Monsters

I threw away your letters,

I thought it would make me feel better.

I finally got you out my bed,

But, I still can’t heal my head.

All these years, you still can’t admit?

All these years, you still doubt it?

I’m done feeling like this, I’m done being strong.

This is it, I know I’m done.

There’s monsters, there’s monsters in my bed.

But how do I get them out of my head?

There’s monsters, there’s monsters in my bed.

But how do I get them out of my head?

This isn’t fair,

I didn’t ask for all of this.

I want to be taken elsewhere.

The letters, the lies, I just want to feel bliss.

Five years old, I was only a baby.

Now, when they ask if I’m happy, I just say “Maybe.”

There’s monsters, there’s monsters in my bed.

But how do I get them out of my head?

There’s monsters, there’s monsters in my bed.

But how do I get them out of my head?

How did my life go so wrong?

Just a few years ago I felt so strong.

With you back in my life, I can’t seem to escape the past.

I don’t want these feelings to last.

Please leave me alone, please let me go.

I need to find peace, I need to get through.

Stop holding me back to the life I once knew.

Your time is over, it is over for you.