ferah yilmaz

personality:

MBTI: INFP

Enneagram: 2 (balanced wings)

Alignment: Lawful Good

Zodiac: Virgo

Percy Jackson Parent: TBA

Pokémon Type: Ghost

What sets Ghost Types apart is that they have a past, a history that they can’t escape. That doesn’t necessarily mean a traumatic event. While some Ghosts are mournful or caught dwelling on old pains, others appear to be connected to a distant past of revelry. Ghosts are caught in a state of suspended animation. There is a consistency within them, which harkens back to some moment in time that made them who they are now. Some are obsessive about history, or about honoring their culture’s traditions. Others can’t stop reading books on Attachment Theory, and talking about how they absorbed their parents’ epigenetic trauma. They are at once both rooted and detached. Their existence reminds you time is not real.

Unlike some of the other emotionally-distant-seeming types, such as Ice and Psychic, Ghosts are not intentionally putting walls up between themselves and other people. In fact, they can be over-sharers, telling long stories about their pasts, bearing their most secret selves. There is something very vulnerable about them. Still, there is liminal veil between them and everyone else. The curse of Ghost Types is that they feel things very intensely, they hunger and yearn, and they understand the distant, root causes of many modern-day problems. Yet they can’t seem to fully connect to reality or feel anyone else reaching back at them. They make excellent poets, painters, story-tellers, fanfic writers, cultural historians, and museum curators.

Pokémon Subtype: Psychic

Psychic Types take themselves seriously and devote an almost monastic level of focus to the subjects of their passions. They are virtuosos, mad scientists, master craftsmen, and architects. They want to be recognized for their brilliance and see their skills as a route to power. Psychic Types find practical concerns to be confining and oppressive. They’re too abstract and transcended to care about the dishes or filing their taxes. They can be overwhelmed by paperwork or minutiae that doesn’t interest them. They find the meaningless, shallow competitions of Fighting Types to be infuriating, and are tormented by the insincere humor of Poisons. Because Psychics take matters seriously, they want other people to too.

Winx: Sound

biography:

TBA 

family:

Father’s Full Name: Demir Yilmaz

Father’s Occupation: Nurse

Mother’s Full Name: Aiko Yilmaz

Mother’s Occupation: Doctor

Siblings: George (eldest brother), Alev (younger brother, year younger then her)

bullet points:

• Ferah was adopted by the Yilmaz family when she very young, in turn she doesn't really know anything about her biological family. 

• Ferah was the second child adopted by Demir and Aiko, a year before they adopted Alev. Ever since childhood, Alev has been extremely ill (and slowly dying) which has been quite stressful. While her parents have definitely always tried to be supportive, they can't always be around because of Alev's hospitalizations. It's not something she resents them for or anything - in fact, she's really close to Alev and she would rather they be there to support him than her. But it doesn't make things easier.

• Her brother George is deaf and for the most part the family uses a lot of ASL in the household, Ferah is fluent in it.

• Growing up her family would go visit Aiko's family in Japan for the summer every year, and during her time with her family, she grew a strong love and admiration for Lolita fashion, and both it and video game strongly influences her fashion choices. I have a pinterest section for outfit inspo here if you are curious about her fashion.

• She's always been really into art, it's actually why she got into anime and manga during her time in Japan. If a series has an interesting plot and pretty art, she's open to giving it a try. 

• This girl is taking way too many psychology classes for anyone's good, someone please drag her out of her room and make her take a study break at some point. She needs one, desperately.

• Ferah is a very new muse, and I'm still developing her. This will probably grow over time due to that fact, and I appreciate your patience in advance.

• She has three dogs, Asami, Hikari, and Riku.

If you have any questions, please feel free to dm me and I’ll be happy to answer them.