I’m not comfortable talking about myself or choosing heroes. Others can probably tell a better story about me than I. Others know your shortcomings and your virtues better than you do. If you’ve done well it speaks for itself, and if not, it screams. It is kindness and dedication to truth that inspires me. My wife Pinky’s kindness and her desire to give of herself, inspires me every day. I’m not sure about heroes. When Bob Dylan spoke of heroes in a concert with Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, the band sang, “When They Came for Him in the Garden Did They Know.” Dylan opened a concert in Tel Aviv, Israel last year with the same song. The fact that the "Man in that garden" has accepted me; that’s big in my life. So, I’m a Jesus Freak and still a hippie I guess. I have listened to Bob Dylan's words since I was ten years old; that’s approaching 50 years now, well 48 this year. This week, “Death is not the End” has played in my mind a lot of the time.
When you're sad and when you're lonely And you haven't got a friend Just remember that death is not the end
And all that you held sacred Falls down and does not mend Just remember that death is not the end
Not the end, not the end Just remember that death is not the end
When you're standin' on their crossroads That you cannot comprehend Just remember that death is not the end
And all your dreams have vanished And you don't know what's up the bend Just remember that death is not the end
Not the end, not the end Just remember that death is not the end
When the storm clouds gather round you And heavy rains descend Just remember that death is not the end
And there's no one there to comfort you With a helpin' hand to lend Just remember that death is not the end
Not the end, not the end Just remember that death is not the end
Oh, the tree of life is growing Where the spirit never dies And the bright light of salvation shines In dark and empty skies
When the cities are on fire With the burnin' flesh of men Just remember that death is not the end
And you search in vain to find Just one law abiding citizen Just remember that death is not the end
Not the end, not the end Just remember that death is not the end
Not the end, not the end Just remember that death is not the end
(Down in the Groove © 1988)
Bob’s words are never far from me. He is 71 this year, taking a break from his “Never-Ending-Tour”. His new album Tempest is rich in metaphor, dark and intricate. He was awarded the highest honor our country can bestow on a civilian, The Medal of Freedom. I hold freedom as the highest of ideals.
I am not a fan of many preachers, not since Doc Scott died. Doc saved my faith in a dark time. Doc's scholarship in languages, history and scripture was unsurpassed. His Ph.D. from Stanford in Philosophies of Education empowered his teaching. His most famous sermon, "The Resurrection", is the central issue of Christianity. If Jesus of Nazareth did not rise from the dead, the religion is empty and a waste of time. Doc examines the evidence of the ressurection in a rational and scholarly methodology.
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I do owe a few preachers: Jim Vinita, Pastor of Abundant Grace Community Church in Edinburg, TX; Jerome Elstad, a wise man in Mission, TX; Kent Johnson, a bold teacher in Austin, TX; and Romeo Mireles, Pastor of the Rock, and a faithful friend, on his ranch outside Edinburg, TX; these men shaped my childhood in Christ.
I have had great professors. GeorgeMcClemore, and BillStrong, Communication scholars, and ChrisMiller, Historian, at the University of Texas, Pan American gave me vision and the skills for finding truth. AlbertHurtado at ASU introduced me to rigor in the craft of research. Stephen Pyne, an exceptional Environmental Historian, inspired me to develop the craft of writing creative non-fiction. Reading has always been my refuge. I read Tolkien’s Hobbit and Lord of the Rings trilogy at least once every five years, since I first read it in 1969. Tolkien's witness brought C. S. Lewis from atheism to Christ. I was a returning student, having returned to college at 35, because I could not understand C. S. Lewis’ TheProblem of Pain. The language was beyond me, so I decided I needed to go back to college to learn to read and write. I of course had no problem reading Lewis’ Chroniclesof Narnia and even MereChristianity was not beyond me; in fact, it opened my eyes to a real understanding of Grace. But academic discourse was Greek to me. Now I try not to write in academic discourse.
George McLemore in India
“I am trying here to prevent anyone saying the really foolish thing that people often say about Him: ‘I’m ready to accept Jesus as a great moral teacher, but I don’t accept his claim to be God.’ That is the one thing we must not say. A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher. He would either be a lunatic — on the level with the man who says he is a poached egg — or else he would be the Devil of Hell. You must make your choice. Either this man was, and is, the Son of God, or else a madman or something worse. You can shut him up for a fool, you can spit at him and kill him as a demon, or you can fall at his feet and call him Lord and God, but let us not come with any patronizing nonsense about his being a great human teacher. He has not left that open to us. He did not intend to.” ― C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity
I moved my novel reading to listening on an iPod a few years ago. Audible.com has increased the number of books I read by at least two more each month. I can read while driving, waiting in line, in the dark, anywhere, any time. Currently I am reading Hexed by Kevin
My All-Time Favorite: Lamb: The GospelAccording to Biff, Christ's Childhood Pal
Hearne, Book 2 of the Iron Druid Chronicles. Not the most inspiring novel, but the setting is Tempe Arizona and the East Valley, fun read (listen). My Audible Library has 688 titles in it. I have been a member since 2005. My Kindle Library only has 48 books in it so far. I find reading on Kindle is nice because you never need a book light. I’m reading Stephen Pyne’s Voiceand Vision: A Guide to Writing History and Other Serious Nonfiction. Dr. Pyne’s books have radically shaped my vision as a writer. As I noted earlier, he was also one of my most influential professors. I’m also reading Maphead by Ken Jennings on Kindle. Being a cartographer, this book about the love of maps is engaging.
Some of my favorite novelists are: TerryBrooks, Christopher Moore, W. Michael Gear and Kathleen O'Neal Gear, Michael Connelly, Orson Scott Card, David Baldacci, C. J. Box, Robert McCammon, and a multitude of others. Some of my favorite History books and authors: PropheticWorlds by Chris Miller, one of my Professors; Calvin Luther Martin, Richard White, William Cronon, Wallace Stegner, Clay Jenkinson, Stephen Ambrose, Peter Iverson, Alvin Josephy, Alfred Crosby, James Axtell, JonButler, and many others and many other genres.