In moments like these
(when I sing out your surname in the checkout queue;
when I go to bed love-hungry and wake up love-ravenous;
when I hear “Chavez Ravine” and I think “artichokes,” I think “red sauce”;
when, on the smoke-alarm night that follows a commerce-clause afternoon,
I show you my one true color: printer-paper purple;
when I watch your ex-whatever give herself a pair of angel wings under studio lights:
stretch her arms behind her head and with two charcoaled hands
knead the muscle between her shoulders and deposit eight gray finger-streaks
like feathers on her flesh;
when we wake up and I don’t have to tell you what I’ve dreamt of,
because you’ve slept in my bed, and that’s as good as knowing;
when bankrupt forks run away with kleptomaniacs spoons;
when I sit for hours idly tapping sap, pulling back to find my fingers sweet with diacetyl;
when I say goodbye and I turn away and all at once I remember the things I’ve forgotten:
to convince you of my love, to give you just one more kiss)
I make difficult promises easily.
So on this day of sung surnames, of love-hunger, of kisses n+1,
I’ll promise you this:
that I’ll sing all the way to the pushcart return;
that I’ll feed myself well, on love and on artichoke pizza;
that next time I’ll reach for a magazine;
that I’ll admit fluorescents flatter the woman;
that I’ll recount every dream in living color regardless,
and make each one end like a nursery rhyme does;
and that, even living on breaths issued by lacerated lungs,
I’ll forever have just one more kiss to give.