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08-06-2025

New track and reflecting...

1. New track released!
A new track was released today. It's heavily influenced by Aftermath if it comes to lyrics. Lyrics are similar but few small changes were made and vocals were fully remade from ground up as original vocals were from MLP song. The melody is a heavy riddim dubstep and glitchstep with industrial sounds hidden inside.

2. New posts on SubscribeStar!
A new post was added  yet again with Rarity. Had some fun with it, it was mostly finished before I was accepted by SubscribeStar staff but finished it a bit more for final release.

3. Thinking about all the stuff throughout the years that I created. Kinda vent?
Few days ago I kinda started thinking about all the stuff I created and/or tried to create throughout the years. On one hand I'm happy with the progress I made in music, drawing and photography but on the other hand I feel that honestly it doesn't matter. I always made all of those works for myself yet it still feels like the progress I made isn't really anything big if it comes to sharing those works. I would love if it was possible for me to do more with those works but I feel like I'm stuck. I'm not sure if it's burnout, temporary mental/emotional sinkhole or dead end. Currently I'm in a position where I'm not sure what to do anymore. I'm trying to create more and more, trying to improve as much as I can yet I feel all of this is meaningless. I feel lost and not sure what awaits next... I need to rethink quite a bit of stuff and I need to change some things. Only time will tell how it will go...

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Anyway thanks for reading. Stay awesome everyone and remember to hydrate and stay safe. If You'd have any questions or maybe ideas then feel free to send a message [bayoradimancontact@gmail.com]

Thank You everyone for being here <3

31-05-2025

Album released!

1. New album released!
Finally the album released! The whole album has 12 tracks, took a bit but it was fun as always. Had some problems with the programs but it's resolved and finally exported everything! There will be a video for the whole album but not sure when it will be out, sorry...

2. New posts on SubscribeStar!
A new post was added after I got accepted and another one is coming next week!

3. Videos on a bit of a hold.
Some stuff is still going on and the videos are still a bit in a limbo but not cancelled or deleted! Just need more time than I thought to organize everything and resolve some issues. Fingers crossed!

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Small update but thank You for reading! Remember that You're an amazing and beautiful person, stay hydrated and safe! If You'd have any questions or maybe ideas then feel free to send a message [bayoradimancontact@gmail.com]

Thank You everyone for being here <3

29-05-2025

I got approved!

1. SubscribeStar up and running!
Third update today! Amazing news... I got approved and can now start posting and creating content on SubscribeStar! I'm so happy and I wanna thank the team on SubscribeStar for reviewing my application and approving me as a creator! Thank You again <3

2. New posts coming to SubscribeStar!
Since I got approved I will start posting my new NSFW works there as soon as I can and we'll see what comes out from under the pencil, pen and mouse! Newest post will be probably tommorow or in 2 days! 

3. New track coming in 1-2 days!
New track will come out same as new post - either tommorow or in 2 days. Once again it will be posted to Bandcamp and later on gonna be added on YouTube. Just gotta edit and finish making the videos.

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Thank You for reading a third update this day! Remember to stay strong, safe, hydrated and awesome! Once again big thanks to SubscribeStar staff for accepting me! If You'd have any questions or maybe ideas then feel free to send a message [bayoradimancontact@gmail.com]

Thank You everyone for being here <3

29-05-2025

Reworked main page

1. Main page reworked
Second update today and third in a row! After reworking the blog page and adding the old blog page as an addition, I decided to also rework the main page. I added few things and also changed few small things. Added new descriptions of content that can be found or will be found on the page soon. Changed the links  (to my other pages) from plain text to small buttons and added menu of pages on this site.

2. I got info back from SubscribeStar!
I recived info from the support and if everything works out I might be able to have the page up and going!

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Thank You everyone for being here <3

29-05-2025

Blog got rebuild and more!

1. Blog got rebuild
I have decided few days ago to slightly rebuild the blog and wrote about it yesterday. Today it happened and the blog got rebuild! I wanted to rebuild it so it's not a one long page with long wall of text. So the best way was to change the main blog page to a hub where there would be links with dates and titles of new and old posts that would link to separate pages for each blog post. Small change yet somehow feels big!

2. New track posted and album finished!
I have finished a new track and posted it. The album I mentioned in the last post also got finished now and is ready to get uploaded, only thing left is to make a cover art and upload it all!

3. Still awaiting approval
I'm still awaiting approval on my new account page on SubscribeStar. No message so far from the team but from what I have read is that it can take for some users between 24-72 hours and for some weeks or months... So we'll see. I'm hopeful that it'll work out so I can post more of my artworks that could be considered less friendly for Patreon.

4. Changes on Patreon
I hoped onto Patreon few days ago and made few changes. I modified the tiers so that they would have additional content and added few more tiers with possibility of custom works etc.

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Thanks a lot for all of You being here! New blog page is aviable in menu or here. Keep up being awesome and stay hydrated, safe and strong! I believe in You! If You'd have any questions or maybe ideas then feel free to send a message [bayoradimancontact@gmail.com]

Thank You everyone for being here <3

28-05-2025

Additional content

1. New content with new subpage
Today I worked for nearly 10 hours drawing and making musing alongside. Haven't drawn for so long in a long time and honestly? I don't think I have ever draw or painted for that long overall. I'm happy with final effect and decided to add a new subpage here where I will post both normal drawings, digital works and pixel art and maybe something more, we'll see. The only thing I'm regretful is the fact I had to watermark the shit out of this piece because in this digital age everything is sadly getting stolen and fed to the AI training models, thankfully there are some ways to "poison" those models, but still, it's getting harder, we'll see what future brings...

2. Finishing an album
While working on the drawing I was also making few more tracks and finished them, last thing left is to render everything and it'll be ready and fresh to post. I'm really happy about all of it and not only will I put it on Bandcamp but also plan on posting the whole album on YouTube.

3. Slowly reworking the blog
I'm slowly figuring out how to rework the blog and I might change how it looks but I need some time to finalize everything.

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That's it! Thank You all for being here and reading this small update. Stay awesome and amazing, remember to stay safe and hydrated and keep up being awesome! If You'd have any questions or maybe ideas then feel free to send a message [bayoradimancontact@gmail.com]

Thank You everyone for being here <3

25-05-2025

I have a new page!

1. New page
I decided to look for places where I could create some additional content that's more 18+
Basically I plan on posting some drawings and different forms of art that might be a bit too spicy at times for Patreon since we know how restrictive it can get at times... so yeah, if You'd be interested to see what comes out of it, then I invite You here: SubscribeStar

2. Music stopped... ONLY FOR A MOMENT!
The last few weeks I slowed down a bit with making music and other projects as I had hit a creative wall... For a few days I stopped completely, but yeah that's surprising for me since if I get creative block it goes for a looooong time, but not this time! After few days of stopping, I got back into making new stuff like nothing happened, and I gotta say that it's an amazing feeling. I could say that it was a bit of a short power reset! 

3.  A milestone!
During the last few weeks where I slowed down and then stopped for a moment I deicded to sort part of my projects and organize them and oh boy I realized something. When moving all the files and making new directories I decided to see how much files and folders there are and boy oh boy... Over 1400+ files and 33+ folders in one single directory. My jaw kinda opened on it's own when I realized I have so many done and in-production projects ranging from music, writing, edits, videos, drawings etc. It's kinda a big milestone for me as I realized how much energy I got back for my projects and works after so many years. Last time I had so much fun and energy creating projects was around 2016-2017 and then I kinda got burned out, dropped nearly everything. Last year and this year I just got such a big boost to start and continue creating that I surprised myself big time! Even though it's not a milestone if it comes to views or subscriptions or anything and it's only my personal milestone I still plan on making somethign special for it but for now I won't say anything. It's a surprise!

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Thanks a lot for reading this update. I am very thankfull for all of You for being here with me. Stay hydrated, stay safe and remember that You're awesome and talented! If You'd have any questions or maybe ideas then feel free to send a message [bayoradimancontact@gmail.com]

Thank You everyone for being here <3

13-05-2025

New tracks in production.
New stuff straight from the oven and a certain change.

1. New Drift Phonk track
A couple days ago, I completed a bunch of new tracks, which are now ready to be uploaded. One of them went up today! I'm really happy how it turned out. I loved every second of making it alongside the video for it!

2. Once again the Dark Ambient Album kinda in a pickle
Maybe not exactly in the pickle but I do have a certain problem with it I suppose. Like I wrote in the last post - the album is in the making since 2016 and the tracks have different feel to them. So I started debating... Should I continue making it just as one whole album, should it be split into parts or should I scrape it and start over. At the current moment I have decided that I might do it in parts. The old tracks will be as part 1 and then tracks from 2019/2020 to 2025 would be part 2. But since the project had so many changes to it I might think of something different along the way. We'll see but I'm very glad how the new tracks turned out so far even if they sound once again different to the original.

3.  Small update related to Soundcloud
Some of You might already know but some might not know that Soundcloud started using AI to train the models on user created tracks (supposedly somewhere during 2024 but it came out to light more the last couple days). Once again another site just dies to the trend of making user created content their playground to use and abuse by training AI modles on them. From pictures to music and voices these companies continue destroying so many beautiful creators works. For some people it might not be a big deal but to a lot of creators (myself included) it's really an annoying and exhausing fight to keep our works pure and made with passion and heart. So from now on I probably won't upload anything more to Soundcloud. For the time being I will be uploading only to YouTube, Bandcamp and Patreon. I might even take down the tracks I uploaded so far on the Soundcloud or might replace them with edited stuff but we'll see.
Sad days, sad days...

4.  Should I make a DC Server?
I've been pondering creating a Discord server to connect with my YouTube followers. Do you think that would be a good idea? It would be a way for us to chat, share ideas, and maybe even collaborate on something fun. What do you think? Let me know [bayoradimancontact@gmail.com]

 
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Anyway, thanks for reading this small update and for being here with me. I appreciate You all a lot and I'm very thankful for everything. Stay safe, stay hydrated and remember that You're awesome! If You'd have any questions or maybe ideas then feel free to send a message [bayoradimancontact@gmail.com]

Thank You everyone for being here <3

04-05-2025

So... The first post. Nothing big.
Today I'm gonna write about a few projects that I'm currently working on:

1. A Goth style album
For a long time I wanted to create something that had this special feel to it, the combination of Coldwave, Darkwave and Post-Punk. So far the album has 14 tracks. I have lyrics written for some of them but some will probably remain instrumental, but we'll see.

2. Return to an old album
I have returned to continue the album that started way back in 2016. Yeah, 2016. This album  is in production for 9 years and it still slowly goes on. At the beginning it was supposed to be an album for a content creator but with time that creator stopped making content and the project just went in its own direction. So far there's 17 tracks with a bit different feel between them. All are contained in the Dark Ambient genre but because the project went for so long there's a shift in style slightly as I kept going more and more with designing sounds etc.

3.  Tribute album (kinda, and not 1 but 2)
So there's also 2 albums that are in production and serve as kinda tributes. One is an mashup album that was created as a tribute for one of my favourite bands - The Prodigy. Quite a bit of energy, time and mixing went into it. It's not perfect and it will require still more work but so far I'm really happy with most tracks. Some probably won't make it to the final version as they don't work so well but maybe they'll be added in a different album or something.
The other tribute album is to one of my favourite game series - Silent Hill. Dark and electronic tracks referring to many pieces of items, characters, locations and overall lore. They're gonna probably stay fully instrumental but there might be changes, time will tell. At the moment there are 5 tracks with ambience, piano, guitars and alt/industrial drums.

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There are many more projects that are currently in the works that are either one or multiple pieces but everything will be shown with time. Thanks for reading this small update and first blog post on the site! If You'd have any questions or maybe ideas then feel free to send a message [bayoradimancontact@gmail.com]

Thank You everyone for being here <3