11/23/2025

Do NOT bring up the horrid people I knew back in 2020, and all. (DO NOT BRING UP PUPPYCHAN, CAMHEAD, BLACKCATCOFFE4, etc) JUST DON'T. I'VE MOVED ON FROM THOSE DISGUSTING PEOPLE WHO DESERVES TO BE IN HELL, A LONG TIME AGO. AND I DON'T WANNA BE ASSOCIATED WITH MY TERRIBLE TEENAGER SELF.
Matter fact, if you still support the people I just listed, do NOT interact with me. Stay far away from me.

I'm disgusted of all of it.

...interestingly, I was groomed on discord back in 2017. I don't remember any of the people, or any much details, and all that, mainly only just that I had access to NSFW channels in discord servers back in 2017 as an literal child, and that it happened

And, I'm sorry that I wasn't a good person back then. I've changed since then.

I don't think I had a good childhood.


12/18/2025

Also if you're friends with Andrei Pasuquin from Taytay, Rizal, Philippines, do NOT interact with me.


1/5/2026

Why you should hate me:

And, maybe some other things. I don't know if I went down the wrong path, back then, or anything, but I feel like things have gone wrong, because of me. And, I feel like I just can't forgive myself, for anything.


1/21/2026

Reminder that I HATE Trump.

1/22/2026

In like during 2020, to 2021, I was a christian as well (and ''trump supporter'', but i think that was just cause my mom and all them supported him. Obv, things changed, I'm not that same person, and I fucking hate trump.)

And I'm quite ashamed of it. All of it.

...I don't know if it was all on me, or if it was cause of me growing up in a religious family, filled with Trump supporters, and all, and it just got to me? I don't know

Grandma and them were also for Trump, in 2024, and grandma was like "She's against Israel, for the illegals, etc"

This is one of several of why I wish I could be.. independent.

I'm glad that I left the path my family was on, some years ago, stopped being a Christian, left the Church, and found my own path.

2/20/2026

7:05 pm: Burn down all the Trump stores in Branson, and fuck that city for signing agreements with ICE. I can about imagine how many racists lives around that area. And, that's where Mom's job is and everything. Not so sure if I'm excited to move there anymore. Take me to Wyoming, or Alaska. I wouldn't mind living there. And, fuck Arkansas, for also actively working with ICE. It's disgusting that I was born in this state, and to an family filled with racist trump supporters.


3/8/2026

3:41 pm: It's awful that Branson is 'protecting' Reza, the illusionist, and it's awful that Reza never speaks of the allegations. He's a literal pedophille, who groomed two minors. And, not once has he said anything about it. And, apparently that's not the only bad things he's done, either. This place needs to stop promoting, and advertising him, and we need him to get OUT of this place. ...Oh yeah, right, they only care about the money, and not the people. There's also a MAGA problem here, too, with the several Trump Stores, they have. Something really needs to be done, because this is awful. What's even more creepier, is that my mom got her, my brother, and me a shirt with his face on it, from when we saw him, on August 22, 2025. First time, was June 13, 2019, and a cousin of mine whose in Oklahoma City, who was 6 years old at the time, was placed on the stage with him, for a while. I don't recall Reza doing anything creepy towards him but still, it's very... Creepy, knowing that Reza is a pedo. I wonder how  his mom (aka one of my mom's sisters) would feel, if she heard about the allegations towards Reza. Fuck Reza. He needs to rot to death. We need to bring justice to his victims. Stay away, from Reza the Illusionist. He's a pedo who groomed 2 minors, and never publicly spoke about it at all, and has done some other pretty bad things. Do not support him. Branson, Mo needs to shut down his theater, and to stop promoting him.


3/9/2026

5:30 pm: You know, I'm so glad, that we pretty much live in Missouri, now! Sure, we may go back to Arkansas, from time to time, whenever it'd be going to the ER in Springdale, or visiting places like Hot Springs, or Eureka Springs, or visiting some family members, like my Nana (in which, my mom has said that they can come up here, and see us), it just feels... Better. You know? I don't have to live with my douchebag alcoholic grandpa, and my grandma, anymore, we actually have things to do here, instead of sitting at home, with nothing to do, and, you know. It just feels much better, over here! And, I just wanted to move out of that state. And, at the areas we are gonna be living in, like the city of Ozark, MO, where we will have LOVELY neighbors (including the owners of the house we got, who live on the same street, they are just friendly! And, they like me, too! And, that was their thing: They wanted me to have a place to go to!), and even some Antiques/Thrift Stores, and all (And, Ozark is also the county seat of Christian County), I'm thankful that we won't have to drive about like an hour, hour and a half anymore, just to find something to do. Pretty much, we're actually happy, here!

9:20 pm: And, I'm sorry, that I deleted a comment on my channel 2 minutes after it was made, of someone mentioning something that I said, back in March of 2017, when I said "Your feet is slimey", to the question "Is my body slimey?" (I believe it was something like that). I know that was during the Lazytown era. I don't remember this happening, but I do remember me commenting on a couple of Lazytown meme videos about how I shipped "Stingy x Trixie". And, I'm SORRY, FOR EVER HAVING THE LAZYTOWN ERA  DON'T LISTEN TO ANYTHING I SAID AS A CHILD. IF I SAW ME AS A CHILD NOW, I WOULD KILL HIM, NO REGRETS. And, I don't care if anyone who has to deal with ME being an terrible person as a child genuinely hates me, I don't care, because I deserve it. Am I really an angel at all? I live in Hell, because all I AM is an DISGUSTING HORRIBLE PERSON. HANG ME ALL YOU WANT, I DON'T CARE. I DESERVE IT. NOW, DON'T MENTION THAT ERA OF MINE, BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT.

Yeah, that's right, I'm calling myself out, because no one else will. I'm not all a very 'friendly' person, here, and there. There is no reason that I should have been born. Zero.

11:07 pm: Branson doesn't care about their residents, they protect someone like Reza, and the only thing they care about, is money. There's also several MAGA places here, and literally everything here always says something like "Branson's #1 place, to eat at!", "#1 in the world", "Bransons Best store", etc. But, how do we really know how it's all true? How do we know how they're really the #1 in town? Oh, right, it's probably just to get people to come to it, because it means they get paid. There's also several stores here, that posts AI generated artwork. This place doesn't have that "neat town" feeling, it rather has that "Commercial place that loves tourists, and doesn't give a fuck about their residents" type of feel. Come to think about it, I prefer Hot Springs, Arkansas. It doesn't really have all that touristy feel to me, to me, it's just a neat little place! Oh, and not to mention how some of the local radio stations here, are owned by Mike Huckabee, a terrible Trump Supporter Christian whose the father of Sarah Huckabee Sanders, a  horrible person whose transphobic, and is actively making Arkansas worse. So, the only two decent ones are not local channels in Branson. Branson is a very MAGA town that supports Trump, and ICE, and is making the place just not have a neat town feeling that some people may be looking for. Oh, and get this: It's a "family friendly, kid friendly" place. As we saw, with Schools, Daycares, Nickelodeon, there is always something dark, and evil happening behind the scenes that nobody is even worried about. So, remember, Branson is all about the entertainment, and not about the mental health of people. It's also ironic how religious the town is, too. And, not to mention that some of the places here are the same exact things it's always been, for years. Oh, you want a different Dolly Parton Stampede show, that's very different, and not the same things? Well, good luck, because it's all the same. If you want to keep things interesting, then experiment with new things. It's gonna be boring to keep it the same thing it's always been, come up with new ideas, make it different, add new things. And, I loved the town, back then. But, knowing the reality of what's actually going on, and how insanely corrupt Branson is, can I really continue to have much love for it?


3/12/2026

9:32 pm: I like Ozark, Missouri more then Branson. Branson is just a MAGA ICE Lover town that only cares about the money, and the entertainment places doesn't care about trying anything new at all, and everything, while Ozark is a beautiful town, that has 0 MAGA stuff to it, lovely people, and pretty neat things!


5/22/2026

3:52 am: If I have a goal in life, it's meeting a couple of my close friends in real life. I'm scared. I get all of these negative thoughts about the end times, and everything else, and it scares me. Will Earth even still exist, if the sun explodes? I'm scared.

I wanna be able to meet both Taro, and Charles irl, because... I want us to still be friends, in the afterlife. I'm terrified.

4:34 am: The PlayStation 2 Menu sound is relaxing to listen to, and I'm not sure why, but it is. Okay, well after all, it is the best selling console ever, so it makes sense the menu sound for it, is relaxing

10:22 pm: So, something happened, the other day, with dad. He got a ticket. Dad was going 34 miles up a hill, in Mena, and there was a cop sitting on top of it, and pulled dad, and his dad over, and told dad he was speeding. This shocked my dad, as he doesn't speed, and hasn't gotten a ticket in 10 years. The cop said that the limit was 25, and he was going 9 over. Dad said he thought it was 35, and tried explaining why he would go faster up hills, and the cop was like "I don't care, I don't wanna hear any of that". He ran dad's name, his license, and my dad's dad's license, and his name, and came back with a ticket.  Dad got so tired of him, for how the cop was treating him, to the point that he eventually just started the truck up, and drove off. Dad was in a mood, and threw the ticket away. The officer that pulled him over, was Jessie Curry


5/31/2026

1:25 am: I hope my whole 'career' falls apart, especially with the damage I've caused as a child

2:45 am: My own life is ruined, because of my own past.

3:39 am: Fuck this world. Nobody cares about it. Nothing good ever happens anymore. Arkansas just gets worse every day, anyways, and so does every where else. There's no point in even having hope, when everywhere is just HELL

2:02 pm: I don't care, I hope I stay homeless. Why do I need anything good, anyways? It's my own fault my life is ruined. Oh well, who would care about me? I'll probably end up going to hell, anyways. Spread the word: I'm a terrible person

2:52 pm: Will I ever become happy in life, again?


6/4/2026

1:20 am: It's probably surprising to people, to find someone like me, from a state that quite often ranks as one of the least LGBT friendly states, and has Transphobic laws💔

But, hey, not my fault people here are crazy

12:44 pm: Oh boy, 105.9 KLAZ is also using Generative A.I. And, that's the station we grew up listening to, and one of the only non country/religious stations that comes in, here. May as well let go of them. It's like a war against People using A.I., vs People completely against it. This is also why I hate that Tung Tung Tung guy: He's A.I., and I am not supporting that. I also can't support KBPU 88.7, because they also use Generative A.I. So, what's next?

2:04 pm: If there's something about California, it's that people there seem more chill, than people over here😁

5:12 pm: So, remember when It was announced that Arkansas was gonna lose their PBS station, in 2026, last year?

Well, some good news happened: Thanks to the community, we may actually end up keeping it, after all!

Finally, some damn good news, in Arkansas

5:31 pm: Also, so if you think Arkansas is bad about LGBT rights, uhhh, Tennessee is WORSE

6:13 pm: In this Facebook group called Branson, Missouri, someone named James Ferguson asked what music Branson needed more of. The majority said "Country", "Religion", etc. Here's the thing: Branson already has plenty of it. How about more variety, like Rap? To prove my point, here's the list of religious stations that can be received in Branson: KLFC 88.1, KWND 88.3, KGSF 88.7, KWFC 89.1, KAYH 89.3, KOZO 89.7, KBNV 90.1, KSCV 90.1, KCMH 91.5, KCOZ 91.7, KHLR 91.9, K229DL 93.7, K231CI 94.1, KCXM 95.1, K239AS 95.7, K256BO 99.1, KADI 99.5, K277BV 103.3, K280FP 103.9, and KBCV 1570 AM. And now, a list of Country stations that can be received in Branson: KKOZ 92.1/1430 AM, KZMO 93.7, KAMO 94.3, KTTS 94.7, KSWF 100.5, KWTO 101.3, KHBZ 102.9, KOMG 105.1, KPFM 105.5, KRZK 106.3, KKOW 860 AM, KHOZ 900 AM, KRMO 990, and KNWA 1600 AM. You get the point? Branson already has plenty of it. But, of course, since Branson is an ChatGPT loving MAGA place, they probably would complain, if a rap station was there

10:53 pm: Huh. So, I looked at the profiles, for the KLAZ hosts Jenn Bailey, and Michael Dean. Jenn Bailey has been using Generative A.I. since I'm assuming 2024, and uses ChatGPT, and Michael Dean has been using Generative A.I. also well, mainly Meta A.I. Are you kidding me? I thought KLAZ was cool. And, you're telling me that the hosts doesn't care about actual artists, and casually uses A.I. Like, do they not realize how harmful it is? Come on. Ugh. And, we grew up with KLAZ, and I learn this. Great. What do I expect, from a station that plays Sombr, anyways, since Sombr is a bit of a creep, that has said some really disgusting things, towards Minors. Why are we having his pedo ass broadcasted on the radio?


6/11/2026

12:21 am: I have a fear of going to hell, after dying. Even worse, it turning out to be nothing. I'm scared. And, everything is so greedy, and people have gotten so evil, to where nothing feels real

6:17 pm: So, about Pattie Jo Wheeler, the Co-owner of Rise & Shine Cafe, since February 8, 2022, she's MAGA. On her Facebook, she has a profile picture, from November 5, 2020, that has 'Pro Life' on it, another profile picture, from November 8, 2016, that says "TURN FACEBOOK RED FOR TRUMP/PENCE!!!", and some of the things she reposts? At 3:19, of a video posted by 'AshelyHays2.0' on April 26, that Pattie Jo Wheeler shared, on that same day, she mentions about a Pride festival happening in Israel, and then she goes on, about how we're in 'the last days, that the Bible warned us about', says people 'are refusing to believe we are in the end times', and called it 'Men mocking God', and that God is 'about to judge Sin', and 'is sick and tired, of this rebellious world'. Sigh.


6/12/2026

10:35 pm: There was an incident, that happened on January 11, 2026, where I questioned Captain Unikitty, about the C. P. she had, in her favorites, on Newgrounds (like one, of the character Unikitty, whose a literal child), alongside having cropped Porn, in her server, filled with Minors, and sexual jokes in it. While I shouldn't had Taro in the GC, while confronting her about it (Although, he actually already knew about the stuff she had, in her favorites, and stuff), it was still very wrong, for her to have literal C. P. in her favorites, and "I don't know what I was thinking" is not a good reason, for what she did. It's still very disgusting. The friends she had, anyways, were VERY uncomfortable. A lot of them were TADC fans, like her. Anyways, I checked her Newgrounds account today, and she has literal porn, of TADC characters, in her favorites. I'm not shocked she's a fan of TADC. Anyways, fuck her.