I'm going to be completely honest. Listening to soft music with weather that I love makes me cry. It makes me think about the good parts of my life, all the things that make me happy or go into a more calm state.
Listening to soft tones in music or slow but happy songs makes the static noise in my head begin to fix itself. I don't know how to express myself through words properly, but I feel like if I were to put it through something, it'd have to be soft music.
As much as I like loud and bass filled songs, soft music will always have my heart. This part of my hyperfixations is something that I just feel ashamed of sharing, as I don't really seem like the type of person to dive into soft music as deep as I do with other things. Hell, I feel embarrassed making this page, but I know that I can be able to express myself my own way and this is just something I have to bring myself to share. I hate showing this part of me, as it can show how fragile and vulnerable I can be. I do mention that I'm a sensitive person, but I feel like people can underestimate how vulnerable I can be. Listening to soft music is something that I cling onto, and it hurts knowing that I will or might forget that one day, as a sign I will forget who I am and what I'm supposed to be.
This hyperfixation page is something I thought of avoiding, since I don't like having people know this part of me since (going to be even more honest) I'm very scared of someone using this against me in a harmful way, like trying to act like they know what's best for me or that me having these feelings towards soft songs is stupid. But, sometimes I just have to suck it up. And also realize that not everyone in the world has an ill mindset when it comes to bondaries. I'm honestly sort of proud of being able to put myself out there of my vulnerablility, because I know that there won't be a lot of people looking through this. But, even if so, it would give people an idea of who I am and who I strive to be.
Also, clicking on any of these images will send you to the songs!