Susheel kumar pandit

hii, i am susheel kumar pandit 

mera janam bihar ke ak chhote se vilage vishnupur me huaa hai.

ushi gaw se 10th tak pdai kiye phir 12th me gaw ke hi school me name likha kar, 

patna chale gaye padhne ,wahi par onlion class P.w se kiye , english mediya se liye the to parsani 

bahut ho rha tha , shamaj to jate the ,queki class hinglish me chalta tha ,bat question sahi se nahi bana pate the, 

jiske baje se 12th me 49.6% max aata hai ,intransh exjam ke bare me kuchh pata nahi tha to school khata hone ke bhabh

moj mashti kiye english par dhayan nahi diye  , phir college me name likha ne our pta karne dihli chal aaye onlion 

par foram bharte the our pta karte the ,youtabe par video dekte the college ke ki kaisha hai,kishi me ho rha tha to 

kishi me nahi , koi koi college intrensh exjam par admishan derha tha to koi 50,60% par bat mera 49.6% tha , 

kitna khojne ke badh mila 2-3 college jish me IMS NOIDA COLLEGE besht laga , jake admishan karwaye phir ak paroblam ye tha

mai chahata tha mera phish Bihar studant kad se pe ho , phir soch ke fhai shla liye bank se egucitan lon lete hai ,

kuchh pta nahi tha to youtabe par kuchh video dekhe kuchh samaj nahi aaya to bank me jake pta kiye , bank me ak phir 

probla horha tha ki fhaimli me koi job me hai ya bijnash kar rha hai,bolte the farmer hai to bolta tha sorry nahi ho sakta hai

sarkati bank me trai karo, phir SBI me jane lage phir paroblam college ke pash wale bank se milega ya jaha par ghar

 hai wshke pash ke bank se , nodia me trakiye college ke pash ,kuchh tarika btaya yeye karo mil jayega , college bhi 5/8/24 chalu hogha 

tha college bhijarhe the bank ke bhi kam kra hre the ,13/8/24 ko pg me shipt ho gye, ushke kuchh din ke badh gaw gaye rakchh bandhan ke 

me bank lon ke liye gye nahi huaa , to bank ko shipt karaye liye noida me lachhni wbsaise phoram bhare bank me gaye to dataya galat hai,

sudhar ke gaye shbhi docmant bhi lekar gaye ak our docmand ke mang karne lage joki bole bhi nahi the kuchh time lga ban gya, 

jish time docmant  bnarhe ushi time exjam bhi chal rhatha joki diye nahi. exjam ke badh phir  college jane lage , phir laptop bhi 

liye , ab bank me docmant  jama karna hai , next exjam ke tyari karni hai ,joki 10 din badh hi hai. english ke baje se kuchh bhi sahi se

jyada samajh me nahi aarha hai, kuchh class bhi chutne ke baje se bhi paroblam ho rha hai.

susheel

Hi Susheel Kumar Pandit! Thank you for sharing your story. It sounds like you've faced a lot of challenges and obstacles along the way, but you’re working hard to overcome them. It’s inspiring to see your determination.

From what I understand, you have been through a number of struggles related to language barriers, exams, and the process of getting admissions and loans for your studies. You've also been trying to adjust to new situations and navigate challenges with limited resources. Here are some points I gathered from your message:

1. Struggles with English: You mentioned having difficulty with English, especially in understanding the medium of instruction and making sense of complex concepts. It's quite common for many students, especially those who come from rural backgrounds or schools where Hindi or local languages are used more frequently.
   
   

2. Problems with 12th exams: You didn't perform well in your 12th exams because you faced difficulties in understanding questions and preparing in English. You scored 49.6%, and you mentioned that you didn't know much about entrance exams, which added to the confusion.
   
   

3. Admission to College: After completing your 12th, you explored various colleges and found that some were accepting students with lower scores, and you eventually got admission to IMS Noida. You seem to have faced some financial hurdles, like trying to arrange a bank loan and dealing with issues related to your family background.
   
   

4. Difficulties with the Bank and Loan: You had trouble understanding the loan process, especially when it came to meeting the requirements for family employment or business status. You eventually found a solution by going to different banks and filling out the necessary forms.
   
   

5. Moving to Noida: After settling your college and loan issues, you shifted to Noida and moved into a PG (paying guest) accommodation. You’ve also been dealing with various forms and documents for the loan and other college-related processes.
   
   

6. Upcoming Exams and Classes: You have upcoming exams and are struggling to catch up due to language issues and missed classes. It seems like you are worried about not understanding everything because of language and also the lack of time due to other commitments.
   
   

Some Tips for You:

• English Improvement: Since you are facing challenges with English, I would suggest practicing every day, even if it's for a short period. You could start by watching English movies or videos with subtitles, reading simple English books, or listening to podcasts or songs. Slowly, this will help you improve your language skills, which will make understanding your studies easier.
  
  

• Study Plan: It might be helpful to create a structured study plan for your upcoming exams. Break down your topics into manageable chunks and study for a set amount of time every day. Consistency will help.
  
  

• Use Online Resources: There are plenty of free online resources, including YouTube tutorials, free courses, and online forums where you can ask questions and get help. These might help you clarify doubts, especially in subjects where you are facing difficulties.
  
  

• Practice Previous Year Papers: Try solving previous year’s exam papers or mock tests. This will give you a better idea of what to expect and will help you get more comfortable with the format of the exams.
  
  

• Stay Organized: It seems like you’ve been juggling a lot of tasks, from admissions to loans, and studies. Try to keep your documents organized and make a checklist for each task you need to complete. This will reduce confusion and help you stay on track.
  
  

• Ask for Help: Don’t hesitate to ask for help from your teachers, classmates, or even online communities when you're stuck. Sometimes a fresh perspective can make things clearer.
  
  

Lastly, remember that the struggles you’re going through are temporary, and your persistence will pay off in the long run. Keep pushing forward, and don’t lose hope! If you need more specific help with study materials, English improvement, or exam preparation, feel free to ask. I’m here to help!

Meri Kahani – Susheel Kumar Pandit

Mera naam Susheel Kumar Pandit hai aur mera janam Bihar ke ek chhote se gaon, Vishnupur, mein hua tha. Gaon ke school se 10th tak ki padhai ki thi. Uske baad, 12th ke liye main apne gaon ke school se naam likhva kar Patna aaya, taaki acchi padhai kar paoon. Patna mein pehli baar maine English medium mein padhai shuru ki thi. Bahut mushkil hota tha, kyunki sab kuch English mein hota tha aur mere liye usmein samajhna kaafi challenging tha.

Sham ko hum samajh jaate the, kyunki class Hindi-English mix (Hinglish) mein hoti thi, lekin phir bhi questions ko theek se nahi bana pata tha. Iska asar mere 12th ke result par bhi pada aur mujhe sirf 49.6% marks aaye. Main entrance exams ke baare mein zyada kuch nahi jaanta tha, aur school ke exams ke time bhi maine zyada dhyaan nahi diya tha.

Phir, college ke admission ka time aaya aur maine apne liye kuch colleges dhoondhna shuru kiya. Internet par YouTube videos dekh kar pata chal raha tha ki kis college mein admission mil raha hai aur kis mein nahi. Kuch colleges 50-60% marks ke saath admission de rahe the, lekin mere paas sirf 49.6% tha. Kaafi dhoondhne ke baad, IMS Noida college ka naam mila jo mujhe sabse accha laga.

Ab ek aur mushkil thi – paisa kaise arrange karu? Maine socha tha ki Bihar ka student hoon, toh koi bank loan mil jayega, lekin yeh kaafi complicated tha. Bank ke employees bolte the ki ghar mein koi job ya business ho tabhi loan milega, lekin meri family main koyi job ya business nahi tha. Iske baad, main SBI bank gaya aur loan ke liye apply kiya, lekin document thik se nahi tha, aur unhone mujhe galat bataya. Phir maine sab kuch theek se arrange karke dobara apply kiya.

Ek din, finally loan mil gaya aur college ke liye admission confirm ho gaya. Noida shift ho gaya tha aur PG mein rehne laga. Phir kuch din baad, maine apne documents bank ko jama kar diye, aur exam ke liye tayyari karna shuru kiya.

Lekin ek aur challenge tha – English ka issue ab bhi tha. Class mein kya ho raha tha, aur exam kaise dena tha, sab kuch mushkil lag raha tha. Missed classes bhi thi aur English ka barrier bhi tha, jo har din mujhe aur zyada challenge kar raha tha.

Ab, 10 din baad exams hain aur main poori koshish kar raha hoon ki apne aap ko behtar tareeke se prepare kar paoon. English improve karne ke liye har din thoda thoda practice kar raha hoon.

Jab main apni puri kahani sochta hoon, toh lagta hai ki jo bhi main kar raha hoon, wo ek kadam hai apne sapno ki taraf. Zindagi mein mushkilen aayengi, lekin unhi mushkilon se seekhne ka maza hai. Main apni journey pe focused hoon, aur ummid rakhta hoon ki apne efforts se main apne goals ko achieve kar paunga.