Jazakallahu khairen to Ustazahji ... for such knowledge u r teaching us ... whenever i take class never felt i m hearing a audio .. feel u r always present ...
Hope I have conveyed .. it properly ...
may Allah forgive me ..If i don’t convey it properly..
LOVE U ALL FOR SAKE OF ALLAH
MAy allah accept our efforts .
May Allah blesss with excellence here and hereafter
May Allah always keep in straight path
May Allah forgive us
Ameen
Jazakallahu Khairen each and everyone sisters ,Admin and Ustazahji
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