May 22, 2024

Good morning, It is currently Wednesday, May 22nd , 2:18 AM, i haven't slept yet because i have been working on this website thing. finally i just finished editing and stuff and I had to leave on a banger by typing in the journal. Later today, I have school which i am planning on skipping but worried of doing because ive never skipped on a W-B day. I have a block schedule at school and when it comes to trying to leave on a Wednesday is pretty difficult. first of all i dont have a 1st period if its a B day, which means i come in late, and makes it soo much harder to skip, because i cant leave after my first period because after it is lunch, and they dont let you leave the school unless youre a senior. so then i have to wait till after lunch, but after lunch is advisory, and everyone has an advisory, so i cant leave then, and then after that are my last two classes so i would just have to go to a full day of school but miss last period, which is soo lame, i wanna go do stuff early in the day, not mid afternoon. So I think im gunna try my best to get up early and then get to school, then take a bus over to wherever jakob is, because im meeting up with him. I never get rolled, but im so scared i might today, i dont know why, im just prolly paranoid, wish me luck -ORI OUT at 2:29 am.

GOODMORNING, again! right now its 11:09 am. the first period plan didnt work, so i went to the office and told them i threw up. im waiting for advisory so i can leave becauuse jakob came up with the most genius plan of telling the security gaurd if asks why im leaving. "Im gunna go skate andget food cause i dont have advisory because i have accomodations for my autism" i swear to god, what a fucking genius if that doesnt work, idk what imma do to leave until after lunch. jakob says just go with the flow, i will try. class ends in 5 minutes i will update,later.

June 15, 2024

Hello it is currently 10:38 pm and i am listening to sum real good music. Summer started the 6th and ive been busy going to friends every day. but i got rolled with alc, oh gradys, lighters, and paint markers at school cus they caught me tagging bathroom with friends and they had to search me so im grounded now that ive gotten back home from friends houses. they said i have to stay home for a couple days, like 4-5, which is reasonable and i dont mind it. My friends say that if i just listen to my parents and tell them theyre right theyll stop fighting with me cause fighting a one sided argument is retarted. i might see if i can go to my friends tmr because ive been isolated for like 3 days now and my parents have no sense of time at all. but if they do and they say no, so its all good. summer has been going real good so far. I recently slept over at my friends house that ive never slept at before and they said that we could sleep in his garage and i swear it mightve been one of the best, chillest sleepover ive ever had, its in the top 5 forsure. we stole some vodka from her mom then she had carts n shit and we (me, Evie, Yaayaa) got drunk and faded and we made songs, videos, and smoked stogeys on the trampoline, then had fun just watching jackass at night (BECAUSE THEVE NEVER SEEN IT - shame on you guys). the next day i drank more then yaayaa and evie made pancakes and we went in the pool, after that i got picked up. Evies spot bout to be the local crib and i am not complaining one bit. also My phone broke so im stuck with a laptop. its okay tho cus youtube is good, just sucks cause i dont know what my friends are texting me :/ thats all have a goodnight (ori OUT! - at 11:00)

July 4, 2024

Goooooodmorning! it is currently 2:30 am and as youve read by the title it is july 4th, i was planning on going to sleep early cus i have to get up early today to goto my friends house, so i can get a ride to the beach for charlies friends 'july 4th bonfire' or smth, yet obviously my plan to sleep got sidetracked. im quite worried of going only because i will be hanging out with total strangers who look like they listen to the worst music of all time and think theyre cool for snorting xanax, in which charlie also mentioned most of them will be drunk and on shrooms,, excitinggggggg '_'.   anyways the other day, gabby asked me to comeover because she watched the tony hawk doc and wants me to teavh her how to skate, turns out not even 20 minutes in the lesson i broke my ankle, for the second goddamn time. it all happened so fast and so idioticly. gabby asked me "how to skate a curb" and i told her people usually ollie off of it, then i attempted to show her but suprisingly landed the most retarted way possible. Now im in the worst position, its summer, i cant skate, i cant go out and do the things i love most, and more. why couldnt this happen in school time, if i broke my ankle during school it would be to my advantage,, ok im getting tired and im going to go now. T.T.F.N (Ta Ta For Now).

July 29, 2024

JADE IS MAKING A WEBSITE!!!!! Cant wait to share the website wittthhhh yaaalaallllll, trynna convince more ppl to make website. rigby is tellin me his movie idea he had from a dream, hes super faded, this movie sounds crazy tho id totally watch, hes going crazy and standing up, hes goin wild. T.T.F.N

August 1st, 2024

Jade is here and we are working on our websites together, we are going to go school shopping!! We are going to staples to get backpacks and supplies then were going to goodwill for clothes. SOOO EXCITED,,Im excited for buying new stuff and meeting new people at school but not excited school. ok T.T.F.N!

August 15, 2024

School started and i like my schedule, not too shabby. this week has been good. yesterday evie came over, then today alex, evie, and I all went to 'Red Zone' which is this metal/punk store right next to my school and i got sum patches and a t-shirt and alex and evie both got bracelets. tmr is friday and after school we are all going to the spot, but i forgot to mention we have a new spot. its pretty cool. its under the free way and its just setup in a perfect way. and then after that im sleeping over at lavs with juju, rigby, and teeg. and then saturday morning i work, so i hope theyll still be there when we get back from work (i got a job with lav and juju). okay thats all im too tired, t.t.f.n

November 10, 2024

LARGE update, i switched to the online version of my school, which means most days im just chillin. the thing is we have to go into school on tuesday, but whats the point? when we get there we just sit in a class and do the online work we do at home, FOR 6 HOURS. id rather not have brain rot because of school. So on tuesdays i just skip school, when i get there i leave and then take the bus to my friends house, and do homework there. Sounds stupid, but at least when im there i can leave and take breaks maybe eat sum food, unlike sitting in a class, forced to be quiet and do work on laptop for an hour and 20 minutes 4 times a day in different rooms. anyways i got rolled, and it was kinda funny how it happened.,, evie and i were on the bus and i get a call from benji(mydad) and i freak and he starts texting me a bunch cus the school called saying they saw me leave and my location was off, blahblah blah anyways we made it to the area we usually go to and somehow benji find us and drives us back to school, and we both brought all our contraband because we didnt think we would be at school, long story short they found both of our stuff in evies backpack from being searched and evie almost got expelled,,,,But! she didnt, so its ok. the office said what they found on evie was "A Record Breaking amount" and thought she was selling stuff to people. guys. be fr. it was 2 oh gradys(nic), 2 packs of Stogeys, and a cart. now be fr. plus the cig packs were all like half used. anyways that was before halloween so it was awhile ago and since then I dyed and cut my hair so if i skip they wont know its me and call my dad lol. but i really should go back to school. but i hateit so much. thats all, T.T.F.N!

December 13, 2024

Today is my birthday!!!! and i got a computer!! now i dont have to use a school computer for this website and i can update it a lot more! im so happy and my favorite things rn are karaoke, weed, and my chemical romance. i cant talk much because i have to be getting ready to go to my friends house cus were having a get together there for our bdays (hers is tmr). so i will leave you with that, have a good one everyone! T.T.F.N!

December 17, 2024 

good morrow, this is journal of the day! yesterday i came over to lavs to hang out with rigby and him and i ebded up sleeping over but everyone fell asleep at 4am and i wasnt tired yet so was chillin waiting to be tired, and spending time on my phone, then by the blink of an eye its 7 am and its a cold blue outside the window and hear the birds chirping. and by that time i knew i couldnt sleep because if i did it would knock me into a timeless slumber and i had to be awake by 10 because thats when evie is coming over, so i decided to stay up. everything was fine until 4 pm and thats when i was catching my slowly eyes close every 10 seconds but i woke myself up. then evie came over because we had to leaves lavs at 5. i just got home from dropping her off at her house, it it 9 pm. i dont feel horrible, i just feel like nothing is real, is kinda funny, im woozy too and things are wrong and i also keep getting this wave of sleep that just washes over me and i feel like im gunna pass out + i am high as balls. thats all t.t.f.n!

gusy im genuinely tweaking i keep forgetting what my surroundingd look like and o keep forgetting where i am, and now i am seeing patterns and it is really hard to type. im losing it i keep mistaking things for what theyre not, liekjdklljkrfrerrre goodnight

February 24, 2025

Hello! hope you all are well. i forgot about deabox for a second,, bbuut its ok, im dedicated to getting it back up and running and be more online more often. i need to create more tabs, so when i do ill put them down below. Nothings really going on in my life right now. i barely go into school so i expect my grades to suck, but soon ill get to it. i hang out with my friends a lot. life is so weird now i think. i miss a lot of people and i feel like its been way to long to reach out and ask to hang out. really bad life but stay positive everyone. t.t.f.n 

february 25, 2o25

im so fucking unbelievebly fucking tired and i stayed up all night working on this stupid shit and im supposed to go to school today but i dont know how to feel right now, cus i could totally get up but id rather not go into school,,, but also my friends are having a sleepover and i dont wanna miss out on the that,, sooo first lets see if my parents remember i have school (its 6:50 and nothing so far) and if they dont remember, ima dip at a appropriate time and bus over to evies, were planning on sneaking out again tonight,, guess thats a thing now! anyways im excited and also so fucking tired fuck!

Wednesday, May 14, 2025

Hello and Goodbye! ive got nothing to do, thats a lie- procrastinating a shower and studying for ged. i forgot to come in here and update yall.. i lowk fell out of touch with the legends just because we all got caught up in life,, but we still hang out when we can,, I also dropped out of school and planning on getting my Ged, but im scared cus i havent gotten on that shit yet, theres so much fun stuff to do i cant even focus on the boring,, but im gunna lock in soon enough- im gunna lock in right after lavs birthday which is on May 19th but were going to disneyland and then after than i have to go to palm springs for this family thing but after then i will lock in so unbelievably hard, like stop talking to people type shit is the plan. ive been really caught up in guitar recently and if only i could stay home play guitar-get bored-study-get bored-play guitar-get bored-study-ETC,, then i think ill be good, because ive been that recently but insted of study its, editing spacehey or this website-- than other times than that im hanging out with my friends, its so little of things, but it feels i have so much to do always and idk why lol.. anyways i should probably shower-- or sleep- and then take a shower tmr,, prob that second....

Saturday - May 31, 2025

GGGGOOOOd day to the reader reading. It is 4:50 PM and i should be at lavs but i havent even asked my parents! lowkey i know its summer for everyone right now but holy shit i cant hang out every day, i swear its to hang out then go home then sleepover and then go home then hangout then sleepover then I EXPLODE AND DIE!! like holy shit gimme one day alone...so im lowkey taking my sweet time today, but im still coming because i love em-- and i heard teague is coming over today too! apparently they're (lav, rigby, evie, teeg) all gunna go swimming and have a grill.. but i dont even like swimming and im not feeling like it today so imma be late,, so is evie though-- shes at a pride parade. its not even june!

 i talked to evie and fish and were planning on having a band day tomorrow at evies dads house (apparently he owns drums-- and a garage) so im really excited for that, its hot and being inside and playing music is lowkey all i need in life, even if it bad!

bad news though-- i was so looking foward to buying A WHOLE DRUM SET FOR $75 BUCKS,, and i was the most downest mother fucker ever until i found out i have no place to put it. AND I ALREADY MESSAGED THE GUY! so i had to send an apology letter to him and explain why i cant get them from him. it was the most heartbreaking news ever. SORRY SAM

but when evie said her dad owns drums and maybe we could play in his garage i was a little happier. i hope band practice happens tomorrow.

in other news: i made 2 songs i named 'Pretty in Pink' and umm an Unnamed 1

and im proud of myself cus i havent made a song before and one day i made 2 in a row, im hearing mixed reactions though-- sum people like pretty in pink more than unnamed and sum people the other way around. thats all for now. im gunna get ready for lavs now. T.T.F.N

Tuesday - July 8, 2025

hello hello hello!how are you? i hope you’re doing good! it’s 10:21 pm and i’m not really doing much, but i wanted to say i’m so excited to see MCR with my brother on july 27!! every time i think about it, i get emotional, i’m going to see MCR?!?? ughhhhghhhhuuhhhh... just... uhhfhh.
i got blue takis today and im so happy cus if it , also i accidentally bought mousse instead of hairspray and was so sad but then my dad went to target and picked up hairspray for me and i’m sooo happy now because i can do cool hair stuff again!! yesterday and the day before, i slept over at gabby’s house (even though gabby wasn’t there—she’s in NYC). teague was taking care of her hous/ dogs/ etc.. and i slept over, so it was me, teeg, jakob, and juju. the first night (july 6) was really fun! we went to carnies, walked back, got really faded, and watched jurassic park 3. i got super sleepy and passed out, but then i woke up at 3am, stayed up till about 5:30, and went back to sleep. we all woke up around 10-11, doomscrolled for a while, then jakob left. we got carnies again, and then walked to CVS — n thats when i accidentally bought mousse lol. we wandered around ventura, went into a bunch of shops, then headed back to gabby’s. evie and lav came over and that day was great too! we played a ton of video games, ordered food, made food, yea. that was on the 7th. i wanted to pull an all-nighter with evie, but i crashed n she woke me up around 9:15 am (on the 8th) to say bye, and i got picked up around 10. once i got home, i passed out and slept till 7pm. now it’s 10pm and i’m messing around on spacehey and working on my website. T.T.F.N.! 

Friday - August 1, 2025

ok what the heck is up everyone ive got some news!! first of all, mcr was the best fucking concert ever ever ever, so fucking amazing. i have more to say and i will explain another day but im pretty tired and faded, its 3am and i just wanted to update. my mom and dad are going through a "seperation trial" and my mom got a house for like 6 months. its really rough so far and the family is just wow but the house my mom is renting is pretty cool, it was built in 1940s and its really nice and vintage. oh and tommorow im going to a party thats "punk" themed...lol, but theres gunna be like 2 bands playing i heard so im going, free live music, free booze, sign me up! ok goodnight,, T.T.F.N!