Lost

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La meg kjenna luktå av deg

der du ligge så stilt

Får meg te å driva avsted

i den herligste nostalgi

For minnene som komme med duftå di,

e savn og lengsel

Taust, og med et smil om munnen,

ligge eg her og forgude deg

Som heilt uvitende blir beskua

av den som har blitt så ubetinga fortapt

Og som så ensomt lukke øynene, for å stenge ute

det som kan ses, men aldri fås

Skjønnheten e paradokset; selvmotsigelsen

Så herlig avskyelig, og samtidig

så avskyelig herlig

A faint Whisper

A soft and tender sound is heard:
Your whispering in the dense night
I can recall your voice
For you have called on me before

Long time I have been awaiting
Yet again to hear from you
The merry sound of your voice
Your laughter singing (so softly) in my ear

I reach out
Can’t touch – can’t feel
But certain of which
That somewhere out there
In the mist of the night
You are

Yes, I know you are there
Though no hand is reaching back to me
Still feeling that you are near
’Cause I’ve been missing you so much

I drift away, dreaming…
I drift away
Dreaming…
I am drifting away
I drift away, dreaming of you

When you whisper my name
I can still feel that you are here
Reach out and grab my hand
Take my hand – touch me

I reach out
Can’t touch – can’t feel
But I am certain of which
That somewhere out there
In the mist of the night
You are waiting
Waiting there for me

Gratitude

Still there
In the dark of the night
Words waiting to be spoken
But kept back in fear of losing
What is so precious to me

More than possible
to describe with words
I need you

See you in my dreams,
hear your voice in the wind
I miss you

Because you really make
a difference in my life
I love you

The key to my life,

is lying in your hands

I'm waiting for you be the door

Linger

Every day, every hour I’m awake or I’m asleep

I feel a pain so deep

From the wounds, of the words that you refrained from telling me

Unsaid words that made me see

That this all was just a lie

Can’t understand when asking myself why

Hope withers, hope dies as you turn your back on me

Leaving me in misery

After giving; after living through the tricks that you have played

Feels like I have been betrayed

Now I’ve shed too many tears

After crying all these years

A cold breeze of pain sweeping through me,

because of the lack

Every broken promise, is a stab in the back

In the shadow of your lies,

everything good dies

Here, where I linger all alone

The silence broken by words unspoken

As you passed me by, with the bitter sound of a sigh

When you saw what you had done,

you realized all hope was gone

Regret until the day you die

For this you don’t deserve a goodbye

For as long as it lasted

I hope that you enjoyed…

Det bittersøte håp

Et mylder av tanker

Drukne meg i et hav

Av ønsker og drømmer

Ordene sådde et håp

Som va så lovende herlig

Svøpt i det vakreste smil

Den smakte så søtt –

Kver einaste drøm

Om enn våken eller i søvn

All næring det fikk

På så mange vis

Vokste seg raskt så stort

Der det ein gang levde

Et skinnende håp

Herske nå ein oppgitt frustrasjon

Kanskje det vokste seg

Så altfor stort

Dette flotte håpet

Kanskje va håpet

Så virkelighetsfjernt;

Pynta med blåøyd naivitet

Henrykt og henreven

Blei en likevel

Før virkeligheten gjorde en bråvåken

Så godt det smake

Men så vondt det gjør

Når ens hjerte for noen andre blør

Act of Ego

“I won’t let you in;

Inside of me

Cause I don’t think

You would feel the pain

And I won’t let you see

See me when I cry

Cause I don’t think

You would understand”

The words she said

Struck him

So suddenly they came

From nowhere

This void growing

Deep inside of him

All these questions

But no answers

All that was good

Now has turned

Into hatred

For no reason

“I won’t let your evil, get to me

And tear me down”

Written to her

On a tear-stained piece

Of paper

Silently she whispered:

”Still, it hurts…”

Memories

Looking back at the best days I ever had

It makes me so glad

I can still feel your smell tickling my nose

And happiness as it grows

And now I’m all alone

But the memories are still here

I just close my eyes

And then we’re yet together; so near

Still I see you shining like you did that night

The most perfect sight

Now I’m all alone

But the memories are still here

I just close my eyes

And then we’re yet together; so near