Memories
Looking back at the best days I ever had
It makes me so glad
I can still feel your smell tickling my nose
And happiness as it grows
And now I’m all alone
But the memories are still here
I just close my eyes
And then we’re yet together; so near
Still I see you shining like you did that night
The most perfect sight
Now I’m all alone
But the memories are still here
I just close my eyes
And then we’re yet together; so near
Mir
For a long time
Daily
You were there
Orbiting
In and around
My head
Still
You're here
Even after
You were removed
And taken out
Of orbit
Still
An important reference
My
Point of reference
Still
A sign of great achievement
You
My world's greatest achievement
Though several similar
Have been –
You're outstanding
You're one in
Ten billion;
Unique
Letter (to say I'm sorry)
This is going nowhere
No time for looking after
Mutually irresponsible
For not maintaining
It is what it is
No match between
What we might
Had hoped for and reality
Trying to get a closure
Instead of letting
What once was
Fade out to nothing
You and our common history
So precious to me
Wanting to remember you both
In the most positive way
It’s so hard losing
Someone so very special
Knowing all to well
That I (only) have myself to blame
Wishing for more
Than I could ever have
Hoping for more
Than what was and could be
Fully understanding that you’re angry
That you probably think
I’m the biggest asshole ever
Can’t blame you
I wanted what I could not give
I simply wish you all the best