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Unspoken Flames
by Brandon Rowell (Author)
In the picturesque, yet pressure-filled world of high school, 17-year-olds Julian Carter and Lucas Hayes have mastered the art of hiding their true selves. Julian, the overachieving valedictorian hopeful, hides behind his textbooks and fear of disappointing his conservative parents. Lucas, the quiet artist, pours his feelings into his sketchpad, battling the weight of a family that values sports over his creative passion.
When a chance partnership in chemistry class throws them together, their unlikely friendship grows through late-night study sessions and shared secrets. As their bond deepens, they face the exhilarating and terrifying realization that their feelings for each other are more than platonic. What starts as a tentative romance grows into a love that gives them strength—but also exposes them to the scrutiny of peers and the challenges of coming out.
When a tragic accident nearly claims one of their lives, their resolve to embrace their love grows stronger. Together, they navigate bullying, rejection, and ignorance, standing firm in their commitment to one another. Unspoken Flames is a heartfelt story of love, resilience, and self-discovery, capturing the triumphs and trials of finding oneself—and each other—against all odds.
Details:
Ages: 13 and Up
Pages: 229
Language: English
Publication Date: January 20, 2025
Available Formats: E-Book, Paperback, Audiobook
The faint hum of fluorescent lights filled the air of the chemistry lab, mingling with the subdued chatter of students shuffling into their seats. The room was a patchwork of lab benches, glass beakers reflecting the sterile brightness above. A faint scent of ammonia clung stubbornly to the space, a reminder of experiments gone awry in semesters past. Julian Carter sat rigid at his workstation, his notebook already open to a fresh page, his pens arranged in an exact line. His movements were deliberate as he flipped through the syllabus, making mental notes of upcoming assignments. His crisp button-down shirt and neatly pressed jeans mirrored the precision with which he approached everything, including this lab class. He had spent the weekend reviewing the material, ensuring he’d be ready for any challenge. Preparation was his armor, and he wielded it expertly.
Across the room, Lucas Hayes leaned against the far lab bench, one foot propped on the stool in front of him. His dark curls fell loosely over his forehead, partially obscuring his eyes as he doodled in the corner of a worn notebook. His hoodie, speckled with faint paint stains, hung off his shoulders, the fraying sleeves pushed up to his elbows. He seemed unaware of the bustle around him, his pencil moving quickly, capturing lines and shapes that spilled from his imagination onto the page. To those around him, Lucas exuded an aura of effortless cool—a creative loner with a reputation for disinterest in academic perfection. If the whispers were true, his brilliance as an artist was matched only by his ability to make teachers sigh in frustration.
Julian’s gaze flicked briefly toward Lucas before snapping back to his notebook. He wasn’t one to judge people based on reputation, but something about Lucas felt... unpredictable. Julian didn’t like unpredictable. His own carefully ordered world left little room for spontaneity, and he had no desire to be caught in the whirlwind of someone else’s chaos. Still, there was an undeniable curiosity about Lucas that Julian couldn’t quite shake, an energy that demanded notice even as Lucas seemed determined to blend into the background.
“Alright, settle down, people!” Mr. Henderson’s booming voice echoed through the room. The teacher, with his ever-present coffee mug and slightly rumpled tie, clapped his hands once for effect. He was a man whose passion for chemistry was only rivaled by his ability to mispronounce names during roll call. “Today, we’re kicking off our first major project of the semester. This one’s worth a hefty chunk of your grade, so take it seriously.” His sharp eyes scanned the room, his unspoken threat clear: anyone slacking would regret it.
Julian straightened in his seat, already anticipating the meticulous planning he’d need to ensure a flawless execution of the project. Mr. Henderson picked up a clipboard and began rattling off names. The words faded into a blur for Julian as he focused on the potential combinations in his mind. A part of him hoped for someone equally diligent, someone who would match his energy and ensure their success. The last thing he needed was a partner who would leave him to do all the work.
“Julian Carter and Lucas Hayes.”
The name hit Julian like an unexpected gust of wind. His head snapped up, and he felt a faint prickle of heat rising to his cheeks. For a brief moment, the room seemed unnaturally quiet, the faint scratch of pencils and murmurs around him slowing to a near halt. His gaze flicked involuntarily toward Lucas, who had stopped sketching. Their eyes met briefly—Lucas’s dark and piercing, betraying nothing but the faintest flicker of acknowledgment. Then, just as quickly, Lucas looked away, his expression unreadable as he returned to his sketchbook.
Julian swallowed hard, feeling an uncomfortable mixture of frustration and unease. This was not the pairing he had hoped for. Lucas was the definition of unpredictable. A free spirit with no regard for convention, Lucas represented everything Julian found challenging in group projects. Even now, Lucas didn’t seem fazed by the announcement, his body language remaining relaxed, almost disinterested. The indifference grated against Julian’s need for structure.
“Good luck,” Mr. Henderson added, a faint smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth. Julian didn’t know if it was meant as encouragement or a warning.
As the class transitioned into the initial setup for the project, Julian felt a growing sense of dread. Lucas strolled casually over to the bench where Julian was seated, tossing his bag onto the floor with little care for its contents. He leaned against the counter, his hands shoved into the pockets of his hoodie. Up close, the faint scent of paint and something woodsy—perhaps cologne or soap—wafted faintly from him, a small detail that caught Julian off guard.
“So,” Lucas began, his voice smooth but tinged with a casual detachment, “guess we’re stuck together.”
Julian straightened his posture, his hands tightening around his pen. “Looks that way.” He cleared his throat, forcing his voice to stay even. “I think we should start by reviewing the assignment requirements and dividing the tasks.”
Lucas raised an eyebrow, his lips twitching upward in what could only be described as amusement. “Straight to business, huh?”
Julian blinked, caught off guard by the teasing tone. “Well, yes. This project is a significant part of our grade, and I’d rather not leave anything to chance.”
Lucas tilted his head slightly, studying Julian as though he were a particularly interesting specimen under a microscope. “Relax, man. It’s just chemistry.”
Julian bristled. “Just chemistry? It’s twenty-five percent of our final grade. I don’t think that qualifies as ‘just chemistry.’”
Lucas shrugged, the corner of his mouth quirking upward. “Fair enough. You’ve got the spreadsheet vibes. I can respect that.”
“Spreadsheet vibes?” Julian repeated, frowning.
“Yeah, you know.” Lucas gestured vaguely. “The type who color-codes their notes and plans everything down to the minute.”
Julian wasn’t sure if it was an insult or a compliment. Before he could decide, Lucas slid onto the stool across from him, his sketchbook forgotten for the moment. “Alright, Professor,” Lucas said, gesturing toward the lab manual. “What’s the plan?”
Julian took a deep breath, his initial irritation softening slightly. At least Lucas was willing to listen, even if his casual attitude remained unnerving. Julian outlined his preliminary ideas for tackling the experiment, emphasizing organization and efficiency. Lucas listened with an expression of mild interest, occasionally nodding but offering little in the way of feedback.
When Julian finished, he hesitated, waiting for Lucas to contribute. Lucas leaned back, tapping a pencil against his knee. “You’ve got it all figured out, huh?”
Julian bristled again, though he kept his tone measured. “I try to be thorough.”
Lucas’s gaze lingered on Julian for a beat longer than necessary, and for the first time, Julian felt a flicker of something other than annoyance. There was curiosity in Lucas’s expression, a quiet intensity that made Julian’s pulse quicken slightly.
“Well,” Lucas said finally, “as long as you leave some room for the unexpected, I think we’ll be fine.”
“The unexpected?” Julian asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Yeah,” Lucas said, his voice carrying a hint of a smile. “Sometimes the best discoveries happen when you’re not trying to control everything.”
Julian wasn’t sure how to respond to that, so he chose silence, returning his focus to the experiment. Lucas, seemingly unfazed by the lack of agreement, leaned forward, his attention shifting to the equipment on the table. His movements were unhurried but deliberate, his fingers brushing over the beakers and test tubes as though gauging their potential.
Their first task was simple enough: a basic reaction to observe the effects of temperature on reaction rates. Julian took charge of setting up the experiment, his hands moving with practiced efficiency. Lucas watched quietly, occasionally offering a comment or suggestion that Julian reluctantly admitted was useful. When it came time to measure the compounds, Lucas volunteered, his casual ease contrasting sharply with Julian’s meticulous precision.
“You don’t have to measure down to the nanogram,” Lucas teased as Julian scrutinized the scale.
“Accuracy matters,” Julian replied without looking up.
Lucas smirked, leaning against the counter. “Sure. But so does actually finishing the experiment before the bell rings.”
Despite his initial skepticism, Julian couldn’t help but notice that Lucas’s instincts were remarkably sharp. He had a knack for spotting potential issues before they arose, adjusting their approach with an almost intuitive understanding of the materials. It was frustrating and fascinating in equal measure. For all his apparent lack of structure, Lucas brought a creativity to the process that Julian couldn’t deny was effective.
By the time class ended, their progress was respectable, though Julian’s nerves were frayed from the constant push and pull of their contrasting methods. As Lucas packed up his sketchbook and slung his bag over his shoulder, he turned back to Julian.
“Same time tomorrow?” Lucas asked, his tone light.
Julian nodded, still uncertain how to navigate this strange partnership. “Sure.”
Lucas gave a small wave before sauntering out of the lab, leaving Julian alone with his thoughts. The quiet that followed felt strangely empty, and Julian couldn’t help but wonder if Lucas had meant to disrupt his carefully ordered life—or if it was simply an inevitable consequence of their differences.
As he packed up his own things, Julian found himself replaying their interactions, analyzing every word, every glance. Lucas was a puzzle, one that didn’t fit neatly into the boxes Julian had created for understanding the world. And for the first time in a long while, Julian wasn’t sure if that was a bad thing.