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Elise POV
The ride to Kunglig for the annual royal council was long, but never dull. Each turn—no matter how many passed—the caravan consisted of bored kings trying to arrive before the others.
Sol and Tor were the instigators of our coach.
Sol Ferus—father of a grown man, eldest of the Ferus children—but when my brother-in-law wanted to rile his younger brother into a competition, the man knew just what to say.
“Valen, you always were a bleeding disappointment.” Sol slumped back on his side of the coach bench, propped one foot on the edge, and accepted Tor’s hand when his consort held out his palm. “That’s three damn turns in a row where you’ve let House Sekundär win. Ari never lets us live it down.”
Valen narrowed his gaze at his brother, but here was as glint of his own disappointment in his midnight eyes as the coach slowed to jeers and shouts from the coaches of the southern realms.
Tor chuckled, glancing out the window. “Ah, but Ari might be sulking right along with us. Seems Kase and Malin pulled ahead at the last moment.”
Sol crowded behind Tor, peering through the window. He barked a laugh and gripped his lover’s shoulder, shouting, “Well done, Nightrender! Show that sod where he belongs.”
Ten breaths, five, then steely amber eyes filled our window. Ari reached a fist inside, trying to strike Sol in the shoulder. “My own folk betray me.”
“You betray us every turn,” Tor grumbled.
“Out of the principle of the race, Torsten.” Ari huffed. “I may be a glorious king of the glamour fae, but lest we forget I was once a glorious king of the Night Folk. You once... bowed... to me.”
His words broke more than once when he dodged, trying not to grin, as Sol returned fire, trying to snatch Ari’s raven circlet.
“We never bowed to you.” Valen was the one who finally caught hold of the king’s crown. He used one of the intricate wings to point at Ari’s chest. “Your memory must be muddled in your old age—”
“Ah-ah. Watch your tongue.” Ari swiped his circlet back. “I will remind you that the gods cursed our lands with your aggravating face first, My King.”
No matter how long he ruled his own realms, no matter how many titles Ari earned, Valen would always remain his king.
Valen chuckled. “Does not change the fact that we never bowed to you.”
“You did. It was stunning watching you tremble beneath my glory.”
“More like we fled from your voice,” Tor said, stepping out of the coach.
I rolled my eyes. “We are the rulers of fae, parents of grown children, and you lot act younger than Rorik sometimes.”
Valen flashed his white grin my way. “Why do you think our boy is the way he is, Kvinna?”
I threaded my fingers with my husband’s and stepped into broken sunlight of the front gates of Kunglig. Somewhere in the pit of my belly, unease still toiled. The whole of the journey, I’d shoved it away, convinced it arose merely from the turn this represented.
“Elise.” Valen’s dark, satin voice brushed against my ear. “Are you finally going to tell me what’s bothering you?”
I pinched his side. “You are too perceptive.”
He tugged me against his side. The man still owned every sliver of my soul. His dark eyes were deep as a raven’s wing, his hair still dark as the deepest sea, braided off his face. Rorik took so much after his father, I wasn’t certain if there was any hint of my blood within our son.
Valen Ferus was deadly, bold, bloodthirsty, and my home. Safe, gentle, and tender to me and our children.
I could admit the truth of my discontent without concern for a taunting word in return.
“I think Liv and me both felt the same. Something about this tenth turn since the end of the war has me unsettled. It’s a feeling,” I admitted. “Almost... ominous. It feels like it did when the sea fae attacked before. This... prickle on the back of the neck that the Norns are not through with us.”
Valen’s forehead furrowed, doubtless he was taking the time to consider each word. It was one of my favorite pieces of my husband. Valen did not disregard my fears, he mulled them over, considered them, he listened to them before trying to find a way to ease them.
His fingertips brushed along the edge of my jaw. “There isn’t a way for the attacks to come again, Elise. The Chasm is warded in blood.”
I tilted my head to the side. “Why do you speak like you are convincing yourself?”
Valen shifted on his feet. His jaw worked.
My eyes went wide. “By the gods, you’re unsettled too.”
“It’s the anniversary.” He slipped his fingers through mine. “That’s all. I was unsettled after five turns if you recall.”
Not like this. I held my tongue and wrapped my arms around his waist. “You still think of him, don’t you?”
He pressed a gentle kiss to the top of my head. “He wanted to stay. I felt it. Saw him consider the offer to remain with us. You know she was drawn to him as much as I do. Young as they were, I believed he might’ve been drawn the same. When we shielded the Chasm against the Ever, it didn’t feel final. I hate it. I hate knowing powers and forces are locked away beneath the tides. I hate not knowing what we placed on a boy’s shoulders by shunning him.”
“There wasn’t anything left we could do, Valen. Not when the sea folk promised battles would continue.”
“I know.” He rubbed one palm along my spine and stepped back. “But those thoughts are the spark of my unease. I feel the same each festival. That’s all it is.”
I blew out a breath. He was likely right. Guilt for tossing a boy king back into an unknown world gnawed at my heart each turn.
After ten, guilt was merely harsher.
First, Valen killed the young Ever King’s father. Wretched as Thorvald was, he was still the boy’s blood. Then, to be defeated and banished, there wasn’t a way to know what had become of Erik Bloodsinger.
“Are you two coming?” Malin Eriksson waved near the front entrance. Her sunset hair was tied in a long braid and she stood next to Queen Saga while Kase and Ari argued about the fairness of the arrival of House Eriksson’s coach.
Valen squeezed my palm, flashed his calming grin once, then led us into the great hall of the palace.
***
It didn’t take long for nerves to fade. With the royals of the fae realms, it wasn’t difficult to do.
Ari always saw to it that Silas, our somber fate king engaged in no less than five conversations. Kase and Saga still battled over who got to hold Princess Vera—Silas’s and Calista’s new babe—and both were stubborn enough to never relent.
Sol and Tor always boasted about Aleksi’s achievements in the Rave with Calista. Since the earliest moments of our interwoven lives, Sol and Calista had a bond like a brother and sister. She beamed with a bit of pride every time the two men spoke of my nephew’s new rank.
“I do hope the fort will be in one piece when we return.” Malin sipped from a drinking horn. “Every turn, I think the twins get more devious. I thought they’d grow out of it by now.”
Valen laughed and sat back in his chair. “Mal, I’ve no idea why you’d even think that. We have to have a special allotment in the treasuries to account for Niklas and Junie skimming profits off the top of every trade, Kase tries to thieve from Ari during each visit, and let’s not even go into how you still peek into the memories of—”
“No.” Malin held up a finger. “No, I learned my lesson about memory peeking. I made the horrid, horrid mistake of looking into Sander’s two turns ago. I know, it’s a bit of a privacy invasion, but he offered and was being petulant when I questioned him about somewhere he’d gone. I didn’t need Junie to tell me he was lying—”
“Wait. Sander?” I arched a brow. “Sweet, scholarly Sander?”
Malin’s mouth pinched. “I know Jonas well enough to know his feckless... well, his love of...”
“Women, Mal.” Valen grinned and laughed when she swatted at him. “What? The boy isn’t bashful at admitting it.”
“Just wait, Valen Ferus.” Malin pointed a finger at my husband. “You just bleeding wait until our delightful, gentle Livie finds someone who catches her eye. See how you’ll feel knowing a man is tangled—”
“Ah.” Valen grimaced and shook his head, holding up a hand. “Stop there. I’ll slit his throat before he has a chance.”
I used my elbow to jab his ribs. Valen spoke a great deal about never letting reckless young men come close to his daughter, but in truth he was much like me—we wanted both our children to find their own hjärtas someday.
I shook away the thought of the young sea fae king my girl used to sneak out to see. I ignored the tug at the memory of how it seemed a bond was forming.
With one hand I waved, drawing Malin and Valen away from their back and forth. “Sander. What did you see?”
Malin winced. “Again, he warned me. I’ve no one to blame but myself. He stood there all smug as I peeked and discovered it is not only his damn brother who... enjoys a warm body. Gods.” Malin covered her face with her hands. “I want my sons to find love, but good hells, I tire of the process.”
My lips parted. “Wait. Wait. Sander? As in, the gentle little boy who always begged me to read him old Timoran tales while he sat on my lap?”
Malin’s pale cheeks flushed with a wash of pink. “That’s the one.”
The twins were not much younger than Livia, and I felt I was close enough to my girl to know she was not experienced with men. But Sander? Gods, with his quiet and shy disposition, I expected him to be even less so than my own daughter.
And Mal’s tale was from two turns back.
“When did they stop being our littles?” I sighed. “It feels not so long ago the boys were sleeping out on our palace lawns with Liv, Mira, and Alek, talking about their favorite sweets and hugging stuffed toys.”
“I don’t know, but it feels like everything is changing, doesn’t it?” Malin spoke with a tone of meaning.
Did she feel the strangeness the same as me and Valen? I squeezed the hand of my fellow queen and smiled.
After a few tolls, we had briefly covered trade across the kingdoms. Councils were not always eventful. A blessing of peaceful realms.
But as we stood to retire to our separate chambers, shouts rose from outside the great hall.
Silas tugged Calista into his side, a low sound rolling from his throat. Calista and Silas both had seidr, power over fate, and the magic presented in tales that came from song.
My pulse quickened. There was a path of fate unraveling. The fate king and queen rarely used their seidr—they both despised the cruelty of the Norns—but at times it could not be helped.
The doors clattered open. A group of haggard Rave warriors shoved into the palace. Stieg, sweat-soaked and coated in blood and dirt, led them. Frey stood at his shoulder, and Aleksi shoved through, rushing toward the table, a look of panic in his golden eyes.
Valen shot to his feet, unknowingly taking a step in front of me, almost an instinct. “What the hells?”
“He... he took her.” Aleksi gasped, his chin dropping.
Sol and Tor went to their son’s side. Sol inspected a wound on Alek’s neck while Tor forced him to sit, barking for someone to bandage the prince and the wounded Rave.
Valen glanced at our nephew with a touch of worry, but looked back to Stieg. “What happened?”
Stieg was wounded much like Aleksi. Exhaustion lined his features, but there was a horrid, unnerving fear in his eyes.
I could not breathe.
“The... the sea fae returned. The Chasm... it’s open, Valen.”
A few gasps echoed around the hall. By now, every king and every queen were on their feet, hands on blades we kept tethered to our belts.
Valen’s shoulders stiffened. There was no denying which royal house would be targeted should the Ever return. Revenge against House Ferus was the last vow of the boy king.
“Stieg.” His voice was low, almost murderous. “Where are my children?”
Our warrior winced.
Gods. No.
“Heirs to the kingdoms are safe and chose to remain at the fort.” Stieg glanced to where Halvar and Kari stood. “Young ones are safe. We brought them with us here.”
Our First Knight had reluctantly agreed to allow every one of his five children to remain at the fort. Aesir, his son, was in the Rave. A man now. The four Atra daughters were divided—two grown like Livia, two still young.
Stieg gave Halvar a nod, a silent assurance his children were here.
But the assurance was not there when he looked to me, to Valen. “Rorik is here. Sleeping. Exhausted. A little shaken.”
Thank the gods, but...
“And Livia?” Valen’s voice was nothing more than a growl.
“My king,” Stieg whispered. Once the man was a vagabond with Valen before we took the throne. He was our friend before our warrior, and rarely used titles. “The Ever King was among the sea fae and... I tried to reason with him. You recall he trusted me once, and he paused at the sight of me, but already had her in his grasp—”
“What the hells are you talking about?” Valen butted his chest to Stieg’s.
I gripped his arm, digging my fingernails into his tunic.
Stieg wiped a bit of blood still dripping from his lip. “Bloodsinger... he found her and used his blood. I could not approach or it would risk her life with the poison.”
I felt nothing. Cold more frigid than the darkest frosts filled my veins. Her life. Where was my Livia?
“Stieg.” Ari’s voice was low, fierce. “Speak. Plainly.”
“Livia was taken by the Ever King.”
It was Tor who caught me around the waist when my knees gave out. He held me upright against his chest.
Valen was unmoving, at least to others. To me, I saw the rage beneath his skin. The familiar wickedness of the cursed man I once knew. The man with bloodlust too fierce to tame. It was a slow build, but there was a tremble to his unmoving form.
“Valen,” Stieg whispered. “I do not know how to go through the Chasm, but we will not stop until we find a way.”
“I want his head.” Valen’s voice was low. Dark. Raw.
Steadier, I reached for him. He flinched, but didn’t pull away. Tears blurred my eyes.
My husband dealt with his own bloodlust, and perhaps we had been vowed long enough we took emotions from each other for there was more than fear, more than agony in my blood. Heat and rage and a desire for slaughter raged like the winds on the sea.
I wanted blades drawn.
I wanted bones shattered.
I wanted heads on pikes.
I wanted my damn daughter laughing across the hall with her fingertips still covered in paint from her designs on the glass.
“Cursed King.” Calista’s soft voice filled the hall. “Fate is at play. You felt it then, don’t deny it. You felt it when they were but littles. The tale is unfolding now.”
“Do not speak to me of fate!” Valen whirled around, a bit of the beastly viciousness alight in his eyes. A shudder rolled under our feet as the earth bent to his rage.
The other royals watched with a touch of horrified reverence as his shoulders heaved in untamed fury.
“Get me Erik Bloodsinger’s head. The sea fae have brought war again. And like before, we will shred their bodies until our seas flow with their blood.” he roared. “Get me to the fort and I will get my daughter back!”
He unlaced one of his axes. Along with Sol, Ari, and Kase (whose eyes had gone to a silky black), they stormed for the door.
No hesitation. No questions. They gathered, ready to go after my girl. My sweet, Livia.
My precious daughter.
She was gone.
Gone.
Tor took hold of me again when I stumbled. “Elise, we will get her back. We will. I swear to you.”
“I want the Ever Kingdom to burn, Tor.” Each word gritted through my teeth. “I want sea fae to fall into the myths and lore of these lands. Every last one.”
Torsten Bror was stern and steady. His dark, Night Folk eyes burned like hot coals. His mouth set, his strong jaw worked. No doubt he felt a bit of unrest since Erik Bloodsinger had saved his life ten turns ago.
Still, after a pause, Livia’s life won out. Tor nodded curtly. “Then we want the same. We’ve spilled blood together before, and we’ll do it again.”
I trembled, words died like ash. I looked back to Calista, to Silas. Both met my stare. Calista had tears on her cheeks, but dipped her chin, nodding.
A path of fate.
My daughter’s fate was unfolding at the hands of a king of our enemies. A king with no love for my family, a king who could kill with the slightest drop of his blood. Erik Bloodsinger despised my husband. There was no mistaking he would take his vengeance out on my daughter.
If this was her fate, I would burn the Norns where they meddled at the base of the gods’ tree.
Gone.
My heart snapped, and the last thing I could recall was the echoes of my broken screams across the great hall.
Malin & Kase POV
Thorvald’s name is known to Earth Fae
Malin Eriksson’s POV
We quickly arranged sleeping areas, or those who had the will, beneath draped furs in makeshift tents. Valen had arranged for guards to watch a bend in the river, giving us a place to wash.
I tilted my head, watching as the sea fae spun droplets of water around his fingers, lost in thought.
“You named yourself a king, but do you have another name we should know you by?” I asked, braiding my damp hair over my shoulder.
He lifted his eyes. His beard had been tamed, and his skin scrubbed, yet he still gave me pause. I could not give a reason for my aversion to the man, but he was dangerous. It would be unwise to think he stood by us for any other reason than to retrieve his missing heir.
If the story was even true.
Half his mouth twisted in a grin, revealing one fang. “Thorvald. Thorvald of the Ever.”
“You said that before, the Ever?”
“My kingdom.” Thorvald turned his gaze back to the water, spinning his fingers until a cyclone formed. “Our lore tells us the sea is everlasting. Waters shaped the land in the beginning, and in the end, it will be the seas that swallow the land.”
Pretentious. A little arrogant. Then again, most kings likely believed their land was the truest, greatest, and most beloved by the gods.
“Well, I hope you will soon see your kingdom again.”
Thorvald scoffed, focused on the river, and I took it as my chance to give my leave of him.
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Thorvald Learns Erik is Trapped
Kase Eriksson’s POV
The littles. Ash. Hanna. Von. All the children we’d left behind were now in the hands of Britta and Ivar.
“What did you say?” Luca shoved through Halvar and Raum. His attention was locked on me. “They took Felstad. They took my family?”
“Luc,” Raum tried to reach for him, but Luca shoved him off.
“I promised Dagny she would never fear the palace again.” His voice cracked in a heavy darkness. “I left her there. I won’t put her through it again, Kase. I won’t let them take her again.”
I gripped the back of his neck, pulling his forehead to mine. Luca could be flippant and bold, even as a boy it was rare to get him to show anything but irony or playful whims. When it came to Dagny, he was clear glass. The fear, pain, the passion he felt for her was written in every crease of his face.
“Luca.” My tone was dark, but steady. “They won’t touch her again.”
Our littles were in Felstad. Ash, Hanna, most of the North’s warriors. I could not stomach the notion of them slaughtered or strung up like Sigurd.
“They will have my heir.” The sea fae cut through the crowd. His tone was steady, almost unbothered. “Take me to this place.”
“We will all take this place,” I said. My voice was jagged, like broken glass. “There is more than your boy at risk in those walls.”
“He is the heir to the Ever.”
I broke. My hand curled around his throat. Malin reached for me, but no one truly pulled me back. I lowered my voice to something low and rough. A true threat in every word. “I do not care if he is made of gold. His life holds no greater value than my Kryv, than an innocent princess, than Von Grym.”
“You’d do well to remember the importance of some littles over others.”
“I’d do well to kill you now.”
“Enough.” Malin stepped between us. Her voice still quivered but there was growing strength there. “We will take them all. No little will die to the Black Palace. Not one.”
The sea fae sloughed off Malin’s touch. “See that you keep that vow, or it will be your head I seek.”
“Watch how you speak to my wife.” My lip curled, but Malin yanked on my arm before more blood spilled.
She led me away from the pompous bastard of a sea fae, leaving Thorvald to endure the glares and sneers of Luca and Hagen. Two fathers whose children were degraded by the fae, and I had a glimmer of hope they’d deal with the fool and spare me the trouble.
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Erik is Rescued by Earth Fae
Malin Eriksson’s POV
(Valen Ferus is under a fate curse in this scene)
I cupped Hanna’s cheek with one hand, and Ash’s with the other. “We will be fighting our way out. Stay close, use your mesmer, use your blades. I must tell you, if you see the Northern king, for now, do not go near him.”
Ash’s brow furrowed. “But—”
“Ash,” I interrupted. He was fascinated with Valen, likely considered the king his royal friend, and would aim to help him. “You must obey me on this. We will explain soon.”
The boy pinched his mouth together, but nodded. “As you say, Mal.”
Hanna tugged on my hand and pointed to the far corner. She waved her fingers in a finger-speak of the word boy.
A child huddled in the shadows; his arms hugged his knees to his chest. Gods. I’d nearly forgotten about Thorvald’s son. His eyes were the stunning ruby red like his father, but with a bit more golden brown in the center. His ears were sharply tapered to a point, and when I reached for him, he hissed.
The curl of his lip revealed two tiny points to his canines.
Name. What was the boy’s bleeding name? Damn Thorvald had given us nothing. “I’m going to take you to your father.”
The sea fae looked sickly. His skin wasn’t tinted like Thorvald’s. More a russet, almost bronze hue, but his lips were cracked. Flakes of flesh were dried and sloughing off his cheeks and arms.
“He needs water.” Stieg came behind me.
When he looked to Stieg, the boy’s narrowed eyes softened, as if he were looking at safety. At comfort.
He trusted the warrior.
I stepped back. “He’ll go with you. Are you able to take him?”
Stieg’s arms were battered, and blood dripped from open wounds. One wrist looked broken, but still he crouched. “Erik, remember what I said about my folk coming for us? We must leave. You’ve been on land too long, boy.”
Erik hesitated. He was so young. No more than four or five turns, and the fear in his eyes cracked a new wound in my chest. After a few moments, he reached his arms for Stieg.
“I’m afraid I can’t hold you,” Stieg admitted. “Your leg still hurts?”
Erik recoiled, nodding.
Stieg glanced back at me, then faced the boy. “Trust in Queen Malin. She will keep you safe.”
I gave the boy a small smile and opened my arms. He glared. How could we blame the boy? He’d been snatched off his ship, separated from his folk, and mistreated for weeks. Still, with another reassuring look from Stieg, Erik staggered to his feet and limped to me. He allowed me to lift him into my arms, and I held the back of his head, urging him to keep his face hidden.
A rage-filled roar rattled too close for comfort. Our time to leave was now.
“Go!” I shouted to the room.
Those without littles in their arms shoved through the doorway. My blood pounded in my ears. All around us, smoke thickened within the corridors in blackened ash. Injured as he was, Stieg still led at the front with Raum and Tova.
“We’ll go out through Kase’s chamber,” Raum shouted. “The tower has a path to scale down if we tread carefully.”
We didn’t question. There were no titles or ranks when it came to survival. If Raum could see through the darkness, we’d follow him.
Erik whimpered against my shoulder, but never loosened his grip on my neck. The spiral steps rounding up to the uppermost floor came swiftly, and I had to brace against the wall to keep from stumbling.
The screech of steel against steel waned. Cries softened, but at our backs shouts and chaos encroached on us in the shadows.
“We’re all right,” I whispered, holding the fae boy closer.
“Hurry.” Raum stood at the door of Kase’s chamber.
My heart ached at the sight of this place. A place where I fell deeper in love with the man, where we gave ourselves to each other, where we faced our fears together.
It would burn before dawn.
“I’ll go first,” Raum said. “There is rope in a crate at the bottom. I’ll bring it back up and we’ll get out of here.”
In the next breath, Raum was out the window, on his way to the hedges and wild briars below.
“Stieg, you’re bleeding too much,” Elise said, the bite of worry sharp in her voice. Gently, she placed Laila beside Hanna and Ash, then went to look at her warrior’s arm. Elise peeled back his vambrace on the left arm and winced. A ghastly wound looked as if it had been opened and healed countless times. Now the skin was festering in sickly green and milky yellow. “You’re infected.”
“I’ll heal.”
From the stairwell a deep, wet growl rumbled up the steps.
My heart froze. No one seemed to breathe as the rumble of an unseen creature drew closer. Fear strangled me in thick waves in the back of my throat. Valen. But it wasn’t the king, not really. He’d kill us without thought.
“Ash,” I snapped, setting Erik on the ground and stepping in front of the boy. “Hanna, get behind me.”
With Tova and Dagny’s help, we formed a wall around all the littles. Tova glanced out the window and called down to Raum in as low a voice as she could. “Get moving or we’re bleeding dead.”
It was too late.
With a throaty huff, the doorway filled with the broken, bloodied frame of Valen. His eyes trained on the bloody drops from Stieg’s wound.
I swallowed a gasp when he realized there were pumping hearts in the room. His cracked lips were soaked in blood. Jagged fangs hung over his jaw, and his fingers, from black claw to wrist, were stained in red.
“Gods.” Stieg cursed on a breath. His eyes flicked to his seeping wound, to the blood drops behind him that had led the beast to our doorway.
This wasn’t Valen, not now, but if he slaughtered this room, he would end his own wife. He’d end his whole bleeding heart, and he would never be the same.
Stieg seemed to have the same idea and tried to reach for Elise, but Valen lunged in the same moment.
I screamed. Truth be told, the sound of it was swallowed in the screams of everyone.
“No, Valen!” Elise’s cry was broken and desperate.
“Elise!” I shouted as the queen leapt in front of her warrior, her friend.
I was ready to witness the death of the queen at the hand of her cursed husband, but the beast skidded to a halt at the sight of her. Death still lived in the red of his eyes, but he paused. Elise held out her hand, tears on her face. She held his stare; she held her ground.
Valen’s bloody lips curled over his teeth, revealing the whole length of his fangs.
By the gods, for a fleeting moment he seemed to recognize her. At least, something about his wife’s presence brought the monster within to a calm. It must’ve been the power she’d spoken of, I could not explain the hesitation any other way.
It ended too soon. Valen reared one hand back as if he’d strike her down. He didn’t get the chance. From the outer corridor, two dark figures pummeled into the king’s back, knocking him to the ground. He thrashed and snarled.
Tor and Halvar were there, holding the king’s writhing arms.
“Forgot how bleeding fast he was,” Halvar grunted, wrestling Valen’s arm behind his back.
Two more men materialized up the staircase. Sol dropped to his knees to help Halvar pin his younger brother to the ground. “Do it!”
I let out a breath of relief as Lynx rested a hand on Valen’s head. The beast kicked at him, snapped his jaws, and nearly caught his finger.
Elise knelt beside her husband and placed her palm on his tense body. He stopped snapping his teeth, stopped kicking, and Lynx struck. It took but moments for Valen to go still beneath his calming mesmer.
Silenced and bound, with Sol’s help, Lynx draped the king over his shoulders, ready to carry him out.
Tears burned my eyes for all Valen had sacrificed. Because of him, we’d been able to take Felstad by surprise, we’d been able to fight our way in. Now, we’d find a bleeding way to save him.
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Death of the Ever King
Kase Eriksson’s POV
Thorvald’s son looked worse than the night we’d found him. Bruises had deepened, his leg was still splinted where the bone had snapped, and the gashes still oozed blood through the hardened scabs.
Despite it all, the child seemed overjoyed to be out upon the waters. His little fingers drifted in the smooth waves as we bobbed on one of the North’s warships in the space where the Howl Sea met the Fates Ocean.
Stieg, Valen, and Elise sat beside the boy, keeping him distracted by asking him questions about his home while we waited for Thorvald’s return.
Gunnar stood at the bow with Eryka, staring at the stars and laughing. Herja and Hagen were with Sol and Tor. The two men had dozens of questions for the princess on raising an infant. Officially, the found fae boy would be named the newest prince in the North. (This is Aleksi)
Malin slipped her fingers through mine. “You are staring at the tide with murderous attention. Has it offended you?”
I chuckled and kissed her palm. “Not yet, but if Thorvald does not hurry his damn—”
The moment I started to utter my threat, the sea billowed in frothy white. The water parted, and in great gusts of wind and power, Thorvald’s ship shattered through the surface of the ocean.
Erik smiled, but there was a bit of trepidation in his expression. As if he looked forward to seeing his father, but feared the man in the same breath.
Thorvald’s massive, strangely shaped ship banked next to the warship.
“Ready, Erik?” Stieg asked.
The boy nodded and allowed the warrior to lift him, careful not to jostle his broken leg too fiercely.
The clank of chains, and the whistle of rope unraveling rattled the night as a long gangplank connected the two ships. From the main deck of the ship, Thorvald appeared. He looked healthier, his skin smoother, his cheekbones less pronounced after a few nights back on the sea.
The sea king stomped down the plank, his brother at his back. Once he stepped on the warship, Thorvald’s red eyes locked on his boy.
Erik’s smile widened. “Papa.”
Thorvald didn’t show a hint of satisfaction. Not a lick of gratitude. Hells, he seemed bleeding angry at the sight of his boy.
With narrowed eyes he looked to Valen, Elise, then found me in the darkness. “What did you do?”
“Do?” Valen’s tone took on a bit of the beastly growl. “What the hells do you mean, what did we do? We rescued your son and killed half an army, you bastard.”
“I asked for the heir of the Ever to be returned in one piece.”
Thorvald snapped his fingers. At once, Harald hurried to Stieg and snatched Erik out of the warrior’s arms. The boy winced, but didn’t cry out when his leg wiggled too much.
“There he is,” Harald said cheerfully, patting Erik’s back. “Ready for a swim, my boy?”
The hair on my arms lifted when Harald scurried back to the plank, almost desperate to get out of his brother’s wake.
Valen narrowed his eyes at the sea king. “If you don’t want the boy, then hand him back. We will tend to him.”
Thorvald sneered. “He will be marred the rest of his life. Likely, he’ll never walk right. What sort of strength and confidence do you think that will wield for the heir?”
“A great deal, since, the little endured torture and did not break,” Valen said, one hand resting on one battle axe. By now, Hagen, Tor, and Sol began crowding behind the king, blocking Elise and Herja.
Gunnar stood by my shoulder. In truth, I’d unknowingly made my way toward Valen and the others, sword in hand.
“Torture.” Thorvald mulled the word around like a rancid bit of meat. “At the hands of your folk.”
“Our enemies,” Valen corrected.
“Land fae, land folk, you are all the same.” Thorvald looked about the ship. “The boy was a perfect heir. Son of a sea witch and the sea king. A prize to his people, and now he has been ruined. Seems only fair we make one of your beautiful things ugly as penance for our burden.”
The next moves unraveled into a bloody mess. I could hardly follow what sword belonged to whom.
Thorvald had a blade with a crimson hilt in hand, and he lunged forward with wicked speed. He did not aim at Valen, or me. He’d gone for the weakest-looking of us. He’d gone for the one who foolishly remained unarmed.
Eryka screamed when Thorvald’s blade aimed for her eye.
“No!” Gunnar shouted.
I did not know if it was his mesmer, or if the roar of his voice startled Thorvald, but the blade swerved off course just enough that instead of impaling Eryka’s face, the edge cut a long gash from her brow to her cheek.
She sobbed, clutching her face as she stumbled. Gunnar caught her in his arms before she slammed into the rail.
Thorvald had a mere moment to grin his satisfaction at spilling blood before Valen’s axe was thrust deep into his chest.
“Thorvald!” Harald roared from the ship, dropping his screaming nephew, and rushed back to the plank.
I stepped in front of his path, eyes black, blade outstretched. “I would think carefully about your move, sea fae.”
“You have no power on the sea,” he spat back.
“So sure?” Inky coils wrapped around his throat. “It seems you’re rather terrified even in your realm.”
Harald swallowed thickly, but he was wise enough to hold his steps.
“You made a mistake touching one of our own,” Valen growled close to Thorvald’s face. “You see, the girl means a great deal to my nephew. That makes her ours.”
Thorvald coughed. Blood splattered over his lips.
“Go to the hells, sea king.” Valen ripped his axe from the fae’s chest.
Thorvald collapsed in a heap of blood. His waist struck the rail of the warship, and as if the waves reached forth to snag its lost king, he was pulled over the edge of the ship to the black depths of the Fate’s Ocean.
No one moved for a few breaths. Eryka’s sobs mingled with the clash of waves against the keel. I met Malin’s gaze. She was stiff, eyes wide, but she did not cower beneath her fear. She held steady, the ring aglow on her finger.
In the next breath, a clank of metal dropped onto the deck of the ship beside Valen’s boot. Thorvald’s gold disc... had simply appeared.
Valen eyed the talisman with a bit of trepidation.
“Ten turns, earth king.” Harald’s voice was rough, a low timbre riddled in an unspoken threat. “The mantle of the lord of the Ever is untouchable for ten turns according to our laws.” His red eyes dropped to the coin.
The mantle?
“It’s a mark of the king,” I muttered.
“You... you d-defeated their k-king,” Eyrka said through her sobs as if her snippets of wisdom couldn’t be helped.
“The talisman marks the lord of their kingdom,” I said softly, lifting my eyes to Valen. “I suppose that makes you—”
“Ten turns,” Harald spat again. “And the title can be challenged. It can be taken back.”
Valen’s jaw tightened. He scooped the coin from the deck and held it between his fingers. The black of his eyes deepened in a searing glare aimed at Harald. The stunned crew aboard the ship said nothing, merely watched Valen with a strange, bewildered awe.
A muscle pulsed in Valen’s jaw when he stretched one hand over the roll of the waves. The currents deepened to rough swells. White foam gathered and the water began to whirl around, knocking the ship in a wild pitch.
“All gods.” Herja cried out, clinging to Hagen as the warship was tossed about.
Harald hissed commands to his crew in a language I didn’t understand. I stared in disbelief as jagged, sopping peaks of black stone sea floor carved through the surface. A monstrous barrier began to divide the two ships, the two realms.
“I did not need to slaughter your brother to prove we always held more power than the sea.” Valen shouted over the rage of the new wall of sea peaks slicing through the ocean. “Consider this my first order. The sea fae shall remain where they belong. Crushed and locked in their cold, dark depths. Should you step foot on land, we will kill you.”
Before the rocky wall hid Thorvald’s ship entirely, Harald offered Valen a final, hateful glance and held up all ten of his long, knobby fingers. A silent threat. A new feud. A new enemy.
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I hope you enjoyed the scenes showing Erik’s first captivity as a little boy. The Ever King returns to avenge his father ten years after these moments in the final book of the Broken Kingdoms, and as we know, was unsuccessful in claiming his power... but if he had been, I suppose we wouldn’t have had his story.
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The Serpent
I slammed the door and pressed my back to it as if the hoard of wretched nobles might break through the lock and drag me back into their den of teeth, and ideas, and nonsense I had no desire to hear.
One more protest about crowning an Ever Queen, and I’d send Gavyn through their bleeding walls to slit their throats. Hesh was particularly sour at the idea, even more since I’d ratted him out to Narza about capturing sirens.
Bastard was lucky the Lady of Witches hadn’t cursed off his cock.
Joron, spindly sod that he was, dared not utter a protest since threats about his involvement in the lotus trade were slashed at his throat shortly after Livia was given the title of queen. But should the man give one more sniff or arrogant grunt of agreement whenever Hesh opened his mouth, his daughter would become the next Lady of Tides after her father met the blade of an assassin.
A blast of a sigh burst from my chest, and I fought the urge to slide all the way to the floor and sleep there for the next ten turns.
Laughter came from the back of the room and a new desire to keep moving took hold.
With every step across the large chamber, I shed knives, my cutlass, my boots, but I paused at the edge of the wide bed before I stripped my tunic over my head. Livia was huddled under the fine satin coverlets, her midnight hair bright against the white linens over the pillows. The quilts covered her mouth, but the sweet wrinkle to her nose gave away her smile.
“Are you laughing at me, Songbird?”
She nodded.
I narrowed my eyes, and prowled over the bed until my body formed a cage over hers. Knees on either side of her hips, palms beside her face. “What’s so funny?”
“You.” She snorted. “You’re the Ever King, the tormenter of the seas, yet these house councils have you fleeing down the halls, terror on your face.”
“It is not terror you see, love.” I brushed my lips over the sharp line of her jaw. “It is vicious, bloodthirsty plots of murder. I’m sending you for the next meet. It’s time you claim that title of queen, and do all my work for me.”
Livia chuckled. “Are you... whining, Serpent?”
“Very much.” With a dramatic flop, I rolled onto the bed next to her. “Stormbringer and Skulleater set sail to raid a smuggler of boneweaving herbs over in the Dark Isles. I had to refuse a raid, love. A raid. All to be kingly. I’m wholly ashamed of myself.”
Livia rolled her eyes, resting her head over my heart. I pressed a kiss to the top of her brow, and curled one arm around her shoulders, holding her close.
My gaze kicked to the place above our bed. “Wait.” I propped onto one elbow. “When did you do this one?”
Overhead, a full sky was painted across the rafters and ceiling laths. Not any sky, two skies. Voidwalker was there in the middle, connecting two lands. Earth fae and sea. Nightfire burned, his lover flashed by the moon. But new stars I did not recognize were there on the other side, buried in a border of silvery blossoms and runes.
Livia licked her lips, a flush to her cheeks. “Celine gave me the idea. She made mention that our worlds are not truly so different when scrutinized side to side.”
Tidecaller—whether she’d admit to it or not—had made it her life’s work to find similarities with Livia since my Songbird arrived.
“I put it to the test,” Livia went on. A slow, innocent sort of grin split over her lips. “She was right.” Livia slipped her fingers through mine and kissed the back of my hand. “We’ll prove it to them, Serpent. My father, my mother. I feel it in my soul, they will see that you are my heart.”
A prickle of unease slithered up my spine. I buried it behind a kiss to her mouth, slow and greedy. Livia had a great deal of confidence the earth bender and his queen would listen to us, they’d rejoice in her title, in our bond.
I was not so certain.
When I pulled back, I tucked a lock of her hair behind her ear. “Have you shown Alistair this one? He’ll be impressed.”
Livia scoffed. “That man is never impressed. I’m starting to think he’s prejudiced.”
“No.” I laughed, falling back against the pillows, and pulling her close again. “I think he’s utterly smitten with you, love.”
“Celine helped paint the Chasm and the Ever skies,” she admitted. “He’ll be pleased to know sea fae helped. Even Tait aided.”
One brow arched. “Tait... painted?”
“More like he held up the pallet of different colors and frowned, but I’m certain he actually enjoyed himself. I plan to teach him to smile after I win Alistair’s approval.”
With a laugh, I rolled her body beneath mine, studying her features—eyes like the sea, soft curves on her lips, the subtle points of her half-fae ears.
I was not a man skilled in vulnerability or confessing weaknesses, but Livia was a woman skilled in pulling them out.
“What bothers you most, Erik,” she whispered, combing her fingers through my hair. “No lies. What would be the point?”
A rough breath slipped through my lips. “Hatred. That is what bothers me most. So much hatred has burned between our folk—I know I caused a great deal of it—but I do not know how they will ever accept this.”
Livia’s smile faded. With care she pressed one of my palms over the steady beat of her heart. “Because of this. Because you are the boy of my heart, Serpent. The king I have desired since childhood.”
“You think a father as yours will simply stand aside and allow you to remain with me?”
“I think you do not know a father as mine,” she said, voice steady and sure. “I think my father will want to kill you the moment he sees you, but only because he will think for that moment that you have harmed me. The moment he knows you have claimed every piece of my soul, I believe Valen Ferus will bend to our desires. I believe he will claim the peace we are seeking.”
There was a touch of passion in her words. My songbird believed every word. I was cynical, untrusting, but she was not wrong. I did not know a father as hers. I knew him as an enemy, but I did not understand, from the reports of her cousin, how a father would go mad with worry over his child.
From Aleksi’s mouth, that was the state of the earth bender.
Perhaps it was possible all he truly wanted was his girl’s happiness.
When I remained quiet, Livia kissed my neck, fingers tangled in my hair. “I swear to you, Erik Bloodsinger, I am at your side when we greet my folk. They will see it. They will accept it. Or, I... I will turn away and follow you here again. I will follow you across the skies, Serpent.”
“I am cruel, Songbird,” I said, voice low and soft. My fingertips traced the bridge of her nose. “But I do not want you to turn away from... your folk.”
Strange how sincere the words truly were. Strange how much had changed.
I’d sailed through the Chasm to bring revenge, now I sought peace to bring happiness to the woman who’d claimed every wretched fiber of my heart.
“I love you,” I whispered.
Livia smiled, a glisten of tears pooled over her deep eyes until heat gathered in her gaze.
Until she slid her fingertips under my tunic, speaking her desires through touch. I’d gladly oblige.
I dragged the chemise over her head. Livia’s breaths deepened and scooted back on our bed, letting her legs fall open.
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The Songbird
Erik made quick work of stripping his clothes. He gripped my thighs, and in one thrust slid into the heat of my core. He kept one of my legs draped over my shoulder, allowing me a different angle, a way to bring us ever closer.
I flung my arms out wide, gripping the furs on the bed. Rough gasps fueled Erik’s pace. Throat bared, I moaned when he nipped the pulse point on my neck. I whimpered his name.
“Louder, love,” he said through his teeth.
Again, I cried out the king’s name, silently praying the whole damn palace could hear our grunts and groans. My king demanded a lack of gentility; there was nothing gentle. This was rough, and primal, and bleeding perfect.
The way he loved my body connected me to the passion in his heart.
Emotions were felt deeply in our bed. The true face of how deeply the Ever King could feel was revealed time and again. Sometimes we were slow, sensual. Other times, when it seemed like our hearts might burst, Erik would claim me like we planned to break each other piece by piece.
I dug my fingernails into Erik’s shoulders. He hissed at the sharp bite of pain and rocked deeper against my center. Heavy breaths filled the space between us. Sweat beaded over his brow. I arched up and kissed it away.
I moaned softly, the faintest hint of my voice, as Erik skating his fingers up my ribs, to one breast. His touch was water after drought, a beam of light after unyielding darkness. He kissed me desperately.
Erik groaned when my arms and legs coiled around his body, like unbreakable tethers, afraid to let him go ever again.
I crashed his mouth to mine, tasted the spicy freshness of his mouth, clung to him like I wanted to claw my way into his skin. No, I could not tell him with words how I loved him, but I would spend these moments showing him.
“Gods, Livia,” he said through a rough gasp. He quickened his pace.
Erik claimed every piece of my body. His tongue and teeth licked and nipped at my throat, my breasts, my ear.
I tensed when brilliant light filled my vision, and I could not form a coherent thought. The Ever King held me steady as I fell apart in my arms. Another thrust and he went still, muffling groans of his own hot release against my skin.
For a long moment we didn’t move. I could die in peace with his weight over mine, still filled with him, still safe in his arms.
Erik kissed me sweetly. “You are my every sunrise, Songbird, and I will never stop fighting for a peace with you.”
With his thumb, he brushed the tear that escaped from my eye. “You are mine, Serpent. And you always will be.”
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A Serpent Meets a Songbird
My damn leg hurt. Bad.
I scooted against the damp wall inside the cell. What was taking them so bleeding long? Kill me already. Maybe they toyed with their food. Harald was dead, his blood still fresh under my fingernails, but his voice was still in my head telling me the horrific tales of earth fae.
My skin burned, yearning for the spray of the sea. Perhaps that was their damn plan. Leave me here to dry and crack beneath the dry air of the earth fae realm.
Gods. If I played the game right, they might cut off my aching leg, calling it torture. It’d be a sweet relief.
I let my head fall back against the stone wall, rubbing the burn in my bones.
No doubt the lords of the Ever were already home, declaring their boy king dead and gone. Lost to the cruel earth fae. Would Joron or Hesh be the one to rush for the crown.
Alistair would keep them at bay until my bones were returned to the sea. It was the way of things.
I chuckled, a dark satisfaction tight in my chest. The earth fae didn’t know that. They didn’t know once they killed me, my bones needed to sink beneath the tides. I’d already seen what they did to their enemies from their realms—their bones were hung over the mantles in their great hall.
I’d likely rest much the same. Joron and Hesh would never get to take the damn throne if my death was never sealed.
That was an amusing thought. Though, I didn’t know what would happen to Gavyn or his pesky sister. I promised she’d live. Gavyn didn’t know how to hide her in the House of Bones. With Tait captive in the cell beside me, there was no one who could help them.
Hesh was cruel enough, he’d dig into the youngest lord. He’d find Celine.
He’d find Sewell.
To die knowing all that added an ache that made it a bit harder to die.
“Bleeding hells, you stupid nettles. Get. Off.”
Above, through the bars, a squeaky, hissing voice broke the silence of solitude.
I hunched a little lower, keeping to the shadows of the cell and looked to the open bars. Someone... was there.
Skinny fingers curled around the iron bars. A girl? A fae girl. Her dark hair was braided behind her neck and showed the tapered points to her ears.
“Bloodsinger.” She was trying to whisper, but not doing it well. “Look I know you’re in there, saw it on the records at the fort. Swear, I only wanna talk.”
A girl wanted to talk?
Doubtful.
Her head turned, landing her gaze on the corner where I kept to the darkness.
She snickered. “Gods, your eyes are weird. All red and creepy.”
Unbidden, a little hiss slid over my tongue. “Look to your own eyes, earth fae. They look like the damn sea.”
I liked them, but I tried to make it sound like an awful burden for her to carry.
She didn’t take the bait and grinned. “Then you ought to like them.”
“Go away.”
“No.”
My fists clenched. “Are you part of the torture.”
“Torture?” She looked genuinely distressed. “Bleeding hells, my folk aren’t gonna torture a boy.”
“King, stupid girl.” I turned my back on her.
“Oh, well, forgive me, Your bleeding Highness. I’m a royal, too, and you don’t see me going around boasting about it.”
Who the hells was this girl?
With a touch of reluctance, I crept toward the bars, trying to snag a look at her face. When her features came into focus my heart stilled. Soft brown skin and blue eyes, to be sure, but there in the innocent look on her face was him.
The earth bender.
“A royal? The earth bender’s heir.”
She held up a hand. “I know. I know. You and Daj aren’t getting on right now, but I think it can change.”
We weren’t getting on? Surely earth fae young ones weren’t this stupid.
“You know I tried to kill your father. Your mother.”
She snorted. “You did not. They told me they kept a fair distance from you, kept watch on you, though. Maj said it didn’t feel right to let the boy king die.”
“I didn’t die because I had a damn sword in my hand.”
“Okay.” She shrugged. “I know, pompous boys don’t like to think they didn’t win a fight on anything other than their own skill.” The girl propped her cheek on her fist and grinned. “But, I mean, you’re not all that grown, and you did face a bunch of warriors and kings and queens.
But I’m sure you fought well, Bloodsinger. I’m sure you’re frightening.”
My jaw tightened. “Go home, little princess. You don’t want to anger the sea fae.”
“No.” She nodded and puffed a lock of her hair out of her face. “I don’t. That’s why I’m here. I, well, I found a story that’s sort of like the battle. I thought, since it’s sorta lonely in here, you might like to hear it.”
This didn’t make sense. The girl held up a leather bound book, waving it in front of the bars.
“You’re here to... tell me a story?”
She hesitated and bit her lip. “I have this feeling that’s telling me we don’t... we don’t need to hate each other. Sea fae, earth fae, any of us.”
Foolish girl. Still, she was the daughter of the earth bender. Perhaps, I could draw her close enough to poison the girl. A parting gift to my enemy before I greeted the gods.
Odd, but the instant I had the thought my skin prickled in unease, my tongue burned in a rancid kind of taste. As though some part of me, somewhere far beneath the hatred in my soul, to do such a thing to this fae girl hated the very thought.
“So, do you wanna hear it?” she asked again. “It’s not like you have anything else to do.”
True. Perhaps this could teach me something about the earth bender. A weakness, a trick to his defeat. For if I somehow survived these realms, I would come back. I would challenge him. I would take back the power of Thorvald.
Slowly, I sat on the damp soil of the cell. “All right, little princess. Tell me your story.”
She beamed like I’d gifted her a heap of precious stones, folded her legs under her body and started to read. The more she spoke, the calmer the hatred in my blood became.
By the time she needed to return to their fort, I almost forgot to detest the lot of them. I almost forgot my purpose was to kill, to hate, to end the earth bender king.
Truth be told, when she left with a promise to return again, I fell asleep with less thoughts about the earth bender and more confusing questions about his daughter.
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The Serpent
“I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT, at last, overtake the palace in my absence.” I slid a hand over my head, removing the black scarf from my head.
Alistair sniffed in his typical condescension. “I assure you, My King, it crossed my mind a great many times.”
I shook my head, cupped a hand around one of the candle flames on a small oak table against the wall, and blew it out. With the room dim and comfortable, I stroked a hand down the small spine of the sleeping babe against my shoulder, but paused at the edge of the small cradle, unwilling to release her from my arms just yet.
Another sniff, the rumble of his throat, and Alistair approached. “I am told young ones sleep quite well in their own beds.”
“You have now room to speak, old man,” I grumbled, pressing a kiss to the dark head tucked under my chin. “You have yet to leave, and it is not because you enjoy my company. Don’t you have duties?”
With another grunt, Alistair spun on his heel and strode from the room, but not without casting a lingering backward glance at the babe as I laid her down on her soft quilt.
Alone, I sat on the chair in front of the small bed, captivated by the slow, gentle rise and fall of her chest.
One month ago, my songbird made me a father.
I still could not fully believe it. Five turns ago, the Chasm opened, five turns ago I’d found the woman who shattered through hatred and disdain.
How life had changed since then. Worlds collided, bonds between enemies, new and old, had been fastened. The Ever was gentler in many ways, more ferocious in others.
Celine had lifted the House of Blades to a formidable defense of our kingdom. The Lady of Blades and Stormbringer had afforded refuge for the houseless of the Ever, those who did not have a sea voice, male or female, and brought them aboard their ship, taught them the blade.
The House of Tides was divided between the Ever and earth realms. Their voices invaluable in re-opening trade and barter between sea and earth fae. Most folk from the House of Tides preferred to travel the earth realms, learning all they could about cultures and magics. They would manage ports and docks, aiding the earth fae longships to dive and cross into the Ever without trouble.
We’d gone to the earth realms to introduce our little Katla to the kings and queens and royals of Livia’s homeland. Strange, but it hardly felt as though we’d stepped from the Ever there’d been so many sea fae taking up homes in the various kingdoms.
Chatter filled the corridors beyond the room. The palace was filled with folk from across worlds still celebrating the new Ever princess. So many celebrated. The Ever Crew had turned feral over the girl. Brutes who’d thought nothing of plucking eyes from skulls, now huddled around the babe, battling who got to wrap her in her quilts first.
Gavyn had already insisted he and his mate were the second parents, the ones who’d raise the girl should me and Livia meet an early demise.
And I was half-convinced Sewell was on the verge of moving into the palace permanently all so he might see her every day.
My fingertips brushed over her feathery hair. The points of her ears still curled at the tops, and so far she had more of her mother’s blue in her eyes.
I was not a good man. That had not changed. I loved my queen without end, but I would do the wickedest of things to defend her, protect her. For my girl, I would become the vilest of souls for the acts I would do to keep her safe.
Her long lashes fluttered over her plump cheeks when I leaned over a pressed a kiss to her tiny brow.
In truth, looking at her, knowing what lengths I would go for her, I was not certain how I was still alive. Should anyone touch my daughter, I would not have had the strength to pause as the earth bender did turns ago before I cut off heads or tore out hearts.
A cinch dug into my chest. I did not know how any one could not feel such things over their own little.
“I was like you once.” Valen stepped into the room, a grin on his face. He paused at the edge of the cradle, studying Katla with the same loving possessiveness as me. “I could not stop looking at Liv when she was born.”
“I was just thinking how it is a miracle I’m still alive. I would’ve killed me if I were you.”
Valen chuckled. “You wouldn’t.”
“I assure you, I would.”
“No.” Valen shook his head. “The true reason I wanted to kill you was the same reason I did not. I’ll never forget the brokenness in your voice when you came to us. I was filled with anger, but I knew then, you had taken her heart. I knew she had taken yours. I hated it, but I would never have harmed someone my daughter loved so fiercely.”
“I did not think I could love anyone else,” I admitted. “I fretted over it, to be honest. Before Kat was born, I feared I would not be able to love her like I love her mother.”
“Strange how the heart grows, isn’t it?”
I hesitated. “For some.”
“Meaning?”
Over the turns, the earth bender had transformed into something more than merely my queen’s father. He’d been a voice to offer counsel, an example of how to lead a kingdom after war. He’d become like a father to me. A feat I never thought possible.
“More than ever,” I said, voice low. “I don’t understand how Thorvald despised me so much. How could he look at both his sons and see nothing of worth. I look at Kat, and I do not care if she has earth fury, or a sea voice, or none at all. I care little that she is not a male heir. I look at her, and all I want is to make her every breath beautiful. I never want for her to wonder if she is loved.” I shook my head. “I don’t understand it.”
Valen’s jaw tightened; his eyes darkened a bit more. “The search for power corrupts many, Erik. Your father wanted power more than he wanted love. It had nothing to do with you. You could’ve have been the perfect son, and he would’ve loved his power more.” The earth bender clapped a hand on my shoulder, holding my stare. “I assure you, it was his loss to never see you as more than an heir.”
“Daj.” The door cracked open again. “Tidecaller’s waiting for you to teach her how to throw the axe. She’s insistent.”
“Rorik.” Valen glared at his son, pointing at the cradle where Katla startled, wincing in her sleep, but didn’t wake from the commotion. “Do you know how to enter any room with a bit of softness? You’ll wake her.”
Rorik had grown tall and lanky in the last five turns, nearly at Valen’s height, but half as wide. All long, thin limbs.
Soon, the prince would fill out. He’d likely be as formidable as his father. His hair was to his shoulders and had lightened over the turns to be a golden brown. More of his mother bleeding through.
Still obsessed with the Ever, the young prince was here often.
In truth, I was surprised to learn how much I enjoyed when he spent summers in the royal city. He worked alongside the Ever Crew, and never shoved his title in the faces of others. He merely yearned to be on the sea or in the coves.
And he was likely never to leave now that his niece was born. Rorik rivaled even me in his devotion to the girl.
Ignoring his father, the prince leaned over the cradle, beaming down at my girl. He gently stroked her tiny hand, then faced Valen. “My voice soothes her. Anyway, you better come, or you know Tidecaller will come looking for you.”
Valen chuckled, but Celine had been determined the last turn to learn the battle axe. Whenever the earth bender came to the Ever, she would practically plead for lessons.
Once they left, I pressed another kiss to Katla’s forehead, left the door adjoining her chamber open, and stepped into our bedroom.
Tucked beneath the quilts, my queen smiled back at me. “I wondered if I’d ever see you again, Serpent.”
I crept over our mattress, covered her body with mine, my palms on either side of her head. “I’m afraid my heart is now owned by two, Songbird.”
Livia lifted her head and kissed me sweetly. “For her, I will never protest sharing you.”
I propped onto one elbow, leaning to the side of her, and traced my fingertip over her gentle features.
I love you. The words burned through our bond, soft and almost broken.
Livia’s brow furrowed. She rolled onto her shoulder, placing a palm on my cheek. “I know. I love you. Are you all right?”
“Yes.” I pressed a kiss to her palm, then rested it against my chest. “I’ve had many thoughts today.”
“Your thoughts are my favorite things, Serpent.”
I slumped down into our bed, one arm around her waist, our foreheads pressed together.
“I have been thinking a great deal about the fate that brought us together and where I might’ve been without you.” I kissed her again, slowly, deeply. When I pulled back, Livia’s eyes were glassy. “I am a wretch who never deserved you, but I thank the gods daily for bringing you to me. For our girl you have given us. For trusting me with your heart, love.”
Livia nuzzled against my neck, holding me close. I breathed in her hair, memorizing her again, as though I did not do it every damn night.
Across the skies and seas, Serpent. Her voice bled through my heart like a flame in the sinews. For more than a thousand turns, I will follow your beautiful black heart across the skies and seas.
Always, Songbird.
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The Memory Thief
Kase had each arm wrapped around the necks of two boys. They squirmed in his grip.
“You stepped on my wife’s toes,” he said to the boy with messy hair. It was always on end and looked like the brown of autumn. “And you,” Kase snarled at the second boy. Taller, with more waves to his dark, chestnut hair. “You shoved him. Now both of you apologize.”
The dark-haired boy lifted his bright green eyes. He offered me a toothy grin. The front two had finally filled in the gaps from when he’d lost his smaller teeth. He wiggled, but Kase only tightened his hold around his neck.
The boy grunted. “Daj, I’mma say sorry, but you gotta—oof—” he flipped off the seat in the coach when Kase released him without warning. He snickered when Kase laughed, then wheeled on me and threw his skinny arms around my neck. “Sorry, Maj. Didn’t mean to smash ya.”
Kase put particular focus on our second son. Born only moments after his brother. Sander was soft-spoken, but a schemer as much as Jonas. Our firstborn was simply louder about it.
With a squeeze to the headlock, Kase looked at Sander’s darker green eyes. “And you? What do you have to say, little heathen?”
Sander started pinching his father’s arm until Kase was forced to release him. With a sly grin—one that let me know he was hardly done causing trouble—he came over to my side of the coach and kissed my cheek. “Sorry, Maj.”
I pulled each of our sons against my side and kissed the tops of their heads. “It’s been a long journey, but we’re nearly there. Try not to wiggle out of your skin just yet.”
They laughed, and their busy bodies did stay still for a few heartbeats as they looked out the window at the different shapes of houses and roads in Etta. But as expected, after a bit of time, our sons promptly returned to wrestling once Sander insisted Jonas wouldn’t be able to run up the castle staircase as fast as he would.
Kase sighed and offered the entire bench for the boys to torment each other, then came to sit beside me. “I give up on them. They’re bleeding lost causes.”
I laughed and elbowed him in the ribs.
Kase played the irritated father, but in truth, he was madly in love with his sons. He protected them, taught them, he bandaged their scrapes, and kissed their heads before they fell asleep. And I think he took a heady bit of pride knowing their mesmer used darkness like his.
The princes’ mesmer was a strange collision of both mine and Kase’s.
Sander used shadows to create nightmarish images. It did not need to be a fear already in someone’s heart. He could create an independent fear they did not even realize they had yet. Then, Jonas would take the nightmare and place it in the minds of anyone he wanted. A dark memory for them to always cherish.
It might’ve been a formidable sort of magic if the boys had a cruel bone in their body. They were plotters, schemers, and they would age me faster than the turns, but our sons were made of light. Vibrant and curious. Their favorite weeks were when they spent time with their Uncle Niklas and Aunt Junius at the academies, or when Raum took them hunting, or visits with Tova and Bard where they could set traps on each other all day.
They were loved by our folk, and would either be forces for good, or the cleverest thieves the East had ever produced.
Kase’s dream of three littles would not be. Giving birth to twins had seen to it there would only ever be the two when my body practically split in half, and I nearly met the Otherworld. But I could not imagine our life any other way.
Since the bloodline of the fated queen was restored in the East, and since there was no female heir, more than a few had made deadly suggestions about how Kase ought to handle the predicament.
Lynx had been forced to intervene when Kase tortured a drunken councilman from Hemlig after the man had suggested Kase take up with a consort who had the ability to properly birth children.
I doubted the man would ever breathe right again the way Kase had strangled him with his darkness.
I hated that my worth, to some, was gauged by how well I could ensure the crown continued. My sons would grow to be powerful men, dangerous, likely with questionable morals at times, but they would be heirs the East could be proud to claim.
“Boys,” Kase barked, tugging on the collars of their tunics, tearing the twins apart. “Listen. Hells, for one more moment, listen—”
“You cursed, Daj,” Jonas sang.
“Cursing means penge,” Sander said with a bit of smugness.
Kase looked to me like he needed to be rescued. I shrugged. “I warned you not to teach them how to make deals, Nightrender.”
His eyes darkened. For other folk, when Kase’s shadows blackened his eyes, it was a thing of terror. For Sander and Jonas Eriksson, it was a delight. The boys mimicked his eyes, darkening their own.
“We’re here,” Kase said. “You’ll both be on your best behavior. You won’t tease Livia like you did last time—”
“Us?” Jonas squeaked. “Livie’s brutal, Daj. Brutal.”
I bit down on my lip to hide my smile.
Kase looked like he was fighting one of his own as he went on. “Doesn’t change that you two will be quiet and still during the ceremony, understand? This is for Laila. Respect your cousin.”
Jonas and Sander both nodded their heads. They loved Laila Strom. She was the cousin who kept every little across the kingdoms glued together. Even little Mira, who wasn’t a blood cousin, and Silas’s and Calista’s tiny Vera. Laila would visit, and once a turn she loved gathering all the little royals for a week of adventures. But today was her honor.
The day she joined the rank of a Rave warrior. Like the rest of her family, Laila had a tender heart, but a fighting spirit.
When the coach stopped the twins lined up at the door, bursting at the seams to be free of the tight space. All hells, sometimes I wondered how we made it to the fort without one of the boys leaping from the coach.
Jonas and Sander spilled out of the coach, but both boys stopped at once. They crouched. One looked left, the other right. Their eyes were dark as a moonless midnight. Jonas even had a small knife he’d gotten for Jul last winter in his hand.
“See them?” Sander whispered.
“No.” Jonas flipped his head to the left. Sander turned to the right.
Three more steps and the twins visibly relaxed. Jonas puffed up his chest, grinning. “Told you they’d be too scared—”
In the next breath, great battle cries rang out over the manicured lawns of the Crimson Fort, and two darkly clad, tiny assassins leapt from the bushes.
Sander and Jonas hardly had a chance to cry out before they were pinned beneath beautifully blooming vines of moonvane and lush shrubs that started to swallow them up.
“Livia!” Jonas shouted with a touch of venom.
A pitchy snicker came from one of the attackers. Livia Ferus pulled back a black mask hiding her mouth. The girl was petite for eleven, but she was fierce. She pinched Jonas’s nose as more of her vines tethered his wrists.
“Told you I’d get you, Jo.” Livia wiggled her fingers and the vines thickened. She had a gift of healing the earth, or if it did not need healing, it was made lusher, fuller.
The second attacker tore off his mask. Aleksi was taller than all three of the others, but did not share the same proclivity for mischief. He could aid in the trouble, but he was never the first to cause it.
“Alek,” Livia said, voice low and dark when she looked to her cousin. “Do it.”
“Don’t even think about it,” Jonas grumbled. “I’ll give you bad dreams. Swear I will, Alek.”
Aleksi simply smiled and whistled a bright tune. At once a swarm of sparrows burst from a nearby tree and perched on the shrubs clinging to our boys. How the boy summoned blood from any beating heart close by was a bit of a marvel.
Kase couldn’t hold it in any longer. He barked a laugh as Aleksi’s glamour kept the creatures fluttering around our sons’ heads.
“Daj!” Sander whined. “Help us.”
Kase took my hand and strode past the shrub. “Figure your way out, boys. I have a feeling you deserved it.”
“They did!” Livia insisted. “They locked me in the dark with a bleeding monster last time!”
“Mira sent the monster!”
Livia’s grin split into something rather vicious. “I know. And when she gets here, she’ll get hers too.”
Jonas grumbled. “I’m gonna get you back for this, Livie.”
Aleksi and Livia snickered again, clapping their palms together in unity.
Laughter from the front of the castle drew my attention. Elise and Valen watched the battle from the stairs.
“I’m leaving the boys here, hope you don’t mind,” Kase said as he clasped Valen’s forearm. “We need a break.”
“I can’t take them,” the Night Folk king said. “We were going to send Livie with you.”
I laughed and embraced Elise. In her arms was a wiggling baby boy. Prince Rorik’s dark eyes gawked at the commotion of his older sister and the princes shouting all manner of threats. The boy protested in his mother’s arms. Gently, I pressed my fingers to his brow, inserting a memory of our journey. The babe cooed and giggled, calming for a breath, as the images flashed through his head.
“Is it boys, Mal,” Elise said with a sigh. “Rorik is one turn, and already I imagine him as boisterous as yours.”
I laughed. “It must be.”
“It’s true, Gunnar was a force to be reckoned with. But I think the daughters are the cleverest and, at times, the most brutal.” My brother stepped from the doorway, grinning.
Hagen was dressed in a fine tunic and two swords.
I rushed to my brother and wrapped my arms around his waist. “It’s been too long.”
“A few months, Mal.”
“Are you saying you didn’t miss me?”
Hagen chuckled. “Not at all.” He released me and looked at the yard with an arched brow. Jonas had broken free of Livia’s vines and now chased her across the grass while Sander was still swatting at Aleksi’s birds. Hagen scoffed. “I’m not even going to ask.”
“Come on,” Elise said, linking her arm with mine. “We’ll let them wear themselves out, then they might be calm for the feast.”
We laughed because the likelihood of that happening was miniscule and we all knew it.
We’d fought battles with these people, and had become a family bonded by love, blood, and magic. Strange how once Kase and Hagen were the only people I truly had in my life.
Now, our walls were bursting with littles, thieves, and royals. I’d fight a dozen wars if it brought me here, to this moment, with these people.
“The Southern caravan will be here soon,” Valen said. “No one forget to wish Ari a happy anniversary.”
“Oh, we wouldn’t dream of it,” I said.
Kase tugged on my hand, a look of worry furrowed in his brow. “What anniversary have I forgotten?”
I laughed and kissed him quickly. “Ari won’t allow you to forget, but this day marks the day he became king. Again.”
Kase grinned, shaking his head at the memory of the ordeal that once more placed a crown on the head of Ari Sekundär. A surprise to us all, but one the man enjoyed repeating whenever the day came each turn.
He made light, saying it was the day the Norns came to their senses and remembered he was born to be a king, but in truth, I was more of the opinion that Ari enjoyed repeating the story because it was the tale of how he gave up his heart and never took it back.
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The Nightmare Prince
“WHY THE HELLS AM I HERE?”
I glanced over my shoulder. The Ever King had his arms folded, crimson eyes narrowed in a glare, with a look as murderous as the night he stole Livia.
“She is too busy at their royal council.”
“A council of kings and queens.” Erik flashed one of his sharp canines. “I am a bleeding king.”
I rose from my crouch, giving up the search in the ferns. “As am I, or did you conveniently forget again because you’re a pompous ass.”
I rammed a fist into Erik’s shoulder as I strode past. Strange how a few turns could change relationships so fiercely. Once I wanted to slaughter the man for kidnapping Livia, now as much as Erik Bloodsinger pretended he merely tolerated the clans of the earth fae, he had slipped into a strange, growly confidant.
Another king nearer to my own age who could offer a bit of advice on how to rule an entire kingdom.
Three turns since Skadi stepped into her place as the Dokkalfar queen, and it still was strange to bear the title of her king. Strange for when we stepped foot on Natthaven we were king and queen. Then, once we crossed the tree filled land bridge back to Klockglas, I returned to the feckless prince of thieves.
It mattered little what folk called me, so long as I was with my wife.
A woman who was to blame for this predicament with the Ever King.
We hadn’t tried the lilac shrubs. As I walked, I turned to walk backward and speak to Erik. “If you’d rather, we can summon a coach and you can join your father and mother-in-law at council. Daj insists it’s utterly boring and usually descends into the lot of them laughing through tales and memories of their own battle stories. I hear it’s common after a few turns to need a break from your lover. Livia might be pleased to see you go —”
A laugh broke from my throat when Erik tossed a smooth stone, aimed at my head.
“Stop pissing,” I said, smoothing my tunic. “You’re here with your damn wife, plenty of ale in the night, and us. We are the best of company.”
Erik snorted. “You think too highly of yourself, Prince.”
“One of these days, you’re going to call me, King.”
Erik’s mouth twitched. “Doubtful.” The Ever King shook out his hands. “Let’s get on with it. Where does the little creature like to hide?”
I snorted at the description of the girl. Erik would play like he was disgusted with littles, but Rorik, a boy of only twelve turns, and his brother-in-law made the sea king laugh with his antics, and more and more when Livia let slip a future brood of sea fae littles in the Ever
Kingdom, Erik could be caught grinning and kissing her knuckles or lips.
Only a turn after Skadi and I vowed, Erik and Livia made good on their words and took vows themselves.
There was already peace between earth and sea fae, but something about the thrum of magic during their vows seemed to draw the fae clans even closer.
No mistake, a few Bloodsinger littles would be here to torment the lot of us.
A rustle in the shrubs drew me to a halt. Erik used the back of his hand to smack my arm. He gestured to the opposite side of the thick shrub, signaling he would take one side, I would take the other.
With a nod, I side-stepped. “Hmm. I... smell something.”
“Aye.” Erik took a step closer to the shrub. “Something like... little royals.”
A squeaky giggle rippled from the shrub, followed by a stern “Hush,” from Rorik’s throaty whisper.
Bloodsinger glanced at me, I looked at him. We nodded, then together, pounced on the shrub.
Rorik looked more like his daj each day, but still shrieked in surprise and clutched the little girl with two messy golden braids. Vera Ode was the youngest heir of the earth realms. The daughter of the Silas and Calista, the fate king and queen, she was as tricky as her mother, and loved to laugh and play from the first glimmer of dawn to the first star.
She attended the council every Crimson Festival until she began to grow too restless last turn, and now that she had turned four, it was decided she would remain under the watch of the rest of us.
Much to Bloodsinger’s chagrin, who only joined the Crimson Festival because he insisted it gave him and Livia a chance to role play the night he took her, but with bawdier descriptions of how it ended.
“No!” Rorik cried out and made a run for it.
Little Vera squealed.
“No. First tag and I get those cakes!” I made a swipe for Rorik’s arm. The young Night Folk prince scrambled away, nearly crashing into Bloodsinger.
Before the Ever King caught hold of the two young ones, dark, cold mists surrounded their smaller forms.
“No. Dammit.” I laughed and shoved into the shrub, only to emerge as the young prince and princess gently emerged from Skadi’s affinity beside Sander, Livia, and my wife.
Rorik jumped and clapped Sander’s palm.
“Ha.” The prince jabbed a finger toward us as both me and Bloodsinger swatted at leaves and a few blossom petals from our hair. “You lose.”
“Because I have a corrupt wife!”
Skadi’s brilliant eyes flashed when I tugged her against my chest. The tips of her fingers traced the edge of my jaw. “I was corrupted by the best.”
I grinned and kissed her deep and long enough Rorik pretended to gag before he let Vera hop onto his back.
Livia slipped her fingers into Bloodsinger’s hand. “The games are beginning back at the fort. Gavyn and Celine just arrived with half the Ever.”
Good. Gavyn Seeker and I had a duel of axe throwing to finish. I was a damn earth fae, quite accustomed to the bearded axe, and the bastard had bested me at our last meet. I insisted it was simply so he did not lose in front of his lover, but the truth was, he had a damn good throw.
“What about Alek?” I draped an arm around Skadi’s shoulders, pulling her closer.
Livia nodded. “I expect to see them.”
Alek and his own hjärta were favorites among the littles because of the tales they could tell about the way they found each other.
“It’s Mira we likely won’t see.” Skadi bit down on her bottom lip, hiding her grin.
Erik groaned. “Cease talk of it, I’ve heard of nothing else for turns.
It’s destroyed everything.”
Livia laughed and kissed the corner of his mouth. “The fact that he grins a little more did not destroy everything.”
“It is unnerving.” Erik shuddered.
I laughed, shaking my head. Mira in love only added to her vibrancy and made her a force that could not be stopped. Doubtless, once she arrived, the woman would find a way to improve every corridor in the Crimson Fort until it gleamed in a new touch of regality.
When Erik and Livia followed the littles back toward the fort, I tugged Skadi’s hand.
“All this talk of pairs slipping away has me keen to do the same, Fire.”
Gods, I would never tire of my wife’s smile. She trapped my face between her palms and kissed me. “Another night, Nightmare, then we won’t be chasing young ones.” She made a move to walk away, but hesitated. “Unless, you do not mind it so much.”
I tapped the pink tips of her ears. “Wife, I know you well enough in these last four turns to know you are being bashful about a thought.”
Skadi ran her thumb over my knuckles. “This week has had me thinking a great deal of... future weeks. Of how I might not mind... reading tales to Vera as she falls asleep, or how she likes to hold my hand when we walk the market.”
I slipped an arm around her waist, pinning her to my body. “Fire, are you telling me you want to have a little nightmare thief of our own?”
Skadi traced the stitching on the collar of my tunic. “Possibly. I don’t think a little nightmare would be such a terrible thing. Do you?”
One palm cupped the side of her cheek. I studied her glowing gaze for a breath, then kissed her. Slowly, deeply. When I broke away her lips were swollen, her cheeks flushed.
I let my forehead rest against hers. “No, Fire. It would not be terrible at all. To have more of you is the greatest scheme I think you’ve concocted.”
Skadi shrieked when I plucked her off the ground, tossing her over my shoulder. She shrieked and laughed and swatted at my back. “Jonas Eriksson! Put me down.”
“No. You see we have to prepare for this plan of yours, perhaps act it out many, many, many times. It will take some time, a lot of practice to get it right, and much less clothing. We start now, Wife.”
Christmas Bonus
“If you ask me one more time, old man, I will banish you to the far seas.” My voice was rough, an attempt to sound vicious, but in truth, I simply sounded like I might sleep for the next five turns.
Alistair sniffed and peered at me through his hooded eyes, hardly bothered. “Threats no longer become you, My King. And, frankly, I believe you have misheard me for what I said was nothing so awful it deserved a threat.”
“I am the king,” I grumbled. “I hear whatever I want to hear. Perhaps it is you who ought to change your damn words to fit what I wish.”
The pompous bastard clicked his tongue and held out a wooden log, stained to glisten in rich cherrywood beneath the candlelight, with holes in the top to hold the vibrant candles Alistair had dipped for this very day. “I merely asked if you prefer the log to be placed with feast table, or at the head?”
“Why are you asking me this?”
“Because any moment now your palace will be riddled in earth fae, and elven, and more. Forgive me, but since you, Erik of the Ever, insisted you could host our queen’s folk, I imagined you would want to have a bit more thought in where the log for well-wishes is placed.”
My brow furrowed. “What are you talking about? They are arriving tomorrow.”
For the first time, Alistair’s indifference faded to something like smug stun. “No, My King. Today.”
My insides tightened. No. This wasn’t happening. By the hells. I’d been so bleeding arrogant, insisting the earth fae should bring their Jul festivities to the Ever this turn. By having everyone come to my songbird after an exhausting few months, I thought it would be good, restful. Now it was a damn nightmare.
“Alistair.” I scrubbed my hands down my face. “Is it truly today?”
He sighed with a touch of sympathy. “Yes, My King. A feast is set to happen today.”
“Godsdammit.” I refused to destroy Livia’s Jul. It mattered a great deal to her folk—to her—and the first turn I’d taken it on I would not see it ruined because my mind was a muddled mess. “I have not seen to the hall, I do not even know if the cooking rooms are—”
He held up a hand, stopping me. “Fear not, My Fatigued King. I, whom you continuously threaten to toss aside, had some foresight. I merely thought it would not be so desperately needed, more an additional set of hands. Thank the gods I am so brilliant.”
Almost on cue, the doors to the corridor opened, wood clanging against the stone of the walls. There, in the center, surrounded by folk, Mira Sekundär beamed at me like she’d won some grand game.
“Bloodsinger. I am here to save your ass.”
“What is this?”
Mira sauntered down the hall, clad in trousers, a billowing tunic that seemed made for hard labor, and her auburn hair tied up in a tall knot on her head.
Celine was tucked amongst Mira’s brigade and grinned viciously. “Don’t look at me. She can’t be stopped.”
“I have been busy in the House of Blades for two days, and Tidecaller and Stormbringer will tell you the whole of their house is better for it.” Mira paused by my side only to pat a hand against my face. She scrunched her nose and spoke in a higher tone. “Poor Ever King. It’s sweet you wanted to host, Jul. Truly, adorable. But I’ll take it from here.”
I blinked, words lost to me, as my corridors were all at once filled with glamour fae with small antlers and iridescent wings and bright, glossy clothes, a few sirens and sea witches, even several of the Ever Crew tromped toward the great hall, arms filled with clay bowls, evergreen boughs, earthy bark shaped like cones that smelled of the forests above the tides, and tallow candles.
Stormbringer towered over many, and winked with his one eye as he strode past, two stacks of wrapped logs for the inglenook on his shoulders. “My King. Bound to be a fine day, says I. Even if you forgot.”
My eyes narrowed. “I didn’t forget, I...”
He was already gone, hurrying to walk beside Celine. Bastard. His loyalty once would have trembled under my glare. Perhaps I’d grown too soft in recent turns. Perhaps I needed to get out to sea. Perhaps a feckless sea singer might attempt to lure in an earth fae and I would, at last, have an excuse to slaughter someone.
“Erik.” My cousin stood in front of me, arms filled with brown burlap sacks tied in twine in his arms.
“Gods, you too?”
Tait’s eyes were not as sharply crimson as mine, but they still burned like blood when heat filled his face.
My cousin leaned in, voice low. “I dare you to try to talk her out of planning a revel. It’s terrifying.”
“You should be the one to contain her,” I snapped back.
He laughed and shook his head, like I was some pitiful creature.
Once the stampede of fae left me with a touch of unspoken relief (one I would never admit), I watched as Mira took charge, jovially shouting orders about proper places of things, where Jul logs ought to be placed, where folk would sit, down to what time the feast ought to be served.
I jolted when a gentle touch teased the scars on the back of my neck. One corner of my mouth lifted when my heart spoke instead of my words. Songbird.
Serpent.
You are supposed to be sleeping.
Livia stepped in front of me, one brow arched, a soft linen bundle cradled in one arm. “I don’t remember what sleep is anymore.” She followed the sounds of chaos coming from the great hall. “I see you’ve been defeated.”
I leaned forward and pressed my lips to Livia’s brow. “Did you tell Alistair to send word?”
“No.” She chuckled, slowly swaying side to side. “I only received the missive this morning that Mir heard you were overwhelmed and would be arriving early.
“I do not get overwhelmed, love. I get murderous.”
Livia snorted. “Let’s keep bloodshed at a minimum for her first Jul.”
I held out my arms, embracing the burst of warmth in my chest when Livia handed over my daughter. Never did I expect to love anything like I loved my songbird, but Katla filled another piece of my cruel heart I was certain formed just for her alone.
In the five months since she was born, Kat had grown a full head of dark hair, revealed she had a curious shade of lavender for her eyes, and had the soft brown of her mother’s skin. She laughed, cooed, smiled, and took great pleasure in tugging at the gold rings in my ears every day.
There was only one problem.
“Why is it she only sleeps while being held?” I whispered, glancing at Livia, who’d already dropped her head to my shoulder as though she might fall asleep standing up.
She snickered. “Because she is born of two stubborn households and because her father appeases her every whim.” She pinched my side.
“I can’t seem to refuse her mother either.”
“Hmm. The night I came to the Ever, I believe I shouted no plenty of times, Bloodsinger.”
“I don’t think that’s right, love.” I tilted my head and nipped at her ear. “You practically leapt into the sea with me.”
“Ah, is that what happened?” Livia traced the point of one of my ears with her finger. “Silly me, I could’ve sworn I was tossed into the sea, hands bound.”
“Must be the sleepless nights making you forgetful.”
She laughed and pressed a sweet kiss to my lips. “Thank you, for trying to bring Jul to me. I wasn’t certain I was up for such a journey again.”
We’d only returned from the earth realms two months prior, after introducing Katla to the earth fae royals and Alver clans.
“Afraid I was bound to fail, love.” I tipped my head toward the great hall. “Others thought so too since contingency plans were in place—or treason depending on how violent you’re feeling. I have been removed from the festivity planning.”
Livia curled an arm around my waist and tugged me against her. “It’s the thought, Serpent. It’s the thought.”
Doors crashed open again.
“Katla!” Rorik Ferus and his squeaky, ever-changing voice shattered the calm. “Your uncle is finally here! Where is she?”
Katla squirmed in my arms, face scrunched, until a loud cry split from her little chest.
Livia’s shoulders slumped and she glared at her brother. “Rorik, you bleeding woke her up.”
“Good.” The young prince was already taller than his sister, and shoved through us both, a replica of his father from the shade of his hair to the darkness of his eyes. “I want her to be awake anyway. Here, move, I’ll take her. I’ll take her.”
Before I could even protest, Rorik dug my daughter from my arms, making exaggerated faces at the babe until her tears fled and she returned a gummy grin. Once, Rorik spent his time in the Ever trying to impress me. The instant his niece was born, I was but a forgotten memory. Now, his world revolved around future plans of corrupting the girl and sailing every bleeding cove from the Ever to the Northern Peaks in the earth realms.
A heavy hand clapped on my shoulder.
“God Jul, Erik.” Valen grinned, then pulled Livia into an embrace once Elise released her.
“You’re here,” my songbird said, a bit of relief in her voice.
I knew she missed her folk, certainly during festive times, and if I could see the light of joy in her eyes every day, I’d serve a thousand Jul feasts.
“We made it. All of us.” Valen gestured toward the door.
Gods. Everyone arrived at the same bleeding time.
“Bloodsinger! What rooms have you arranged for me? I demand the finest bed. I am a king now.” Jonas led the way, Skadi’s hand in his. He was still a pompous fool, but I’d likely never admit how much I enjoyed the bastard’s company.
“Skadi.” Livia embraced the elven queen. “You’re almost there.”
True enough, it wouldn’t be long until the couple would be living with as little sleep as me and my songbird.
Skadi pressed a hand to her growing belly. “Almost. I’m not certain who is more thrilled, Jonas or the Kryv.”
“Us, lovey,” said Raum as he trudged past with more elven folk. “It’s about time we got us a new Kryv.”
Jonas’s folk strode past, a mixture of elven and alvers, thieves and smugglers. His mother embraced us both, then fell into conversation with Elise. Jonas’s father gave me a nod—an acknowledgement I’d long ago learned was a warm greeting from the alver king—squeezed Livia’s hand, then promptly went to Rorik, demanding he get a chance to hold Katla.
“Sander will be coming soon,” Skadi said.
I let out a sigh. And with him, he’d bring more hoards of folk from his mate’s house. It was the same with everyone. Since I took Livia, fell in love with her, made her my queen, the lot of us had found mates, homes, more folk to call family.
But we always ended here together. And it was chaos.
“Bloodsinger.” The fate queen from the earth realms entered the corridor.
Over the turns, every earth fae royal house took on sea fae. They were part of Livia, and somehow they forgave me, and became part of me.
Behind the queen was her stoic king, the scar on his face one of my many memories of the war. Silas saved Tait and Gavyn during the battles between our realms. He was a man who did not speak much, but I related to that.
And the way he looked down at their busy, young daughter with pride. I understood that a great deal too.
“Queen.” I dipped my chin.
Calista was a blood cousin of Mira, and there were moments when both shared the same look of mischief. But where Mira was boisterous and invasive, Calista was cunning and damn near devious.
“I saw this once.” She stepped aside when Mira’s folk collided with the alver clans and both Mira’s father and the alver king became embroiled in a debate on who had gone softer as a king since both desired a chance to see my daughter.
“Saw what? Madness in the Ever?”
Calista chuckled. “In a way. It was fleeting, just a brief moment I wasn’t certain was even real. But it was enough to make me think there was more to you. Do you remember when we spoke, after you saved my Lump’s Torsten?”
My teeth ground together. “Aye.”
“Remember what I said to you?”
I’d never forget it. “Your story is only beginning. Take care with the hearts you claim.”
A gentle smile crossed over Calista’s mouth. “I saw a glimpse of a future. Livia’s heart as yours, all our folk stitched together in a new path of fate that led to Jul revels, endless Haunts with new earth fae and sea fae littles. I saw laughter and unity. Somehow, in such a small glimpse of fate, I knew you would come to be in a moment as this. Part of our threads in the tapestry of our tales.”
With a squeeze to my arm, Calista left me to help Silas catch their girl before she bolted straight for one of the endless cakes Mira was directing toward the long tables.
“What was all that about with Cal?” Livia slipped her palm around my arm.
I lifted her hand, pressing a kiss to her knuckles. “Reminiscing, Songbird.”
She grinned. “What is your conclusion?”
“Of what?”
“Shall we ever host Jul again?”
I scoffed. “Send me to Murdock or Blister Poppy to have my damn skull checked if ever I offer to play pleasant host again.”
Livia’s eyes gleamed like the richest tides. “Ready for this?”
“Aye, love.”
We stood in the doorway. Together, for a breath, we studied the comradery. Gavyn and Sewell taunted something Jonas and Rorik said. The twins’ mother held Katla next to Narza and Maelstrom. Tait leaned against the wall, drinking with Mira’s father and Aleksi. Elise and Valen sat across from Tavish and two of his children, laughing as my uncle’s young ones gawked at one small axes the earth bender brought as Jul gifts.
“This is all I wanted, Serpent,” Livia whispered. “A life with you and them, and... all of us.”
I kissed the side of her neck and whispered through our heartbond before we stepped into the hall. For a thousand more turns, love.
Livia’s lip curled in a playful sort of smirk. No. Much longer.
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