018 - Kitchen sink

There's a breaking point where you can't lie to people about yourself anymore. You haven't been doing "so great", you haven't been feeling "in your prime", it isn't "what it is", and one day that truth spills out like water.

"Suddenly you’re ripped into being alive. And life is pain, and life is suffering, and life is horror, 

but my god, you’re alive, and it’s spectacular."