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People often don't believe how bad things were at Wando and in Mount Pleasant. The fact that I was urinated on, had rocks at me, was spit in the face of, and more. Luckily, I kept proof. The very Facebook he's messaging began as an act of bullying. A popular jock created a Facebook for another person to mock their weight. The victim contacted me, I managed to break in and turned the account into a satire of the Wando popular class.
People often don't believe how bad things were at Wando and in Mount Pleasant. The fact that I was urinated on, had rocks at me, was spit in the face of, and more. Luckily, I kept proof. The very Facebook he's messaging began as an act of bullying. A popular jock created a Facebook for another person to mock their weight. The victim contacted me, I managed to break in and turned the account into a satire of the Wando popular class.
Yes, at O'Brion's Pub on June 14th, 2011, somebody stole my iPhone and texted for someone to rape me from my phone. Sexual degradation was a routine part of bullying me. I had penises flashed at me, I was groped, there was a false claim that I was gay, and more.
Yes, at O'Brion's Pub on June 14th, 2011, somebody stole my iPhone and texted for someone to rape me from my phone. Sexual degradation was a routine part of bullying me. I had penises flashed at me, I was groped, there was a false claim that I was gay, and more.
Ah, religion! I have one. It's really fun. My bullies were usually devoutly religious. Not only did he urinate on me and throw rocks at me. He also participated in the most wholesome of Christian bullying: claiming I was demonically possessed and preforming exorcisms on me. ASD is a bit uncanny so claiming it's demonic possession as a means of bullying makes sense. By the way, that was not the false claim I was gay that I mentioned earlier. That happened in my Wildlife Biology class at Wando and the guy claimed I had a gay crush on him and blocked me on Facebook, publicly, in the middle of class.
Ah, religion! I have one. It's really fun. My bullies were usually devoutly religious. Not only did he urinate on me and throw rocks at me. He also participated in the most wholesome of Christian bullying: claiming I was demonically possessed and preforming exorcisms on me. ASD is a bit uncanny so claiming it's demonic possession as a means of bullying makes sense. By the way, that was not the false claim I was gay that I mentioned earlier. That happened in my Wildlife Biology class at Wando and the guy claimed I had a gay crush on him and blocked me on Facebook, publicly, in the middle of class.
This is not a bullying screenshot, this is a screenshot of an email telling me that I had gotten off of academic probation. Yes, the background to my gmail account is a frame from the song "Love Story". Now, regardless of why I have done that it does make for a great segway because that song is the most anti-suicide song I know of and the song I played prior to my last suicide attempt in April of 2016, roughly a month prior to that email, precisely for irony. Yet, my point is that bullying is usually talked about in the context of suicide not what it does outside of that. Despite my best efforts using canola oil, penny loafers, zip-ties, and a noose, I didn't end up dead but my life was very ruined. I began that semester with 1.6 GPA and barely didn't flunk out. I still don't have a great GPA and I have to compete with other people with higher GPAs.
This is not a bullying screenshot, this is a screenshot of an email telling me that I had gotten off of academic probation. Yes, the background to my gmail account is a frame from the song "Love Story". Now, regardless of why I have done that it does make for a great segway because that song is the most anti-suicide song I know of and the song I played prior to my last suicide attempt in April of 2016, roughly a month prior to that email, precisely for irony. Yet, my point is that bullying is usually talked about in the context of suicide not what it does outside of that. Despite my best efforts using canola oil, penny loafers, zip-ties, and a noose, I didn't end up dead but my life was very ruined. I began that semester with 1.6 GPA and barely didn't flunk out. I still don't have a great GPA and I have to compete with other people with higher GPAs.
This is to emphasize that it was not only what they did to me in terms of active behavior but also passive. The amount of hatred I lived through was immense. Shunning people and thus conveying hatred hurts very badly. It was not just the acts of hatred but the hatred itself that was the most painful.
This is to emphasize that it was not only what they did to me in terms of active behavior but also passive. The amount of hatred I lived through was immense. Shunning people and thus conveying hatred hurts very badly. It was not just the acts of hatred but the hatred itself that was the most painful.
Upon reflection, was bullying me wrong? Apparently not. In fact, I'm wrong for being traumatized about it and claiming to be that insults the military. That makes perfect sense. Technically, I did not get academically dismissed but that text exchange was shortly after my leaving academic probation, so my language is sloppy but not as sloppy as the other person's.
Upon reflection, was bullying me wrong? Apparently not. In fact, I'm wrong for being traumatized about it and claiming to be that insults the military. That makes perfect sense. Technically, I did not get academically dismissed but that text exchange was shortly after my leaving academic probation, so my language is sloppy but not as sloppy as the other person's.
I should not imply that no one was mature. Some people did apologize. They were the minority but they existed, and to them I extend my warmest thanks and full acceptance of their apology.
I should not imply that no one was mature. Some people did apologize. They were the minority but they existed, and to them I extend my warmest thanks and full acceptance of their apology.
While there were some who excused themselves, and a few who apologized, there were also a number of complete denials. As with every #metoo scandal or any other scandal, the general response to accusations of misconduct and wrongdoing is to deny every single one and, if possible, to discredit the accuser. Even better, to threaten legal action against the accuser for coming out. It's a fairly poorly written denial since she uses a No-True-Scotsman fallacy. As a political science major, I would advise against categorical statements except under the best circumstances. I would also advise against the ad hominem use of the term "psychotic", especially since she is accused of bullying someone for being autistic. It's the N-word for mental health. None of her fallacies or anything else matters since she's threatening what's effectively a SLAPP suit. I'd probably win but it would be so inconvenient, that she guesses that I'm not going to fight.
While there were some who excused themselves, and a few who apologized, there were also a number of complete denials. As with every #metoo scandal or any other scandal, the general response to accusations of misconduct and wrongdoing is to deny every single one and, if possible, to discredit the accuser. Even better, to threaten legal action against the accuser for coming out. It's a fairly poorly written denial since she uses a No-True-Scotsman fallacy. As a political science major, I would advise against categorical statements except under the best circumstances. I would also advise against the ad hominem use of the term "psychotic", especially since she is accused of bullying someone for being autistic. It's the N-word for mental health. None of her fallacies or anything else matters since she's threatening what's effectively a SLAPP suit. I'd probably win but it would be so inconvenient, that she guesses that I'm not going to fight.
I will end this gallery beginning with this. My regular Facebook was deleted in April of 2014. My other account, Mary Catherine O'Neil, the one usurped from the bully that I made satirical mentioned earlier lasted until November 2018 and, unlike my main account, I luckily downloaded the data, most of which survived a later hard-drive crash. There was vastly more bullying of various types than was there digital evidence for that was extant at the time of my gathering it. Most of it happened in-person and much of the digital evidence has been lost to time. Only certain types of bullying were evidenced here, not others. I'm lucky I was able to find what I did. Being autistic, people exploited my social blindness to get me to preform for them as their circus monkey including singing, dancing, and other things to embarrass me and even after I realized that I still did because, lacking social inclusion, I did what I had to for human affection of any type. Yet, as far as I know, there is no surviving evidence of that. There were also the yuppies who were mean but that was mostly passive aggressive with almost no recorded evidence. However, what I was able to procure is enough to represent the rest.
I will end this gallery beginning with this. My regular Facebook was deleted in April of 2014. My other account, Mary Catherine O'Neil, the one usurped from the bully that I made satirical mentioned earlier lasted until November 2018 and, unlike my main account, I luckily downloaded the data, most of which survived a later hard-drive crash. There was vastly more bullying of various types than was there digital evidence for that was extant at the time of my gathering it. Most of it happened in-person and much of the digital evidence has been lost to time. Only certain types of bullying were evidenced here, not others. I'm lucky I was able to find what I did. Being autistic, people exploited my social blindness to get me to preform for them as their circus monkey including singing, dancing, and other things to embarrass me and even after I realized that I still did because, lacking social inclusion, I did what I had to for human affection of any type. Yet, as far as I know, there is no surviving evidence of that. There were also the yuppies who were mean but that was mostly passive aggressive with almost no recorded evidence. However, what I was able to procure is enough to represent the rest.
I hold no animosity toward any of them and, in fact, I never have held any. I forgave them instantly after everything they did and it wasn't saintly. They helped destroy lots of my life but begrudging them would bring none of it back. It's not like the Devil would get me an apartment and a good job in exchange for hatred. If he's reading this, he can call me. All I want is to shake their hands, get on neutral terms with them, and part with clear air. It's all I've ever wanted with them. People ask me how I can forgive my bullies. Hatred does not beget money, power, fame, or romance. It is a sin with no temptation. I get being bad in other ways but hatred doesn't make any sense but neurotypicals don't make sense. So, until hatred actually becomes appealing I think I'll abstain.
I hold no animosity toward any of them and, in fact, I never have held any. I forgave them instantly after everything they did and it wasn't saintly. They helped destroy lots of my life but begrudging them would bring none of it back. It's not like the Devil would get me an apartment and a good job in exchange for hatred. If he's reading this, he can call me. All I want is to shake their hands, get on neutral terms with them, and part with clear air. It's all I've ever wanted with them. People ask me how I can forgive my bullies. Hatred does not beget money, power, fame, or romance. It is a sin with no temptation. I get being bad in other ways but hatred doesn't make any sense but neurotypicals don't make sense. So, until hatred actually becomes appealing I think I'll abstain.
As far as the picture: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RIVgj1TmwG8
As far as the picture: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RIVgj1TmwG8
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