Creation
by Marina Takara
by Marina Takara
The apple on the left was drawn using crayons on June 1st, 2011, and the apple on the right was drawn on the Notes app on March 6, 2020.
I've always felt the need to create. My childhood was filled with sketchpads of mediocre pencil drawings and the occasional colored pencil smear, only a shadow of the full beauty that I was trying to capture. I often wonder how my parents could have lied through their teeth and praised me for those haphazard strokes. Maybe they resonated with the chaos on the page, the unruly collection of lines that was unified by their disunity. Since I moved to the United States when I was eight years old, a language barrier prevented me from connecting with my peers. Drawing was a way for me to express my feelings despite my lack of English skills.
As I grew older, my art skills grew as well, and it became easier for me to create something that resembled the image in my head. The more I created, the better I got, and the better I got, the more I wanted to create.
I eventually began to branch out from my pencils and experimented with watercolors, pastels, and even face paint, staining my carpet with my overflowing creative ambitions. Each method offered a different way of creating hues and values, and I fell in love with art a little bit more with every new stroke.
When I first tried digital art, my world was transformed. Instead of muddy colors and vanishing whites, I was able to fill my piece with vibrant hues and crisp lines. It also offered the magical option to undo a stroke, giving me the confidence to make bold choices without fear of ruining the entire piece. Through digital art, I was able to do multiple studies of color, lighting, and depth, gaining a deeper understanding of the aspects of art that made it appealing to me and my audience.
Although I enjoyed playing with the unmatchable bright colors on a screen, I found greater joy in feeling the drag of the canvas on the tip of my brush. Currently, my favorite medium is oil paint because it offers a deeper level of pigmentation and allows me to work slowly, building layers and forming texture. I have only been painting with oil paints for about six months, but my experiences in other mediums have helped me create pieces that reflect the image inside my head.
Left: a portrait painted with oil paint. Top right: a portrait drawn digitally on a tablet. Bottom right: a piece drawn via the Markup feature on iPhones.
There are still so many techniques that I want to try, like alcohol inks, gouache, and spray paints. Art is a battle between unbounded creativity and limiting skills, and each creative outlet multiplies my potential as an artist. As Art Director, I want to stimulate and be stimulated by my fellow high school creatives, sharpening each other's blades in the heat of our passion for art.
A student at the North Carolina School of Science and Math, Marina has been an art enthusiast ever since she could hold a pencil. Now, she has expanded from traditional art to videography, photography, and cosmetology. Marina currently works as the Art Director for The Yellow Cardinal.