11/23/2025
Do NOT bring up the horrid people I knew back in 2020, and all. (DO NOT BRING UP PUPPYCHAN, CAMHEAD, BLACKCATCOFFE4, etc) JUST DON'T. I'VE MOVED ON FROM THOSE DISGUSTING PEOPLE WHO DESERVES TO BE IN HELL, A LONG TIME AGO. AND I DON'T WANNA BE ASSOCIATED WITH MY TERRIBLE TEENAGER SELF.
Matter fact, if you still support the people I just listed, do NOT interact with me. Stay far away from me.

I'm disgusted of all of it.

...interestingly, I was groomed on discord back in 2017. I don't remember any of the people, or any much details, and all that, mainly only just that I had access to NSFW channels in discord servers back in 2017 as an literal child, and that it happened

And, I'm sorry that I wasn't a good person back then. I've changed since then.

I don't think I had a good childhood.


12/18/2025
Also if you're friends with Andrei Pasuquin from Taytay, Rizal, Philippines, do NOT interact with me.


1/5/2026

Why you should hate me:

And, maybe some other things. I don't know if I went down the wrong path, back then, or anything, but I feel like things have gone wrong, because of me. And, I feel like I just can't forgive myself, for anything.

1/21/2026

Reminder that I HATE Trump.

1/22/2026

In like during 2020, to 2021, I was a christian as well (and ''trump supporter'', but i think that was just cause my mom and all them supported him. Obv, things changed, I'm not that same person, and I fucking hate trump.)

And I'm quite ashamed of it. All of it.

...I don't know if it was all on me, or if it was cause of me growing up in a religious family, filled with Trump supporters, and all, and it just got to me? I don't know

Grandma and them were also for Trump, in 2024, and grandma was like "She's against Israel, for the illegals, etc"

This is one of several of why I wish I could be.. independent.

I'm glad that I left the path my family was on, some years ago, stopped being a Christian, left the Church, and found my own path.

2/20/2026

7:05 pm: Burn down all the Trump stores in Branson, and fuck that city for signing agreements with ICE. I can about imagine how many racists lives around that area. And, that's where Mom's job is and everything. Not so sure if I'm excited to move there anymore. Take me to Wyoming, or Alaska. I wouldn't mind living there. And, fuck Arkansas, for also actively working with ICE. It's disgusting that I was born in this state, and to an family filled with racist trump supporters.


3/8/2026

3:41 pm: It's awful that Branson is 'protecting' Reza, the illusionist, and it's awful that Reza never speaks of the allegations. He's a literal pedophille, who groomed two minors. And, not once has he said anything about it. And, apparently that's not the only bad things he's done, either. This place needs to stop promoting, and advertising him, and we need him to get OUT of this place. ...Oh yeah, right, they only care about the money, and not the people. There's also a MAGA problem here, too, with the several Trump Stores, they have. Something really needs to be done, because this is awful. What's even more creepier, is that my mom got her, my brother, and me a shirt with his face on it, from when we saw him, on August 22, 2025. First time, was June 13, 2019, and a cousin of mine whose in Oklahoma City, who was 6 years old at the time, was placed on the stage with him, for a while. I don't recall Reza doing anything creepy towards him but still, it's very... Creepy, knowing that Reza is a pedo. I wonder how  his mom (aka one of my mom's sisters) would feel, if she heard about the allegations towards Reza. Fuck Reza. He needs to rot to death. We need to bring justice to his victims. Stay away, from Reza the Illusionist. He's a pedo who groomed 2 minors, and never publicly spoke about it at all, and has done some other pretty bad things. Do not support him. Branson, Mo needs to shut down his theater, and to stop promoting him.


3/9/2026

5:30 pm: You know, I'm so glad, that we pretty much live in Missouri, now! Sure, we may go back to Arkansas, from time to time, whenever it'd be going to the ER in Springdale, or visiting places like Hot Springs, or Eureka Springs, or visiting some family members, like my Nana (in which, my mom has said that they can come up here, and see us), it just feels... Better. You know? I don't have to live with my douchebag alcoholic grandpa, and my grandma, anymore, we actually have things to do here, instead of sitting at home, with nothing to do, and, you know. It just feels much better, over here! And, I just wanted to move out of that state. And, at the areas we are gonna be living in, like the city of Ozark, MO, where we will have LOVELY neighbors (including the owners of the house we got, who live on the same street, they are just friendly! And, they like me, too! And, that was their thing: They wanted me to have a place to go to!), and even some Antiques/Thrift Stores, and all (And, Ozark is also the county seat of Christian County), I'm thankful that we won't have to drive about like an hour, hour and a half anymore, just to find something to do. Pretty much, we're actually happy, here!


9:20 pm: And, I'm sorry, that I deleted a comment on my channel 2 minutes after it was made, of someone mentioning something that I said, back in March of 2017, when I said "Your feet is slimey", to the question "Is my body slimey?" (I believe it was something like that). I know that was during the Lazytown era. I don't remember this happening, but I do remember me commenting on a couple of Lazytown meme videos about how I shipped "Stingy x Trixie". And, I'm SORRY, FOR EVER HAVING THE LAZYTOWN ERA  DON'T LISTEN TO ANYTHING I SAID AS A CHILD. IF I SAW ME AS A CHILD NOW, I WOULD KILL HIM, NO REGRETS. And, I don't care if anyone who has to deal with ME being an terrible person as a child genuinely hates me, I don't care, because I deserve it. Am I really an angel at all? I live in Hell, because all I AM is an DISGUSTING HORRIBLE PERSON. HANG ME ALL YOU WANT, I DON'T CARE. I DESERVE IT. NOW, DON'T MENTION THAT ERA OF MINE, BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT.

Yeah, that's right, I'm calling myself out, because no one else will. I'm not all a very 'friendly' person, here, and there. There is no reason that I should have been born. Zero.


11:07 pm: Branson doesn't care about their residents, they protect someone like Reza, and the only thing they care about, is money. There's also several MAGA places here, and literally everything here always says something like "Branson's #1 place, to eat at!", "#1 in the world", "Bransons Best store", etc. But, how do we really know how it's all true? How do we know how they're really the #1 in town? Oh, right, it's probably just to get people to come to it, because it means they get paid. There's also several stores here, that posts AI generated artwork. This place doesn't have that "neat town" feeling, it rather has that "Commercial place that loves tourists, and doesn't give a fuck about their residents" type of feel. Come to think about it, I prefer Hot Springs, Arkansas. It doesn't really have all that touristy feel to me, to me, it's just a neat little place! Oh, and not to mention how some of the local radio stations here, are owned by Mike Huckabee, a terrible Trump Supporter Christian whose the father of Sarah Huckabee Sanders, a  horrible person whose transphobic, and is actively making Arkansas worse. So, the only two decent ones are not local channels in Branson. Branson is a very MAGA town that supports Trump, and ICE, and is making the place just not have a neat town feeling that some people may be looking for. Oh, and get this: It's a "family friendly, kid friendly" place. As we saw, with Schools, Daycares, Nickelodeon, there is always something dark, and evil happening behind the scenes that nobody is even worried about. So, remember, Branson is all about the entertainment, and not about the mental health of people. It's also ironic how religious the town is, too. And, not to mention that some of the places here are the same exact things it's always been, for years. Oh, you want a different Dolly Parton Stampede show, that's very different, and not the same things? Well, good luck, because it's all the same. If you want to keep things interesting, then experiment with new things. It's gonna be boring to keep it the same thing it's always been, come up with new ideas, make it different, add new things. And, I loved the town, back then. But, knowing the reality of what's actually going on, and how insanely corrupt Branson is, can I really continue to have much love for it?


3/12/2026

9:32 pm: I like Ozark, Missouri more then Branson. Branson is just a MAGA ICE Lover town that only cares about the money, and the entertainment places doesn't care about trying anything new at all, and everything, while Ozark is a beautiful town, that has 0 MAGA stuff to it, lovely people, and pretty neat things!