My name is Tammy. I'm a sinner saved by His grace. All my life I searched to fill a void I had inside. I began to fill that void with drug and used amphetamines daily for 10 years to try to fill that void and to escape from abuse I suffered at the hands of the man I was married to. I felt so alone, hopeless and ashamed. I also suffered from intestinal issues that had plagued me from a young age. My drug use rendered me homeless and soon in prison. I said that if there was a God He had never done anything for me. Truth was He was with me all along protecting me. He began to speak to me one day. He was telling me He wanted to bless me but He couldn't bless me in the sinful life I was living and that if I would have just a little faith in Him and step out He would bless me more that I could ever imagine. Like most I argued. He wanted me to get out of the abusive sinful relationship I was in and return to a home that belonged to me, but I had no job and no transportation, and lived miles from the closest town. I finally took that step. Soon He brought me a job and a way to get there until He brought me a vehicle that was given to me. Not long after He brought a wonderful man to my door who I am now married to. I was sick, everyday I felt ill and couldn't eat like I should. I was on all kinds of meds that sometimes helped the symptoms but most of the time they didn't. I weighed 98 lbs at the age of 50 because my diet mostly consisted of protein drinks. God touched and blessed me again. I have no more desire for drugs and no more intestinal issues. I have gained almost 40 pounds since He healed me and haven't touched the drugs that were a daily part of my life for 12 years now. I found what I was searching for my whole life! I had to let Him in my heart. I had to fill it from within not with things of the world! Once I got in obedience, He blessed me with everything I'll ever need, a car, a home that's paid for and a wonderful husband. My husband and I are in the process of starting our own ministry! I know He lives! It took me 50 years to figure out that God is real and He loves me dearly. He loves you too and He wants to bless you as well!