Heavy-Hearted Days

Got caught trying to be brave again.

Trying to love, be loved, and saved again.

Thought I would evaluate myself again.

Punish myself for whatever wrongs then.

But the only thing I got was misery times ten.

I wish I knew how to be strong again.

Wouldn't cry, wouldn't die for you again.

And when I was in pain, I would take my pen and depict all my miseries in art for men.