Paytas: "I'm just pretty crazy."

Paytas: “Whatever you want to tell me, I’ll love you no matter f*cking what. I just want someone to love.”

Paytas: “I like my personality. I like who I am. Maybe that’s the problem. I just don’t wanna change it, but I just want someone to, like, love me and see through it and see past it. I’m just… I’m never good enough.”

Paytas: “I think people judge me, think I’m crazy, think I’m over emotional, think I’m overly attached to people.”

Paytas: "Equality for everyone. That's most important."

Paytas: “I ruin every relationship and friendship I have and I am going to be forever alone.”

Paytas: “At the end of the day, he wasn’t in love with me. It wasn’t fair to me because I was holding out for something that’s never gonna happen. It’s just not fair. I care so much about his happiness. I know I should care about my happiness more, it’s just… it’s not fair.”

Paytas: "Never look directly into the camera, stare off. Nobody wants to see those eyes, they want to see the bod."

Paytas: “I want to have kids. I want to be married. I want someone to be so in love with me the way I’m in love with them.”

Paytas: "I've met so many people in person who watch my videos, and the best thing I hear is when they say, 'I love you just for being you.'"

Paytas: “I truly just don’t feel like I deserve to be loved. And I think that’s something I think I’ll always deal with.”

Paytas: “I’m terrified that I’m unlovable. I can’t figure out the solution. It’s like being in a prison in your own life. It really is because you cannot get out of it.”

Paytas: "I don't like to be center of attention, except for when I want to be the center of attention."

Paytas: "I just like to be real and just express real emotions and talk about real life."

Paytas: "I am going to be an actress. I am going to meet Quentin Tarantino. He will fall in love with me. We will get married. I will be the lead in every single one of his films. He will be like Uma who?"

Paytas: "You can be any gender you choose on any given day."

Paytas: "I'm in the modeling industry so I have to look good all the time."

Paytas: "I get up, upload a video to YouTube, eat, sleep, and check all my social medias, eat again, sleep some more, watch 'Dancing With The Stars' and go to sleep for the night. Just your average teenage girl, give or take a decade."

Paytas: "I'll happily pay more taxes if we all have equal human rights."

Paytas: "I literally have zero friends. So I like people to adore me, but I never had a talent that made people adore me."

Paytas: "I can't apologize for who I am and how I feel and it sucks that we live in this world and I'm just not allowed to identify as a man because of how I look."

Paytas: "Let's be real, I'm basically a drag queen."

Paytas: "I was born female, but even from a young age I had a hormonal imbalance where I knew I wasn't female."

Paytas: "I don't like labels. For me, saying I'm transgender was just a thing to say because it's what people want to label me as - a female, who's a male."

Paytas: "I've never been diagnosed with anything, I've self diagnosed myself with multiple personality disorder and DID."

Paytas: "Everyone's go to hate comments are 'Miss Piggy,' 'You're obese,' 'Keep shoving food in your mouth.' As these continued to grow, so did my weight."

Paytas: "Bullying has always been around and there will always be people who thrive on the hurt they cause to others."

Paytas: "In my head I feel like I'm a female transgender to male but also like a drag queen."

Paytas: "I have always been attracted to gay guys so I always thought I am gay man."

Paytas: "As far as girly-ness goes, I never wear makeup, if I've got zits on my face I just let them go. So I've always just related to guys on that level."

Paytas: "People would say I am almost narcissistic because I really love the way I look when I tan."