Arc 8: Chapter 6
Jin Ran felt for the first time what it meant for his heart to be torn in two. Instinctive desire burned his body and clashed with his reason, wanting him to solely focus on the feeling of Lin Yuan’s lips, skin, and body heat. But his resentment shouted in his mind that he hated Lin Yuan to the bone.
When Jin Ran remembered the pain and hurt under Lin Yuan’s hand over the past three years and the fear of death from that night, hatred seemed to overwhelm desire.
At this time, Lin Yuan stretched out the tip of his soft tongue and slowly licked the rest on his lips. He even lowered his head and licked his fingers, as if tasting something delicious.
Jin Ran’s eyes darkened, and his fingers clenched unconsciously, making the blue veins on the back of his hand rise. The next second, Jin Ran bowed his head. His handsome face sunk into the shadows, and he bit Lin Yuan’s lips fiercely.
Jin Ran tasted his own taste, and his rational mind flew away. He caged Lin Yuan against the wall of the bathroom, and kissed fiercely and passionately.
Lin Yuan’s vision blurred and he felt as if the oxygen in his lungs was being stolen.
After an unknown amount of time, Jin Ran withdrew and peppered kisses on the side of his face. He gasped lowly in Lin Yuan’s ear: “How do you think it tastes?”
Hearing this, Lin Yuan rolled his eyes while panting: “Didn’t you eat it last night too? You should know.”
As if thinking of something, Lin Yuan leaned closer and said slowly: “Jin Ran, did I make you feel good? Are you disgusted?”
Jin Ran unnaturally turned his gaze away, and paused imperceptibly before saying hoarsely: “What are you saying? What else should I feel?”
But his whole mind was filled with Lin Yuan’s lips, Lin Yuan’s tongue, and the hot, wet, and soft cavern. He had never felt so good before.
Jin Ran looked at Lin Yuan, eye flitting down to Lin Yuan’s lips, and shot back: “What about you? Wasn’t using your mouth disgusting?”
Lin Yuan didn’t give a definite answer: “What do you think?”
Jin Ran didn’t know how to answer, so he didn’t. He just kissed Lin Yuan again, hastily with desire that he hadn’t even realized.
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The slap Lin Yuan did to himself was quite cruel. When Jin Ran rubbed medicine on his cheek, Lin Yuan’s eyes reddened and he looked very aggrieved.
Feeling amused, Jin Ran deliberately increased his force.
Lin Yuan winced in pain and glared at the other with red eyes: “You’re doing that on purpose!”
Jin Ran admitted it calmly: “That’s right.”
Lin Yuan puffed out his cheeks and turned his back to ignore him.
Jin Ran shrugged and rubbed the medicine on himself. But the whole time, his eyes were staring at the teenager’s slender neck and fair skin that seemed even paler than his snow-white pajamas.
Although Lin Yuan didn’t anticipate Jin Ran to coax him, he still had some expectations in his heart. Maybe there was a one percent chance.
But reality was the other ninety nine percent.
Lin Yuan turned back slightly and looked at the indifferent teenager. With dark hair, pale skin, and handsome features, Jin Ran seemed like a normal eighteen year old boyーif you ignored the handprint on the side of his face.
Lin Yuan frowned and then scooted closer to the other. He raised his head and gently blew on Jin Ran’s cheek. He asked quietly: “Does it still hurt?”
Jin Ran’s movements halted and his ears reddened. Suddenly, he cursed himself in his heart, how could he even consider for a second that this little devil was caring for him? His eyes turned gloomy and he sneered: “You never asked me if it hurt before. If I knew earlier that…”
Lin Yuan showed a puzzled expression and asked innocently: “Knew what?”
Jin Ran didn’t say anything.
Lin Yuan tugged Jin Ran’s sleeve: “Jin Ran? What were you going to say? Why are you ignoring me?”
Such an innocent and soft voice suddenly made Jin Ran feel a sense of authority over the teenager. But this sense was false, because he knew that Lin Yuan had always been the controller. Jin Ran’s gaze was now cold, and his voice was emotionless: “Nothing. It just hurts a little.”
Lin Yuan’s expression immediately turned nervous. While gently exhaling puffs of air, he said: “Not hurting, not hurting, it won’t hurt soon.”
Looking at Lin Yuan’s clear eyes filled with worry, Jin Ran only felt irony. Faced with such an obvious carrot and stick method, he still couldn’t help but fall for it. Even though he could clearly feel the pain, he also couldn’t help but indulge in the sweetness.
【Di! Congrats host, the villain’s blackening value has decreased to 91%.】
As an orphan, Jin Ran loved candy and sweet things.
But if the sweetness came from Lin Yuan…
【Di! Please pay attention host, the villain’s blackening value has risen to 98%.】
Jin Ran’s gaze dropped to Lin Yuan’s lips.
【Di! Please pay attention host, the villain’s blackening value has decreased to 90%.】
As the system prompts rang continuously, Jin Ran’s face hardly showed any emotional changes. But Lin Yuan felt that the teenager’s body seemed wounded and thin.
Lin Yuan bit his lip. After a few seconds, he hugged Jin Ran’s neck, whispering: “Jin Ran, I’m in pain too. Can you hug me?”
“I apologized to you a lot, so can you hug me?”
Maybe the sunlight that filled the room made Jin Ran have an illusion that the boy in his arms was warm and harmless. He thought to himself, whatever.
He already had a brush with death, what could be worse?
Jin Ran held Lin Yuan tightly in his arms, as if he was trying to merge their bodies together.
The sun was really warm, and Lin Yuan… was also warm.
【Di! Congrats host, the villain’s blackening value has decreased to 89%.】
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Lin Yuan knew that Jin Ran wanted to take the college entrance exam and continue studying. If it hadn’t been for the car accident, Jin Ran would’ve already left the Lin family.
By January, Lin Yuan used the last of the recovery potion, and Jin Ran went to the hospital for his last checkup. All of the various health tests showed that he was in good health.
Jin Ran was in a good mood for the rest of the day. At night, Lin Yuan sneaked into his room, and the two kissed in bed for a long time.
Jin Ran’s malicious thoughts arose again. He asked Lin Yuan to use his thighs to help him, expecting Lin Yuan to be angry and then he would force Lin Yuan anyways. To his surprise, Lin Yuan agreed obediently. His moans were soft and his voice was also pleasant to the ear.
When Lin Yuan lay in his arms and slept soundly, Jin Ran stared at him quietly for a long time. He guessed that Lin Yuan liked to sleep with him because then he wouldn’t have nightmares, which was probably why Lin Yuan agreed to what he wanted.
Probably. Anyways, it can’t be because Lin Yuan liked him.
The hugs, kisses, and intimacy between them wasn’t even for pleasure, they were just to torture each other.
They were hurting each other…
When school started, Father Lin planned to arrange a tutor for Lin Yuan, but Lin Yuan didn’t want to study. He had already experienced high school and college. He had even studied Daoism, swordsmanship, flower arrangement, painting etc. Lin Yuan really didn’t want to study anymore!
As for Jin Ran, he began to get busy in his senior year of high school.
No. 1 High School didn’t have evening study time on Saturday, so Jin Ran was ready to go back to Lin’s house after class ended. The moment he left campus, several boys stopped him.
The leader was a boy named Qi Lei. He scanned Jin Ran up and down and scoffed: “Yo, you’re really lucky. Not only did you not die, your arms and legs are still working.”
Qi Lei’s group was a bunch of rich young masters who played with Lin Yuan. They were getting bored recently, when they suddenly heard Jin Ran had recovered and gone back to school.
Jin Ran didn’t want to pay attention to this group of people: “What do you want?”
Qi Lei raised an eyebrow: “Nothing. Come play with us.”
Jin Ran refused: “I need to go back. Lin Yuan is waiting for me at home.”
Jin Ran thought if he used Lin Yuan’s name, this group of people would let him go.
Qi Lei took out a cigarette and lit it. Taking a drag, he deliberately spit out the smoke on Jin Ran’s face: “Lin Yuan is already coming. Now you don’t need to go home, right?”