Credits:
Songwriter - Yonghoon, Cya
Composer - Yonghoon, Jeon Dawoon, Cya
Arrangement - Jeon Dawoon, Yonghoon, Cya
Recorded - Jeon Dawoon @ RBW Studio
Mixed - Kim Minhee @ 821 Sound
Original lyrics: (x)
The consideration that you try to show as to not hurt your partner when realizing that your feelings might not be the same anymore is actually what ends up hurting them the most. Iโve told lies, even though I knew it was wrong, and only once they became a dagger, did I understand that showing too much care isnโt actually being considerate. Memories that are both great and painful coexist in the lyrics with feelings that havenโt disappeared for the other person and are weighing heavily on the heart.
(source: x)
[Lyrics]
๋ ๋ ์ํด ์ฐ๋ฝ์ฒ๋ฅผ ์ง์ ์ง
You deleted your number for my shake
๋ด๊ฐ ์ํ์ง ์๊ฒ
So that I wouldn't be hurting
์ ์ํ ์ ์์๊ฒ ์ง
Do you think there was a way I wouldnโt be hurt?
๊ทธ๋ ๋ด๊ฐ ๊ทธ๊ฑธ ๋ชป ๋ดค์๋ค๋ฉด
Yeah, maybe if I hadnโt seen that
If
๋ง์ฝ ์คํด๋ผ๋ ๋ง์ ํ์ง๋ง
If ever, donโt say that it was a misunderstanding
๋ค ๋ง์ ํ๋ค๋ฆด ๊ฑฐ๋ ์๊ฐ์ ๋ง
Don't think that Iโm swayed by your words
๊ทธ๊ฒ ๋ ์ํ ๊ฑธ ์ ๋ชฐ๋ผ ์
How do you not know this is way more painful, how?
์ ๊น์ด๋ ๊ฑธ ๋ ์ ๋ชฐ๋ผ ์
Even if it was just for a short time, how do you not know, how?
๋ ์ํ์์
Thatโs whatโs even more painful
๋ ๊น๊ฒ ํ๊ณ ๋ค์์
Thatโs whatโs piercing [my heart] even more
๋ด๊ฐ ๋ ์ํ๊ฑธ ์ ๋ชฐ๋ผ ์
How do you not know this is way more painful, how?
์ ๊น์ด๋ ๊ฑธ ๋ ์ ๋ชฐ๋ผ ์
Even if it was just for a short time, how do you not know, how?
๋ ์ํ์์
Thatโs whatโs even more painful
๋ ๊น๊ฒ ํ๊ณ ๋ค์์
Thatโs whatโs piercing [my heart] even more
์์ ๊ทธ ๋งํฌ์๋
Even with this indifferent tone
๋๋ง ์ง๋์น ์จ๋
Iโm the only one getting overly heated
ํผ์๋ง ๊ณ์ ๋ฑ
๋๋ ๋ํ์ ํฉ์ธ๋ ค
Iโm the only one who keeps getting carried away by conversation going in circles
๋ ๋๋ง ๋ค์ณค๋ค๊ณ
Once again, Iโm the only one who end up getting hurt
์ด์ ๋ ๊ฑฐ์ ์๋์ง ์กฐ์
Now of course itโs nearly impossible to regulate
์์ง ๋ ๋ค ๊ธฐ๋ถ์ ๋ง์ถฐ
I still act according to how you feel
๊ฐ์ธ ์์ ์ฌ๋์ ๋ฌ์๋
Holding, embracing, love, running away
๋ค์๊ธ ๊ฐ์ด ๋ฐ๋ง์ถ๋ฉฐ ๊ฑท๋ ๋
The day we can walk together again, at the same pace
๋ค์ ๋ ์์ ๋ค๊ฐ ๋ฏธ์๋ฅผ ๋๋ ๋
The day you can smile widely in front [of me] once more
๊ทธ๋ฅ ๊ทธ์ ์ฐ๋ฆฌ ์ต์ํด์ง ๊ฑธ๊น
Thatโs just how things are, Is it because we got used to it?
์๋๋ฉด ์๋ก์๊ฒ ๋ฐฐ๋ ค๋ฅผ ๋ง์ด ํ ํ์ผ๊น
Or did we care too much about each other?
๊ทธ๊ฒ ๋ ์ํ ๊ฑธ ์ ๋ชฐ๋ผ ์
How do you not know this is way more painful, how?
์ ๊น์ด๋ ๊ฑธ ๋ ์ ๋ชฐ๋ผ ์
Even if it was just for a short time, how do you not know, how?
๋ ์ํ์์
Thatโs whatโs even more painful
๋ ๊น๊ฒ ํ๊ณ ๋ค์์
Thatโs whatโs piercing [my heart] even more
๋ด๊ฐ ๋ ์ํ ๊ฑธ ์ ๋ชฐ๋ผ ์
How do you not know this is way more painful, how?
์ ๊น์ด๋ ๊ฑธ ๋ ์ ๋ชฐ๋ผ ์
Even if it was just for a short time, how do you not know, how?
๋ ์ํ์์
Thatโs whatโs even more painful
๋ ๊น๊ฒ ํ๊ณ ๋ค์์
Thatโs whatโs piercing [my heart] even more
๋ด๊ฐ ๋ ๋์ ๊ฑธ ์ ๋ชฐ๋ผ ์
How do you not know this is way more awful, how?
์ ๊น์ด๋ ๊ฑธ ๋ ์ ๋ชฐ๋ผ ์
Even if it was just for a short time, how do you not know, how?
๋ ์ํ์์
Thatโs whatโs even more painful
๋ ๊น๊ฒ ํ๊ณ ๋ค์์
Thatโs whatโs piercing [my heart] even more
๋ง์ง๋ง์ด ๋ ๊ฑธ ์ ๋ชฐ๋ผ ์
How do I not know this could become the last time, how?
์ธ๊ณ ์๋ ๋ ๋ ์ดํดํด ์
You who are crying, Iโm understanding once more, how?
๋๋ ์ํ์์
You know, thatโs painful for you as well
์ ์๊ณ ์์์
Youโre very much aware of it
์ง์์ง์ง์กฐ์ฐจ ์์์ ๋
You know, youโre not even erasing it
์ข์ ๊ธฐ์ต๋ง ๋ ๋์์ ์ ๋ ์ํ์์
You know, the good memories are the only thing that keeps coming back to me, how
๋ ์ํ์์
You know, thatโs painful for you as well
๋ ๊น๊ฒ ํ๊ณ ๋ค์์
Thatโs whatโs piercing [my heart] even more