Finding Home
by Brandon Rowell (Author)
Finding Home is a poignant and uplifting romance that follows the journey of two men, Steven and Ricky, as they navigate love, acceptance, and the trials of life. Steven, a reserved architect, moves to a new city seeking a fresh start. Across the hall lives Ricky, a carefree musician trying to heal from a painful breakup. Their worlds collide in unexpected ways, beginning with a clash but slowly transforming into something far deeper.
As their friendship blossoms, Steven and Ricky face their own fears and insecurities—Steven struggles with his conservative family’s expectations, while Ricky contends with the uncertainties of his career and the ghosts of past relationships. Together, they learn to trust and rely on each other, discovering that home isn’t a place, but a person who makes you feel like you belong.
Through moments of joy, vulnerability, and challenge, Finding Home is a tender exploration of love’s power to heal and transform. As Steven and Ricky face the pressures of family dynamics, public scrutiny, and the demands of their individual dreams, they find that true belonging lies not in a perfect life but in the imperfect, beautiful love they share.
In this story of reconciling the past and embracing the future, Finding Home captures the emotional journey of two souls discovering that love is the ultimate home—no matter where life takes them. Filled with warmth, hope, and the strength of resilience, it is a moving tale of finding your place in the world by finding your person.
Details:
Ages: 13 and Up
Pages: 253
Language: English
Publication Date: November 13, 2024
Available Formats: E-Book, Paperback, Audiobook
The skyline of the new city stretched across the horizon, a mix of steel, concrete, and glass rising into the sky, reaching for the clouds that floated lazily above. Steven leaned back in the driver’s seat of his car, taking a moment to let it all sink in. His fingers tightened around the steering wheel as he let out a slow, measured breath. This was it. A fresh start. A new chapter. The city had a rhythm all its own, and though he couldn’t quite feel it yet, he was determined to find his place here.
The GPS on his phone indicated that he was only a few blocks away from his new apartment. He glanced at the map, feeling a mix of excitement and unease twist in his chest. Moving was something he had planned for a long time, meticulously considering every possible aspect of this transition—finding a decent apartment, accepting a new job, preparing the details of his departure from the comfortable, yet stifling, life he'd left behind. He was, after all, an architect, and architects knew all about planning. They knew about structure, about building something solid, dependable. They knew about stability. And that was what Steven craved most of all.
This move was supposed to be a way to redefine himself, to get away from the familiar reminders of a life he no longer fit into. His last relationship had crumbled under the weight of unspoken words, his partner frustrated by his reserved nature, his need to keep things controlled. Steven had never been good at opening up, at letting someone else see the parts of him that weren’t perfect. He had built walls—strong, thick walls—and he had hidden behind them for as long as he could remember. But now, maybe, it was time to start over. To create something new.
He drove slowly down the narrow street, scanning the numbers on the buildings until he found the one that matched the address in his phone. It was a modest building, not too old but not new either, with ivy creeping up one side and a small courtyard out front. Steven parked his car and stepped out, stretching his legs, taking a deep breath of the cool autumn air. The city smelled different from his old town—there was a hint of exhaust, of concrete, of life bustling around him. It was both foreign and exciting, and he allowed himself to feel a flicker of hope.
He walked around to the back of his car, opened the trunk, and stared at the collection of boxes and suitcases that held the sum of his life. It wasn’t much—just a few essentials, some clothes, his drafting tools, and a collection of books that he couldn’t bear to part with. Everything else, he had left behind. He was ready for a new beginning, and he didn’t want to bring too much of the past with him.
As he started to unload, a door across the courtyard opened, and he caught a glimpse of someone stepping outside—a man, his dark hair slightly disheveled, wearing an oversized hoodie and a pair of worn-out sneakers. The guy seemed to be struggling with a stack of flyers in his hand, trying to hold them in place as the wind attempted to scatter them across the courtyard. Steven watched as the guy cursed under his breath, a smile tugging at the corners of his lips at the scene. It was oddly endearing.
The guy looked up then, catching Steven’s gaze, and for a moment, their eyes met. Steven quickly looked away, feeling a flush of embarrassment creep up his neck. He wasn’t used to being noticed, to making eye contact with strangers. He focused instead on the box in his hands, lifting it out of the trunk and turning toward the building’s entrance.
“Hey!” a voice called out, and Steven paused, glancing back over his shoulder. The guy with the flyers was walking toward him, a friendly smile on his face.
“You moving in?” he asked, nodding toward the box in Steven’s hands.
Steven nodded, his grip tightening on the box. “Yeah, just got here,” he said, his voice a little awkward, unsure.
“Nice! I’m Ricky. I live just across the hall,” the guy said, jerking his thumb in the direction of the building. “If you need help with anything, just let me know.”
Steven forced a smile, nodding. “Thanks. I’m Steven.”
“Good to meet you, Steven,” Ricky said, his smile widening. “Welcome to the building.”
Steven nodded again, unsure of what else to say. He wasn’t great at small talk, and he could already feel the tension building in his shoulders, the familiar urge to retreat, to find some excuse to end the conversation. But Ricky didn’t seem to notice his discomfort. He just gave a little wave and turned back toward the courtyard, his attention already shifting back to the flyers in his hand.
Steven watched him go, a strange feeling settling in his chest. There was something about Ricky—something carefree, something open—that Steven found intriguing. He wasn’t used to people like that, people who seemed to move through the world without walls, without barriers. It was unsettling, but also a little refreshing.
He shook his head, turning back to his boxes. He had more important things to focus on—like getting settled in his new apartment, figuring out his new job, and trying to build a life here. He couldn’t afford to get distracted by anything else. Not yet.
Across the courtyard, Ricky finally managed to tape one of the flyers to the bulletin board by the entrance of his building, stepping back to admire his handiwork. The paper fluttered slightly in the breeze, but it stayed put, and Ricky let out a sigh of relief. He’d promised his bandmates that he would handle the promotion for their upcoming gig, but he hadn’t anticipated just how stubborn the wind would be today. Still, it was done now, and he could cross that task off his list.
He turned, glancing back toward the parking lot where the new guy—Steven, he’d said his name was—was unloading his car. Ricky watched him for a moment, curious. There was something about the guy that seemed... guarded. Like he was carrying the weight of something heavy, something Ricky couldn’t quite put his finger on. Ricky knew that look. He had seen it in the mirror often enough over the past few months.
The breakup with Jamie had left Ricky feeling unmoored, like he was drifting without any real direction. Music had always been his anchor, but even that had felt different lately, the notes not coming as easily, the melodies sounding hollow. He had tried to throw himself into his band, into the gigs they played at small bars and clubs around the city, but it wasn’t the same. There was a piece of him missing, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t seem to find it.
But seeing Steven—seeing the way he had smiled, that small, hesitant smile—Ricky felt something stir inside him. Maybe it was just curiosity, maybe it was something else. He wasn’t sure. But he had a feeling that there was more to Steven than met the eye, and Ricky had always been the kind of person who wanted to know people, who wanted to understand what made them tick.
He watched as Steven disappeared into the building, the door closing behind him, and Ricky found himself smiling. Maybe this new neighbor was exactly what he needed—a distraction, a chance to focus on something other than his own problems. Or maybe, just maybe, Steven was someone who needed a friend, someone who needed a little light in his life. And if there was one thing Ricky was good at, it was being a source of light for the people around him.
With a final glance at the flyer, Ricky turned and headed back inside, his mind already buzzing with thoughts of the upcoming gig, of the songs they would play, of the way the music might finally feel right again. And maybe, if he was lucky, he’d see Steven there, standing in the crowd, a smile on his face, the weight he carried just a little bit lighter.
Steven’s apartment was small, but it was enough. He set the last box down on the living room floor, taking a moment to catch his breath, his eyes scanning the space around him. The walls were bare, the floors scuffed in places, but it had potential. He could already picture how he would set it up—his drafting table by the window, his bookshelves along the far wall, a comfortable chair in the corner where he could sit and read. It was a blank slate, and that was exactly what he needed.
He unrolled the mat that he used for yoga, placing it in the center of the room, and sat down cross-legged, closing his eyes. He took a deep breath, letting it out slowly, trying to center himself. Moving was always stressful, and this move felt particularly significant. It wasn’t just about a change of scenery—it was about a change of life, of mindset. He wanted to leave the past behind, to stop feeling like he was stuck in a place that didn’t fit him anymore.
His phone buzzed, interrupting his thoughts, and he opened his eyes, reaching for it. It was a message from his sister, asking if he had arrived safely. He smiled, typing out a quick response, reassuring her that everything was fine, that he was settling in. She had always worried about him, especially after the breakup, and Steven appreciated it more than he could say. But he also knew that this was something he needed to do on his own. He needed to prove to himself that he could start over, that he could build something new from the ground up.
He set his phone aside and stood, stretching his arms over his head, his back aching from the long drive and the hours of unpacking. He glanced at the clock on the wall—6:45. Maybe he’d take a walk, explore the neighborhood a bit, see what the area had to offer. He grabbed his jacket from where it was draped over the back of the couch and headed for the door, locking it behind him.
As he stepped out into the hallway, he hesitated for a moment, glancing at the door across from his. Ricky’s door. He could hear faint music coming from inside, the sound of a guitar, the strumming light and melodic. Steven found himself smiling, his curiosity piqued. He shook his head, turning away, and headed down the stairs. He wasn’t ready for more interaction—not yet. For now, he just needed some fresh air, some space to breathe.
Ricky sat on the floor of his apartment, his guitar resting on his knee, his fingers moving over the strings absentmindedly. He was working on a new song, the notes coming slowly, the melody still elusive. He closed his eyes, letting his fingers find the chords, trying to feel the music, to let it flow through him. But something was missing. There was a disconnect, a gap between what he wanted to express and what was actually coming out.
He sighed, setting the guitar aside, running a hand through his hair. It was frustrating—how the music used to come so easily, how it used to be his refuge, and now it felt like a struggle. He leaned back against the couch, his gaze drifting to the window, to the fading light outside. Maybe he just needed a break, some time to clear his head.
His thoughts drifted to Steven, the new neighbor. There was something about him that intrigued Ricky, something that made him want to know more. He had seen the way Steven had looked at him, the hesitation in his eyes, the way he seemed to hold himself back. Ricky knew that feeling all too well—the fear of letting someone in, of being vulnerable. He had been there, and he still was, in a lot of ways. But maybe that was why he felt a connection to Steven, even if they had only exchanged a few words.
Ricky stood, crossing the room to the window, looking out at the courtyard below. He could see someone walking—Steven, his hands in his pockets, his gaze focused straight ahead, as if he were lost in thought. Ricky watched him for a moment, a smile tugging at his lips. Maybe this was the beginning of something—something good, something unexpected. And Ricky had always believed in the power of serendipity.
He turned away from the window, picking up his guitar again, his fingers finding the chords. The melody came a little easier this time, the notes flowing together, and Ricky closed his eyes, letting the music take him away, his thoughts drifting to the new neighbor across the hall and the possibilities that lay ahead.