Stranded in the Clamor 擱淺於喧嘩
March 22, 2026
March 22, 2026
In a lively crowd, I feel like a stranger—adrift, overwhelmed, and unable to belong.
Surrounded by people who seem to share warmth and familiarity, I struggle to find a way to join them. Attempts to reach out are held back by an invisible pressure, a barrier that restrains my voice.
This experimental work explores instability, unease, and oppression through unconventional composition and color, while evoking the mental fatigue of being immersed in overwhelming noise.
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在熱鬧、歡樂的人潮裡,我感到陌生、壓迫,
我隨著人海載浮載沉,這裡沒有我認識的人,我不知道如何加入。
不知道該怎麼加入他人,每個人看起來互相認識、和樂融融,
想試著鼓起勇氣與陌生人交談,但總有一股壓力和屏障限制住這份勇氣向前伸出的力量。
本作品以實驗性的構圖與用色,探討不穩定、不安與壓迫感,同時呈現置身於喧囂之中的心理疲憊。
Draft
草圖
3D reference in Blender
使用 Blender 做為參考和測試
Making textures and assets (Acrylic paint)
素材製作(壓克力顏料)
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The acrylic technique used in the background was once harshly criticized by my university instructor. However, I find this approach quite interesting and engaging.
This piece is experimental in its visual expression, attempting to convey instability, unease, and a sense of oppression.
The composition and color choices differ significantly from my previous works, and throughout the process I found myself filled with frustration, self-doubt, hesitation, and anxiety.
Spending long periods contemplating this image feels like being immersed in a noisy environment—it is mentally exhausting.
Interestingly, this sense of fatigue is also an effect I intended the work to evoke.
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背景的壓克力畫法,曾經被大學的技法課老師破口大罵過,總之我是覺得這種畫法蠻有趣的。
這次畫面表現屬於實驗性,嘗試表達不穩定、不安、壓迫感,可能是因為畫面安排、用色的模式跟以往都不一樣,嘗試的過程中,心裡也被挫折感、自我懷疑、猶豫、和焦慮塞滿。
長時間面對這個畫面思考,就像是置身在吵雜的環境裡,也確實容易讓我疲倦,很有趣的是,這點也是我希望這個畫面表現出來的效果。
Medium: Acrylic paint, digital media (Adobe Photoshop)
創作媒材:壓克力顏料、數位媒體 (Adobe Photoshop)