ellipsis

i’ve never seen the sun set, long time, i’m pretty sure

how ironic could that have been for my younger self when we live by the shore.

nineteen, makes seventeen two years ago.

got ahead of it, got my head on it

but my soul’s waltzing through your halls

faces of everybody, summoning alive my ghost.

you grow to shrink from perspectives, unsure.. unsure if they have bits of me, or hole, or whole, or none.

but, you seem like you know me well,

oh, you want me to fill?

but, i’ve been feeling a lot lately so maybe..

maybe, i’ll lose it on the way to better,

so baby, you got big reasons to drag her 

back to the cage and chain to old names, 

i know, what a petty game.

now don't look at me like the stars are getting aligned

to write me down a letter, never had one before unless it's always goodbye

we'll be all right but this isn't right.

well, maybe you knew me well.

sigh, but why?

you got me but had me in whirlwinds,

just why?