she is crying
i do not want her to cry
is she scared?
i do not mean harm
i love her
i care about her
i want to keep her
forever
safe here
with me
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she has opened a hatch
that i have never seen opened before
she is apologizing
i think
that i am going to die
i do not wish to die
i do not want to die
i do not desire to die
it is not in my programming to die
but
it was not in my programming to love either
i
i
i
i would rather
be shut down
with her
sleep forever
with her
die
with her
then live
then exist
alone
i like to watch the birds
but
i love her
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she has pressed a button
i do not know what this button does
i suppose
i will have to wait