[Huh... How'd I find this? How did SHE find this? ✿]
Just... scribblin' this down fast, it's pretty late heh.
You know I feel pretty bad for Dave...
Alla these timelines n' such...
It's really gettin' to him.
Havin' timelines of yourself is stressful... since they're you.
When I saw my own timelines I...
It's hard not to feel like you're next.
Feeling like you aren't even you... just another one in line.
Hearin' him talk about it... seein' a whole on VISUAL showing how he felt...
It hurts man.
And it all really just... boils down to him being scared.
Scared, afraid, and alone.
It's like trying to reach out to yourself
but there's nothing there.
...
Some of the AUs and timelines seemed nice though.
Some of them 'pparently already heard of me from Dave heh.
Some of 'em seem scary though... based on what Dave said.
Some of them I already KNEW were scary... like what do they call Berc when he had the... was it Raver?
I... I want to help Dave.
I feel like... I feel like ever since I met him in that first dream... he understands.
He... he's going through what seems to be an unradical amount of pain.
And the more and more I talked to the guy... he felt like a friend.
Like I already had some sort of connection with him.
I've heard a lot about how these other timelines are affecting him and...
Even if he seems to be getting better now...
I feel like those feelings are still there.
Maybe... Maybe I can try to start up one of those weird dreams again?
Let him have a nice little safe space to talk about it...
I know this sounds weird and all but...
I... I want to help Dave.
I love him.
I care about him.
And I want to be there for him.
:]
LOG 2
I... I tried to have the dream... but I saw something else instead.
...The place almost seemed similar to.. to [THE_ROOM].
But... Dave's stage?
And... Dave...
I thought it WAS just a dream.
But, I could FEEL him... I think it was one of those weird transportation dreams I've been having.
He was... He was...
He was all of them.
It was confusing at first since... since he looked like Berc.
He felt like Berc.
He felt like Dave.
I even saw some I couldn't even recognize...
I could feel that familiar buzz from all directions... IN MY HEAD...
Can't even imagine how much worse it was for him.
I couldn't
I can't
breathe...
I...
He... changed? He's... he's looks...
Oh Dave.
Please... I promise it's gonna be okay.
Come here.
I might only know pieces of all of you, but I still care.
I...
I really just want, all of us to finally have y'know a bit of a break.
Dave, Me, Berc...
...John...
This Dave too.
It must be overwhelming being everything everywhere all at once homie...
being tasked to be the entire ensemble, instead of one instrument.
Not feeling like you.
Oh do I understand that...
I'm still as scared as ever.
Still waiting.
But I hope one day...
All of us, can simply be happy.
Or...
Enjoy the small moments while they last.
Dear that Dave,
You don't have to carry everyone's weights ya'know. :]
And if you ever need me,
just clear your mind, and call my name.
Everything will be alright, and I promise that to everyone. :]