An epiphanyOne that only cameDue to love being so strongAnd my pitiful self being so desperate.
The love month,But for me,My heart was being twisted every day,With claw marks grappling onLoose enough to barely surviveBut not without permanent damage.Losing who it turns out,I love the most,And with thatAll I have ever wished upon a star for.
Love already slipped away,But tolerance has vanished into the midnight sky too,With hatred deep in my bones.
A love for musicThe fulfillment of a cathartic experienceWhere momentarilyNothing else matters.
A new chapterA greater appreciationAnd happiness in a greater responsibility,Where an obsessionFor salt streaming down my delicate skin begins.
A love for celebrating familyEven if at a distance.Goodbyes and hellos are at the curtain,Both filled with equal excitement for what lies ahead.
A new feeling,Falling in love,And receiving it back.The love for the secrets we hold,The secret of us.
A feeling of betrayalBeing stabbed with a salt-covered knifeNot only losing this love,But being replaced by him.
Longing for my love of summerAnd one last wave to crash,All while being swept awayBy my painful love of sport.
Closing up what I love most,Not knowing if I’ll ever see it shine again.
Understanding the love of feeling hope,But experiencing the pain of losing itAll over again.
Saying farewellTo my love for a yearThat caused me preeminent pain,Unsure of what the future holds,But knowing love with sneak into it,No matter how defeated I feel.