Musings

It's so sad that the blogs fell off. 

If anyone is reading these at all still, we are back at school! 

Winter break was long and cold but also filled with fun and love. I got to play in the snow with my sister, learned how to play the Pokemon tcg (I beat my sister so bad at it, it was awesome), had lots of yummy food, and played a 40 minute long game of Uno. That doesn't sound like a long time to be playing Uno but trust it was. I also went to Disney with my best friend Caylie, and can comfortably say that I won't be going back for a while. Not only because I will never be able to top that trip but also because it is a bit of a hellscape right now and some changes need to be made. 

In case anyone is wondering, I am taking Ornithology, Integrated Resources Management (Capstone), Business and Managerial Law, NR Economics, and Pep Band this semester, so I am hoping to have a lighter work load. I applied to work at Moon Cafe but have not heard back about that so... I am not keeping my hopes up. Some income would be splendid though so my search continues...

I am typing this post from my new (very pink) keyboard and laptop set up, as I am hoping to fix my crippling back issues. This battle station upgrade coupled with the Thursday Barre classes I've started taking will hopefully improve things for me.

I have a basketball game to play at tonight that starts at 9:00 pm and an 8:00 am class tomorrow, so if you never hear from me again it's because my late call time killed me. 1/21/2026

I can't believe I haven't blogged in almost a month. I'm literally no better than Molly. Currently proctoring a law exam right now and boy do I feel bad for these guys. I've got three more hours doing this and I must admit I'm kind of grateful that it's forcing me to get work done. Not that blogging is work. We've gotten to the part of the year when I start frantically looking for summer work and start fearing for the future, so the next three hours are going to consist of me submitting some job applications. Yipee. This is completely unrelated but after watching the new episodes of Stranger Things that recently came out I've been rewatching the show from the start. I forgot how good it was. Okay that's all. [12/4/2025]

P.S. google sites is shitting itself right now and isn't letting me highlight things so this post looks boring.

[Long post so lock in]

I made it back! I got off the plane today after basking in the glorious 80 degree Florida weather and was met with snow. If it was thicker and actually stuck to the ground I would be fine with it, but really it's just wet. This turn in the weather confirms that it is indeed Christmas time. Rejoice.

On the plane I started reading the Kyoshi novel and holy hell it's amazing. I love Avatar. And I love seven foot saphic women. Truly a win for the bisexuals.

I did sooooooooo much pin trading which was lovely. I'm going to post some of my favorite pictures from the trip in the photo part of the blog and perhaps make a pin page on here like my poems page? Not sure yet.

Here's a play by play of the trip:

• Thursday my dad, aunt, her partner, and I arrived and wandered the resort, went swimming, and then did character dining with Snow White, the dwarves, and the Evil Queen! 

• Friday the rest of our gang arrived so we went to Animal Kingdom (it was amazing and wonderful). I had so many amazing snacks, rode my favorite rides, said goodbye to Dinosaur, and saw the new Zootopia show (which was just okay). 

• Saturday we had breakfast all together, went walking around different resorts, got snacks, went shopping, swimming, and watched Muppet Christmas Carol!! They played it at the resort and it was literally just the eight of my adult family members singing along alone at the showing. Twas hilarious.

• Sunday was our EPCOT day and boy oh boy that place was busy. It was food and wine festival so everyone was waiting in lines all day to eat small foods and get drunk. People are so fucking stupid when they go to the Disney parks, I love that they just stop walking in the middle of every pathway. I haven't been to EPCOT in a while so I saw all of the new things! I rode Racacoonie for the first time, saw the Moana expansion, judged the Communicore update, and rode the new Test Track!! That ride is amazing. The snacks at EPCOT were kind of disapointing which was shocking.

Okay I think that's it. Thank you for listening to my ramblings. [11/10/2025]

Hey gang, I am currently sitting in Gateway right now procrastinating doing my Principles of Management homework and eating a delicious soup I made. I definately recommend taking all of your veggie and meat leftovers and putting them in a soup. I am leaving for a trip on Thursday morning so my food needs to be eaten, and I can confirm that this is the most enjoyable way to do so. 

I am going to Disney World!!! I am so excited!! I am going with my mom, dad, sister, aunt, her boyfriend, cousin, and his girlfriend. Crazy big gang it's gonna be lit. Jason is driving me to the airport and I am all packed and ready. I will post lots of pictures of my adventures and update everyone on the pins that I end up trading for. 

My lovely girlfriend bought us fries. I am going to eat them and then do my homework. Fuck my life (about the homework everything else is good). [11/5/2025]

This weekend I had a very wonderful Halloween! The Syracuse football game on Friday was a big let down as per usual, but I had so much fun at the game that it didn't even matter. It was cold and rainy so we had no quad show and no team walk on so I had more energy for the actual game. 

Then my bestie Caylie visited on Saturday from Oswego, we upheld our tradition of catching up and gossiping at Red Robin and then went to TJMax afterward to get me new shoes and a snack for later, and I was infused with the Christmas spirit. Hot take I want the snow and that holly jolly holiday spirit in my life right now. November = Christmas. We then went contra dancing which was magical, and concluded the night with Rocky Horror Picture Show. We unfortunately watched Rocky Horror in the frigid living chambers of Molly house and shivered for the duration of the film. When we arrived home, our house was warm and my roomate had made pumpkin muffins and banana bread so the house smelled amazing. 

Feeling #blessed. [11/2/2025]

The way molly don't ever blog upsets me. I need to know what that freak is thinking about. I want strawberry ice cream so bad right now, and I really really don't want to go to band. There's gonna be so many Loraxes. [10/29/2025]

I write this as Emily "emmybc" B (berryl) Berryl Clark sits next to me malding the hardest she has ever malded. This is due to the fact that I think I am perhaps Rene Germain's favorite Principles of Management student because I am writing absolute bullshit every week and am cranking out 100s. She is working hard and he continues to smite her. Here are some bangers from the recent weeks that have earned me full credit. 

"This lecture was a bit of a doozy, I'm not going to lie."

"This lecture was kind of short and didn't cover as many different topics as past lectures, so I apologize if my bullet points are brief." 

"Again, I feel like this lecture is not worthy of three seperate bullet points simply because there isn't a lot to discuss, so I am going to try my best."

"This lecture was about every college student's worst enemy, time management. And as you can tell by the time I am submitting my quizzes, I have not been great at time management as of late."

That last one earned me a comment from him saying, AND I QUOTE, 

"Lol, I enjoyed this. Thanks."

I do believe this is because Mr. Germain has a deep and beautiful sense of joy and whimsy that I find within myself as well. I fear Emily (em) "emmy" bc (berryl ClaRk) Berryl (like the element but not) Clarb (clarksmas) does not possess this whimsy like we do. What a poor wee lass. [10/24/2025]

Discovered something very troubling. I don't in fact know everything there is to know about Gonzo. Disgusting. Anyways he started off as "Snarl the Cigar Box Frackle" and then left the group to become a "whatever." Real as hell behavior. There are also aparently Snerfs. Wild. Pictures of these creatures can be found in the photo section of my blog because google sites is being a bitch. [10/24/2025]

Huge update for the good of the order: Jon Child is going over to John Donnelly's house to have dinner and cuddle and have a sleep over. And maybe do gay things. John Donnelly does not know about this but he will. [10/23/2025]

I did something bad and provided no update about my life yesterday, and for that I'm truly sorry. But anyways, I had band yesterday (ew) and when I got home late into the evening (9:30 (evil)) there were two little creatures in my home named Sean and Jon. I walked into Sedge's room and it felt as if I had walked into a secret society meeting of some sort, they were muttering about fish and flowers in low light. We had tea and coffe and it was nice. In other news I'm trying to take my press on nails off right now and they won't budge. It's making me mad. I think if it's raining I shouldn't have to go to class and it should be okay, it is cruel and unusual to expect me to get out of bed when it's chilly. Emily is sick right now which is so evil awful, but she is very beautiful and wonderful so it's okay actually. [10/23/2025]

Just updated my LPS page with my wish list... just gonna put it out there, I do accept fan mail... wouldn't it be so amazing if a wonderful friend of mine purchased those for me... wow. [10/21/2025]

Got the message about throat singing, there's a a really incredible album called Inuusiq by the Jerry Cans that is wonderful. Must recommend. [10/20/2025]

"Very gray/hueless brown today. Product of the weather, mid fifties and impending rain is not a good vibe, regardless of how many people want to tell me that its aesthetic for fall, it is too in the middle of all fun weathers to be very enjoyable. Also would like to say that this blog is very nice looking on desktop and we should not be publicly castrating those who choose to do it on the computer." - Responding to this message and another about how lovely my site looks. Thank you very much for the love. I agree with the statement about the in between weather, I so badly want it to be true fall. My heart yearns for it. [10/20/2025]

Okay last post for today. I'm obsessed with blog era. Why were we not doing this forever. [10/19/2025]

Responding to my comments box, I did write the rock poem! It's about how hard it was to accept being a lesbian!! Secondly, yes I did block T Swizzle on Spotify because I can't handle that woman any longer. She's making me mad so I put her in time out. [10/19/2025]

Okay ignore that thing that I said about the site looking better on phone, I made things better for web. [10/19/2025]

Hello lovelies, if anyone is even reading this. I played tennis today with my bestie Evie and it was wonderful. I realized that I am really rusty but hey, that's okay. The guitar solo at the end of The Scythe is making me feel feral. I am going to hot tub tonight, so life is good. Also, found out that the theory that Foggy Nelson is not dead is probably right, so glad the director is sticking to Daredevil source material. I love Foggy Nelson, he's so baby girl. [10/19/2025]

Just did a very Molly Franklin act, definately judged her when she did it but now I understand. So sorry girl. [10/18/25]

This blog looks soooooo much better on your phone why are you perceiving it on your computer. That's fucked up. [10/17/2025]

Hey I'm so sorry Jon Child but I ripped off your thing. Anyway, if I was a pokemon I think I would be goomy because deep down inside I am a little purple blob. One day, perhaps I will become a dragon. And maybe grow taller. Maybe. [10/17/2025]