Here are the key themes broken down:

1. Property Dispute & Parking Argument

• The author starts with a conflict over a property, referred to as “the ruko” (perhaps a “rumah toko” or shop-house). It appears that someone (referred to as "N") bought it, said that if someone wants to park in the author’s spot, they must pay. When the other party asked about building a fence, they were told not to and accused the author’s family of harming their reputation.
  
  

2. Family Hardships & Financial Stress

• The author describes severe financial struggles, including no stable income. They mention feeling mentally exhausted (“double-minded”) and working hard to try to stay focused under pressure.
  
  

3. Cousin & Divorce Issues

• The author’s cousin left the household and relocated to Germany with her mother and foster father, which has been emotionally difficult. They express disappointment at not being able to spend time with her.
  
  

• There is mention of the cousin’s ex-wife who remains in the house and is negatively characterized as using the grandmother and “framing” the children.
  
  

4. Criticisms of Family Members

• The author expresses deep frustration with their younger uncle (mother’s little brother), calling him “retarted” and describing how he distributed eviction notes to tenants without proper verification, causing financial stress and reputational harm to the family.
  
  

• The older brother of the author (their mother's older brother) is said to be unsupportive, despite being a professional and teaching online—implying that only a small fraction of his students attend.
  
  

5. Step-Father Relationship

• The step-father is described as being emotionally or financially manipulated by the author (or their mother’s) daughter, with money always going to her rather than him—tying into feelings of resentment or imbalance within the household.
  
  

6. Remarriage Troubles and “Black Magic”

• The author recalls their mother’s remarriage and mentions that a step-sister or step-sibling allegedly used “voodoo” or “susuk” (a form of spiritual tattoo or charm in Indonesian beliefs) to try to break up the marriage. The author asserts this did not succeed.
  
  

7. Creative Aspirations & “Discontinued Progress”

• There is a brief expression of the author’s creative aspirations to build an RPG horror game, which remained unfinished and saved as a draft. The author reflects on feelings of loneliness, lack of motivation, and depression—wishing for support such as friends who would encourage them to learn new languages (e.g., Japanese and German).
  
  

8. Campus Life & Friendships

• The author criticizes campus peers and friends, labeling them “bozos,” and describing them as procrastinators who only do homework close to deadlines—frustrating for the author.

In Summary

This page appears to be a heartfelt, raw outpouring—a lot of personal pain, frustration, and emotional heaviness wrapped into one space. It addresses:Family tensions—property disputes, divorce issues, manipulations, parental relationships.
Financial insecurity and the emotional toll it takes.
Creative ambitions hindered by emotional struggles.
Feelings of isolation, depression, and longing for companionship or support.

alot have gone trough no income i wish there are but sadly they dont because im fighting and praying even if i play games i got double minded i trained that to be focusing 2 things at once (sorry)

[Grandma]

a victim by my mom little brother wife who is no longer a wife cause they got divorce and still staying inside the house with grandma  she should get out of there i wished from the start and not staying like a bitch who is really rich

and my cuzin left the house cause of my grandma telling her to go with her mom instead i hate it cuz i cant even play with her no more she live in germany with mom and foster father i hope that father is an ok dad suppose to be muslim

[My mom little brother]

retarted what can i say when he first came and gave a note to the renters of the building telling them to get out and not verify first it make me sick of him to do that now we dont have money to survive and the debt kept coming to our building demanding that we pay them and i cant upgrade my pc and make my self known anymore everything seems so bland 

[My mom little brother wife]

using my grandma to be a victim and divorce him cause she framed him to bully the children her children wich is theirs and telling what he did wich is a LIE to grandma

[My mom older brother]

dosent help he is also a prof only 1/5 students college learning online idk much more about him 

[step-father]

manipulated by his own daughter the money goes to her all the time not to him to keep him fed my mom knows alot about him wished to see his cooking and him telling about his story with my mom

after mr A propose to my mother things going downhill, his stepson or my step sister today using a voodoo or black magic to seperate mother and father trying to fail the marrige but it wont happend cause there's me after i told my father dont disturb me while im doing something in my computer it went well but silently weird.

step sister using SUSUK for beauty (but for real it just ugly still fat nothing change)

my step brother i gave him my OLD PC for free instead of letting him paid also he suck at school (Vaping, skipping class and skipping homework always follows step sister like an idiot)

these 2 are greedy bastard

my step sister yelling at my mom cause i dont know what its all about but my mother told me so

after the marrige my mother litle brother goes very weird my grandma gave the paper to him so he could kick us out right before the money about to came in the guy who sent the paperworks of the moving place sent it to the wrong guy and that was a big mistake

next day there no income exept moving the place everyone dosent want to play the rent cause of family issue

my grandma always think we have money but we dont we just look like have alot of money but we actually dont

one day i was trying to make a game RPG horror game it never completed it saved as draft.... i wish i have a team for giving me a hype and sometime i want to learn other language it just giving me depression cause i have nothing or no one to be with like a supporter or asking me to do stuff 

example YO RAX COME WE GOING TO LEARN SOME JAPANESE LANGUAGE AND GERMAN LANGUAGE ARE YOU UP FOR IT? man i wish can use online and offline too... im actually pretty lonely since 2010

homework after homework they just wanted to be near deadline not working togehter

bunch of nerds basicly