I cannot escape my thoughts
They hold onto me tighter than I hold Onto myself
They are painful
Manipulative voices whisper fluently
In a language I don't understand
But I Feel
You are wrong
They say
You are small
They say
You are not deserving
They yell
Things I would’ve said
I care about you
I’m here
Things I would’ve said
Don’t go
Call me tomorrow when the pain is too much you’re too low
Things I would’ve said
You are bigger than your fear
Life is more than right now right here
Don't go
I know you’re hurting more than I could ever know
Things I would’ve said
There is light in you
Things I would’ve said last night if only I had known
What you were carrying was too much to carry on your own
My love is wider than the ocean blue
Can't you tell when I sing to you?
It's light and delicate like morning dew
Did you know that I've waited for you?
But it's fast and deep and scary, too
My love is reckless like the ocean blue.