## JOURNAL ACCESSED ##

## Journal ##

"I have been through a lot...in fact too much it feels..."

I guess I should start a Journal. Of course the classified stuff wont be here, only my thoughts.

10/24/2024: Started this journal, we will see how it goes.  I feel like I am so muddled with info and memories but I have only been at Site-66 for 6 or 7 months. Feels like a lifetime has gone by. Thoughts going on right now: removal of sarkic runes, demons, my runes, upgrading weapons, preforming my duties...well...a lot.

10/25/2024: NU-7 will be heading for a mission tomorrow. I talked with both 'Sailor' and 'Red' about a few details of the sarkics...Hope it helps them. I Hope they succeed...I hope they come back with new information or clues. Fuck sarkics.

11/3/2024: There has been little happening, whether that is good or bad is et to be seen. NU-7 Came back safely with the exception of one casualty. Good information was gained that we are working through still.

11/6/2024: Been a small bit, Archon attacked and I'm recovering. We dealt a big blow to him. Tests still going on.

11/13/2024: Ambassador broke my spine. Second time my backs been shot by these fucking anomalies. First the Sarkics now this...guy. Gotta keep distasteful thoughts out of my head when He is around. I think He hears them.

11/19/2024: My backs good, can walk again. Fight again. Research has kick up into sarkic artifacts. I love to see it. Knowledge is the sharpest knife in war. I've been thinking. A lot. About what I have done. What I hope to do. My friends, enemies...family. No matter what anyone says, death does bring people closer. The amount of loss in Site-66, hell all of Twin Pines is immense. Unluckily for us, the sarkics like to abuse that. I hope I can be a guardian for them.

11/26/2024: I got a good man injured NTF Dallas James...they lost both legs and an arm. Able took them, it was under my watch though. I gave the order to hand the ring over. I will do all I can to give this man his limbs back. What he did was a great service in our fight against those fuckers. Anyways...can't let it get me down. Injuries, deaths and the like are common against sarkics. I will have to be sharper and better. On another note, TIU were asking questions to 'Red', the sarkic kind. Ill see what the captain thinks. If we should give answers or no.

12/7/2024: Its connected.

12/14/2024: First operation with MTF Theta-7. Good bunch. Weirdly like us...huh. Romania was interesting, plenty of violent Russians. Probably sarkics. Also actual sarkics. After the successful mission and a nuke being deployed, I went back to site with a fractured arm from being shot...Only to deal with a Mass KTE breach. That fucking ghost. They need to be sealed in that box forever. I need to look into Knight Mumei's past.

1/19/2025 - A new year has come and gone. A new Era lies in wait for us at this site. New ASDs Maine and Druid will do great work, I am sure. Prometheus is now HoR, a deserved position. As for me, I have been busy, my mind is full of this and that, tasks that need to be completed. A squad to maintain and lead. I will continue to do my duties. I will not falter, I will not fall.

1/25/2025 - I had a test with Alex lead by XI-8 Operative 'Utopia'. I promise, on my life, I will cure him. I have ignored his suffering far too long.

2/5/2025 - We have pretty much finished upgrading our equipment. This will help us against the sarkics. A few people I have been noticing around site recently. Good and bad.

## PEOPLE ##

Afrika -  I'm sorry, I wish I had the courage to reach out as well...maybe after  my long journey finishes we can get to know each other. Become true friends.

Badger -  My Squad Leader before I was one, you gave me the freedom to do as I wanted but still kept me in order. A very freeing and trusting leader.  I appreciate what you have done for me.

Obsidian -  The mystery that lies beneath your mask is deep. As someone who never truly experienced Site-73. Seeing you makes me wish I was with you from the beginning. The charisma, leadership, authority, knowledge. Kindness. My Captain.

Robin -  Probably the first person I ever truly became friends with. From deep talks in the Forgotten realm. Going through Death and horror at Site-73-A1. To having fun in the calm moments. You made me feel I found a home at 66. I'm sorry I have not been as close to you recently...

Utopia  - You are...unique.  Silly...stupid...funny.  While you may not be the smartest, you are  someone I value. For your persistence, creativity, the laughs you bring. I am glad you made it here. No matter what anyone says, even what I say at points...you are a fantastic Operative.

Cypress -  This is hard. I know you think I hate you. I know you think I mean you harm. I don't. I am sorry. Sorry for how extreme I can  be in my decisions. How stubborn I can be in my deductions. I'll be honest. This all started when you wanted Courier to risk his life to stop some anomaly.  While I can't exactly explain what I was feeling at the time. I was disgusted, and indignant that someone new to L5 order an operative like that. Even at this point, I tried my best to just avoid you. My distaste was mine alone to bear. But then you had to get attacked...you look me in my eyes...and asked me to shoot you...through the emotions I had...I did decide to pull the trigger. Not because of those emotions...but because I hope one day, if I am in a seemingly impossible situation like that...someone I trust can too save me from it. Sorry. Cutting off your arm. I know it sounds bad, but my thoughts were of your saftey as well.  To quickly remove the sarkic artifact. To then let your arm be regrown. I know the pain it causes...but a life is a life. I'm sorry. I hope you can forgive me for making you feel this way.

Poppy: Someone I feel comfortable with, and respect. We wont always see eye to eye, but that's life for you. No matter what though, I respect your ambition and goals.

Knight Mumei: A very...interesting past. I need to know more.

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