:A crime of war: 

After hand - the garden blurs and stark reality sets itself - sinking its teeth into mind and body and heart. And it was heavy and slowly excruciating, that life was humiliated and the body rejected except to the extent that it rolls and marks. If you saw what I saw, and met me eye to eye, you too would weep before the screen which displays but doesn’t demonstrate such horrors. Raw feeling and beholding of their weapons is the narrow path. 

‘Oh, the humanity - Agony was the great level.