1925. Ā shiloh thomas warren was born to donna hartley and martin nichols. he is the only son of the two. however, when donna first discovered she was pregnant with shiloh, martin packed everything he owned in the middle of the night and left, never to be heard from again. donna would find help from some of her family, her sister namely, who would offer to care for her during the hardships of pregnancy, and be there for her when the baby was delivered. but raising the boy, raising him she had to do on her own.Ā
1927. Ā shiloh is two (2) years old: by now he has said his first word and certainly taken his first steps. and donna is working two jobs to make ends meet. she is a hospital nurse by day and a club coat checker by night, leaving shiloh with her sister most nights. its a tough job, being a single mom, but donna handles herself well. people around her talk, whisper of the unmarried hand and the baby she carries at her hip, but she doesnāt listen. she loves her son, and as difficult as it is - she loves her life. there isnāt a thing in this world that would make her change her mind about that.Ā
1930. Ā shiloh is five (5) years old: by now he is learning to read. donna manages to teach him all of these things in her spare time, what little she might have of it. she has quit her night job at this point, making more money now as a nurse after being with the hospital for over a couple of years, and even managed to move her position to evenings to spend more time with her son during the day. but come one fateful day in late winter, february of 1930, donna meets a pilot by the name of harry warren. he was kind to her, made her laugh when they first met crossing paths at the hospital one night, and soon they were inseparable. for hours after meeting, in any down time that donna would gather, they would talk. by the time her shift was over, he walked her home. they began a relationship that night and then, four months later, they married. shiloh officially becomes a warren.
1934. Ā shiloh is nine (9) years old: he has been in school for a couple of years now, he stays awake at night waiting for his mom to get home from the hospital some nights and learns about what harry does for a living. harry warren has become shilohs greatest role model. harry taught him how to ride a bike at six years old, and has taught him how to play baseball at seven. every chance they get now, they go to games at the fields and spend a whole day watching the different teams play; it becomes their favorite pass time to do together. and sometimes harry will take him to the base he is stationed at and show him the plane he flies sometimes, and that is the first time shiloh claims that when he grows up, he wants to be just like harry. he wants to fly.
1939. Ā war is brewing, the world is perhaps more uncertain than it ever has been and the people are worried. shiloh is fourteen (14) years old. growing concerns are leading some young men to take initiative, the older brothers of some of shilohs classmates are enlisting in case the events of war do unfold and america decides to step its foot into the door. shiloh, being fourteen and impressionable, goes home after being told yet another brother of his classmates is āgoing to warā and telling his parents that he wishes to become a solider in case the fighting starts. heartbroken and worried for shilohs safety, both harry and donna sit down with him and talk him through what it means to be a soldier, and how he isnāt quite old enough but if in the next couple of years he still wishes to become a soldier, they wonāt stop him. its the second time shiloh states that he wishes to be like harry: he wants to be strong and a solider, and he wants to fly.
they both insist on him waiting. waiting until heās older, waiting until he is eighteen to decide what he wishes to do with the rest of his life. if he wants to fly, harry will speak to someone once heās old enough. but at fourteen, the talks and whispers of war fresh on his mind, āplease, waitā is what his parents say. and he does, he waits. the walks of war become reality in just a few short months, september marks the beginning of tragedy half a world away. shiloh keeps a keen eye on the news, every piece of information he can take in. he waits as one year passes,Ā 1940. then another, 1941. then another, 1942. and that is when things begin to changeā¦Ā
1942. Ā shiloh is now seventeen (17) years old. 1942 marks the beginning of when the tides begin to shift. men across america are enlisting and being drafted for the war effort after the events that occurred at pearl harbor just the year before. men are eager to join, bring the fight to the bastards that āmessed with the wrong fuckinā bull,ā as shiloh once heard. 1942 also stands as the year that harry began getting orders to fly out with other men to help their allies across the pond in bringing aid to their people, as well as provide more air support against the germans. seeing harry go was the hardest part of it, having to say goodbye to him for months at a time, never knowing when he will return to them, but it solidified in shiloh the want to be a soldier. he wanted to help, he wanted to be part of the difference, part of the people that would bring aid to someone who needed his help and that of the various other allies across the world.
1943. Ā our boy is officially eighteen (18) years of age and, as promised, allowed his freedoms to enlist his services in the armed forces. however, his dream to fly would not come to be⦠the pilot program simply didnāt see him as a good candidate. feeling more than a little defeated, shiloh wouldnāt allow that to stop him. he may never have gotten to fly, but he made damn sure made the best soldier on the ground that he could be. in 1944, shiloh doesnāt see as much action as others do, but still the hardships of war reach even him, as do the stark realities that men often come face to face with when dealing with life and death. war still changes him in ways that it changes all men, it scars him in unimaginable ways. he sees death and destruction on another level, he becomes oddly familiar with the best and worst of humanity, and he finds a brotherhood amongst the men. men heād die for, heād fight for, who he was, is, and always shall be proud to call his brothers.
MILITARY Ā SERVICE:
1945. Ā at twenty (20) years old, shiloh has seen more things than any one person should. at twenty years old, shiloh warren has seen the effects of war and become familiar with them himself. but in 1945, the war is over. at least, thats what they say. thats what they tell the people, the soldiers who have carried the conflict in the european theater. germany surrenders in late january, and the war officially ends on paper. the soldiers, however, the war torn citizens of europe, must live on with a constant war. no more missions, no more orders, no more fighting; but still a battle rages. its the case even for shiloh. he never stops fighting that war, it just gets easier to subdue his demons, his own enemies, and even that takes years to master.Ā
twenty year old shiloh warren is sent back home to the states with a pat on the back and joins that welcome home parade. the spirits are high for now, and its easy to hide in the distraction of it all. the war is over, VE DAY is what they call may 8th, 1945. shiloh spends that day finding a train to take him home, new york to st. louis, or as close to it as he can come.
and once heās back home, shiloh spends every waking moment he has trying to forget the horrors he witnessed overseas. he tries to find his peace, but he doesnāt have to do it alone. harry, also returning home from the war almost a week after shiloh, helps him through each day. they help each other. they find comfort in knowing that they arenāt alone, and come to be open and honest with each other of just what they had seen and been apart of. none of it was easy. it was the hardest thing shiloh learned to live with, the hardest thing that harry had ever helped him with. it was awful and rotten and dirty, there were no pretty sides to the aftermath of the war. some days were harder than others, but slowly they both had come to find a peace. its consistent work, never stops. āit never will,ā harry told him. and it was certainly the truth. even decades later, shiloh will work through his past and fight his demons.
1947. Ā 1947 would go down as one of the worst years for the warren family. newly twenty-two (22), shiloh warren loses the only father he has ever known. harry warren had been called upon multiple times to return to the air, and without question nor hesitation - harry responded. that time in 1947 was no different. he was called upon one last time and like before, harry never asked any questions nor hesitated. he was out of the house within an hour of getting called to base, saying his goodbyes to his family never knowing that they would be his last. the mission will likely never be disclosed, wrapped tightly in confidential tape and flagged top secret, but somewhere around 0600 hours, just over the pacific ocean, or that is what the military assumes, harry warren, along with two other man (lloyd walsh and edward madison), disappears. no radio contact, but perhaps the worst of all: no signs of a crash over land. a month long search over a large swath of the ocean was conducted for the three men, but further answers or evidence was never found. each man on plane was declared MISSING IN ACTION.
it was a harsh and devastating blow to shiloh. the man that taught him everything he had ever known, the man who loved him like his own son, who raised him to be every bit of the man he was: gone in a single night. and nobody was telling him anything, not a single word. when he tried to keep as up to date on the investigation as he could be while it was active, nobody would give him anything. no answers, no help. shiloh was meant to simply accept the fact that harry was gone. but it wasnāt sitting with him; he promised himself that he was going to find answers, even if it took him until he died to get them. harryās mission file, as well as those of the other two men that had gone with him, was sealed and labeled top secret the very next day. shiloh would never know why or what exactly happened to harry warren. but he did learn one thing ⦠harry was running early surveillance.
1950. Ā shiloh, now twenty-five (25), was more convinced than ever that harry warren, the man who had disappeared over the ocean just three years earlier, was actually shot down by the russians. the news of the cold war has spread like wildfire throughout the country. many people fear another entrance to war, others are afraid of total devastation by way of nuclear war, and even more are going about their normal lives doing their best to ignore the goings on of the world outside of their own. for shiloh, he is more determined than ever to know what happened to his father. over the last three years after his disappearance, shiloh warren has worked consistently, down to his very bone, to get into the cia, to become an agent, getting into foreign affairs, and ultimately across the sea to bring the fight to them, the questions to them. the people he was sure had been responsible for his fathers fate.
shiloh was largely successful. with much push and because of his strong drive, he was picked up and then immediately assigned to their foreign affairs. not long after that, he was cleared to be one of their overseas operatives on the ground, of which there were becoming few and far between. the missions were getting harder, the information tighter due to the blockade, due to rising suspicions of espionage. but some pushed through, some managed. next was shiloh.
COLD Ā WAR:
1952. Ā shiloh first touches foreign soil for the second time in his life in 1952, when he is twenty-seven (27) years old. for the first couple of months, during the brutally cold months of november through january (then entering into ā53), shiloh spent the majority of his time on the western side of the occupied country. he studied ins and outs of the wall, the divide and the blockades that seem to run for miles down the middle of germany, as well as the people and world beyond the wall. he became familiar with the language, both german and russian, became familiar his each of his contacts. some of them were double agents, working with british intelligence as well as the united states to provide information of the status of their super power neighbor; some were those who managed to escape the eastern side and work to free the rest of the country and at least have a hand in bringing down the ussr.
1953. Ā shiloh didnāt manage to cross into the eastern part of the country until mid 1953. he is smuggled in by one of his contacts. to the eastern side, shiloh is a regular citizen of germany under the name otto neumann. he would often times pose as his contacts nephew, as his most prominent contact, the one that he would turn to most, and would become his in between point of communications, was a little over a decade his senior.
when they crossed the blockade, they would go their separate ways but meet up every other sunday for ābunchā at a cafe, often in public eye, broad daylight, to exchange the āweekly news.ā shiloh would give him everything he has gathered, often in an envelope tucked into a newspaper or sometimes a pastry box with a false bottom, or even a book; and his contact would give him something in return sometimes: new missions and new reports often in similar ways. both of them having their reports coded. keywords always shifted back and forth, often granted in their conversations to each other. it was how they managed to keep themselves safe, their information, their work. it was another way they could guarantee each other that everything would be safe. after those ābrunches,ā they would again part ways. emergency meets were rarely called, though the process for that, too, was simple and coded. each did their part to stay under the radar. you never know when youāre being monitored.
1954. Ā soon. Ā basics:Ā he gets moved closer to russia (and often gets missions in russia), gets in touch with a different contact. less time to get acquainted with things, leads to mistakes being made by his contact, ultimately getting him (the contact) killed and nearly getting shiloh killed in the process. for a couple months after that, shiloh was solo. then he gets a new contact, they accomplish a lot together. then 1955ā¦Ā