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In a radio interview, Hammond said that the idea for the song came from his impending marriage to his live-in girlfriend of seven years after his divorce from his previous wife was finalized. He had said to Warren, "It's almost like they've stopped me from marrying this woman for seven years, and they haven't succeeded. They're not gonna stop me doing it."[8] The song has been considered "feel good" propelled by a strong synthesizer beat.[9]

This process, this way in which nothing stops, is not specific to New York. It is not specific to cities, to good diners that become faceless salad chains, to wild-night bars that become bank branches. Maybe it happens faster here, but it happens everywhere and to everyone. It is not specific to places at all, or even to being young and then getting older. This is the process of history, and of crisis, of disease and of love. We may try sometimes to stand still, but we are standing on a moving walkway.

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All anybody wants is for it to stop, just for a day, just for a minute. Everyone hating the idea of a vibe shift was funny, and petty, and stupid, but it also pointed toward that soft longing for things to stay still for just one second. What I want most to give everyone I love is a pause, a break, a single day when nothing happens.

On Instagram, someone posts a picture of people sheltering in a metro in Kyiv. Pairs and groups press together, bundled in their winter clothes. People sit on stairs, lean across one another, huddle into their phones. A kid in a corner holds a pet carrier with one hand and kneels down to its level, looking intently at whatever is inside. All people want is for nothing to happen; all anybody wants is another day of our soft, stupid little lives, to be allowed the vulnerabilities we have built into them. We clutter up our houses with useless objects that mean something to us; we adopt pets who would slow us down in a crisis. All this is a way of ignoring the truth that nothing stops, which is to say it is a form of love.

One night, when a big storm had just started, Thomas took a photo of a bus stop near our house. The street and the bus shelter were piled with snow so high that the curb was no longer distinguishable from the road. Stuck in the middle of it like a buoy in the ocean was a tall rectangular screen, which normally shows the bus schedule. Instead, on that snowy night, fixed letters in bright computer-blue simply read \u201CNOTHING STOPS.\u201D Thomas took a photo and sent it to me, and I posted it to instagram without even asking him if I could. It was so heavy-handed and so stupid, hitting the nail on the head so hard that it rang like a bell. Nothing stops.

If there\u2019s anything we\u2019ve learned in the last two years of living through history, it\u2019s this: Nothing stops. I got old while Covid became familiar, but we all did. The third week of March, spring took over New York, yellow crocuses pushing out of the frozen ground, determined faces and braced flabby arms, with no one to see them. I stood in the kitchen, listening to one song again and again. I taught myself to make the dumplings I couldn\u2019t buy, washed my hands until the skin cracked and bled, and assumed the end was coming. Across screens with friends and with family, we talked about what it would be like when this was over, when it was a distant memory. How will kids learn about this in textbooks, we asked one another, thinking of how a chapter cleanly begins and ends. I was on twitter too much. I read people\u2019s stories about getting sick, and their predictions about how future generations would understand this moment in history. Everyone wanted to tell you how they would talk about this when it was over. It was a way to admit that you wanted it to be over, and that you believed it would be soon.

It\u2019s two years now, this month, the end of next month. People are talking about their last normal day again. I want anniversaries to matter, but mostly all they seem to say is that everything just keeps going. I want each year to mean something that the last year did not. I want there to be an end to this; I want there to be a next thing. But there already has been. Each day there\u2019s a next thing. The next thing is the fact that it continues. What happened next is that we are still in it, that the same thing goes on past one year and then past the next one, everything changes and nothing ends. What happens next is that nothing stops.

When I moved to New York, the Strokes were playing shows at Bowery Ballroom and in some places downtown there were still empty lots and piles of trash in the street corners. At night we all went to Don Hill\u2019s and crashed our stupid hearts into one another while hoping we might see Karen O in line for the bathroom. The 9 train rain from the 116th stop where I pretended I knew how to take the subway, and I got lost whenever I tried to go anywhere by myself, because phones didn\u2019t yet have maps in them. Avenue A was all cheap tattoo parlors and vegan restaurants for hippies and the dankest, grimiest diners you had ever seen. On greasy Sunday mornings, my best friend and I would go sit and talk about sex and love in a booth in the window while roaches scurried over our shoes. Nobody had hurt anybody yet; the people I loved were a straight line into the future.

I didn\u2019t think I was living in the old New York, or in some cool version of the city; I thought that I had missed it, the way maybe everyone does when they move here. But I paid for drinks in cash at nameless bars below Union Square, ducked into thrift shops with windows that seemed to not have been cleaned in decades, and bought water bottles at the gas station on Houston that looked just like every other gas station in America. So much of the sky was still empty that I never noticed it at all. All night something good was always open, and somebody always had a cigarette, and weed was smelly and unfashionable, and you could still run into Lou Reed on a Sunday afternoon in the East Village, skinny and wearing sunglasses and looking just as hungover as you were. There were a million places to buy cheap late-night food, and only a few where you could buy a computer. There were parties sometimes in big unmarked cement rooms down in Tribeca, far from the subway; empty blocks in Manhattan yawned with space that nobody seemed to know what to do with yet. Everybody dressed up in glitter and leather and vaseline and nothing and hoped maybe no one would notice that any of this was here, and they didn\u2019t, until they did.

Nothing stops. People say \u201Cthe pandemic\u201D in the past tense and I judge them for it; then I do the same thing. I catch myself, and insert the oily little parenthetical about how the pandemic isn\u2019t over. I didn\u2019t mean to use the past tense, I explain, I meant to use the present tense. I know everything is still in the present tense, and I know everything is already moving into the past. We are still in the pandemic; we are likely to still be in it for a space of time that does not have a horizon. But everything about this moment now is different from the one two years ago, or a year ago, a month ago, a few week ago. Nothing ends and nothing lasts either.

At some point in all of this, Vicki and I stopped writing emails. We had started writing them in 2011, arguably the worst year of my life. 2011 was horrible. I was horrible. But I wrote Vicki long emails about it and she wrote emails back and in the emails even the worst things were beautiful. The record mattered more than what it recorded. All through the next ten years we kept writing them. We loved people and they failed us or we failed them; we wanted things and we got them or we didn\u2019t. We were unhappy and didn\u2019t know how to change it, or we were happy and didn\u2019t know what to do with it. We went to parties together and then we went home to our separate rooms in our separate apartments and described the party to each other in emails; the party did not happen until we narrated it back to one another. We got older, I got married, other people we knew got married. People got divorced, bought houses, had babies, got happy, died or moved away. One thing mattered, and then something else did. Sometimes we got sick, and then we got better, or sort of, or mostly, in the way bodies do and don\u2019t recover. We emailed each other about it, the big and the small the same size in gmail paragraphs.

Two years ago, almost exactly, Vicki mentioned Covid in an email and I brushed it off and she didn\u2019t. Hearing her take it seriously was the first time I thought to take it seriously myself. Two weeks later, we were all inside with the doors closed, with no one watching the yellow crocuses bloom. I emailed her and she emailed me back, and then sometime in the next six months, the emails stopped. Maybe there was nothing to say. Maybe something had changed, or maybe nothing had. Maybe the things that had changed could not be twisted in the shape of a party or a poem. Maybe it was just that there were no more parties from which to come home and write emails about what had happened at the party. I had thought the emails would always be a fixture in my life; I had never considered one day we might simply not send them anymore. But I had never considered that there would not be a 9 train, or that that one diner on 77th would close. In all our emails at the beginning of this, we talked about the end of it when there would be parties again. There are parties again, now, but we have stopped talking about them, just like we have stopped talking about the end of this as though there will be one. e24fc04721