All there is, there is all | March 30, 2025 (00:26) |

i can sit with the fact that maybe i’m hard to love,

but i’ll burn in the flame of being easily unloved.

i hope i was shouting at your face,

rather than letting out my anger to a screen on a Sunday.

hey, were you sorry you couldn’t love me anymore?

or were you sorry ‘cause it was your last resort.

hey, did it swim its way to your bones?

when i said i hate you, you never once heard that before. 

you said move on, where to?

you don’t expect me to be happy for you either way, 

i expect you to be sad from me someday. 

all there is to ask is peace,

how do i grant that at my disrespected field?

your new friends are you and you are them,

i like our older and shared ones the best. 

even if they were players, and cheaters, and unloyal to their girl,

they weren’t haters and fakers, 

they feel more lighter to my soul, they respected even my unknowns.

my name is slandered each time you show off the girl,

no. we never talked, i reached out, but she never talked. 

yes, Angelica had a sister in me, not just a friend,

i can’t afford losing people, which you failed to comprehend,

yet she rode your bike after cutting me off,

to let out a love between you and your new girl. 

i can sit with the fact that maybe i’m hard to love,

but i’ll burn in the flame of being easily unloved.

you said move on on the first day, 

do you think i don’t pray for it night and day?!

how quick you progressed, how quickly i regressed

you dropped your photobooth strip,

and they sent it right to me,

as if it wasn’t even found near your street.

i guess our city also grieves.

how come you managed to meet

new people with strange integrity

invading my home of familiarity.

how come you managed to meet

people that have no idea of me. 

it’s strange to have no home to familiarity. 

all there is,

there is all.