My studies

Study Journey (Padhai Wala Safar)

"Mera naam Susheel Kumar Pandit hai, aur mera janam Bihar ke Vishnupur gaon mein hua tha.
Pehle pehle, padhai meri liye bahut mushkil thi. Gaon ke school mein sab kuch Hindi mein hota tha, lekin jab maine 12th ke liye Patna shift kiya, tab sab kuch English medium mein tha.

Shuruat kaafi challenging thi.
Mujhe samajh nahi aata tha ki jo cheezein padhayi ja rahi hain, unhein kaise samjhun. Mera dil chahta tha ki main achha perform karoon, lekin English ka barrier bohot bada tha. School mein jo classes chalti thi, unmein sab kuch Hinglish (Hindi-English mix) mein hota tha. Lekin phir bhi, jab questions aate the, toh unhein sahi se solve nahi kar pata tha. Isi wajah se mujhe 12th mein sirf 49.6% marks mile.

Entrance exams ke baare mein mujhe kuch pata nahi tha.
Maine socha tha ki kuch colleges mein admission le lunga, lekin maine exams ki tyari itni seriously nahi ki thi. Meri family mein bhi koi exam ke liye guide karne waala nahi tha, aur na hi kisi ne yeh bataya tha ki entrance exams ka process kaisa hota hai. Is wajah se, 12th ke baad college admission ke liye mujhe kaafi struggle karna pada.

College ka admission process bhi kaafi confusing tha.
Main dhoondhne laga ki kahaan admission ho sakta hai. Bahut saare colleges mein 50% ke upar marks chahiye the, lekin mere paas sirf 49.6% tha. Phir IMS Noida ka naam mila, jo mujhe sabse accha laga.

Bank loan lene ka bhi ek aur struggle tha.
Mujhe pata nahi tha ki loan kaise milega, kyunki mere ghar mein koi job ya business nahi tha. Main alag-alag banks mein gaya aur apne documents ko submit kiya, lekin bahut baar rejection ka samna bhi karna pada. Tab maine SBI bank se loan ke liye apply kiya aur finally loan mil gaya.

Noida shift hone ke baad, naye challenges ka samna kiya.
Jab main Noida aaya, toh college ke saath-saath PG mein rehne bhi laga. Sab kuch naya tha, aur mujhe samajh nahi aata tha ki kis tarah se apne exams ki tyari karu. English ka barrier ab bhi tha, aur kai baar lagta tha ki main kabhi apne goals ko achieve nahi kar paunga.

Phir ek din maine decide kiya ki jo bhi ho, main apne goals ko pura karunga.
Apne exams aur studies ke liye maine apne time ko properly manage karna shuru kiya. Har din thoda thoda English padhne ki koshish ki, aur thodi-thodi practice karte hue apni skills improve ki. Aaj, main apne studies mein better feel karta hoon, aur kaafi cheezein samajh pata hoon jo pehle mushkil lagti thi.

Yeh safar abhi bhi chal raha hai.
Mujhe pata hai ki aage bhi aur challenges aayenge, lekin main apne sapno ko sach karne ke liye poori mehnat karunga. Har din ek nayi seekh milti hai, aur main khud ko behtar bana raha hoon.

Main apne is journey mein kabhi bhi rukna nahi chahta.
Zindagi mein jo bhi challenges aayein, unhe samne se face karna hi sahi raasta hai. Ab main apni padhai pe dhyaan de raha hoon, aur agle exams ke liye taiyar hoon. Mera sapna hai ki ek din main apne gaon ka naam roshan karoon."