kiss him hello, never goodbye.
i feel so alone though we're here for a good time.
i enter this home where i know i've grown to be number one,
decorated from the attic now it's silver designed.
who am i? who was i? before you looked at me differently.
when you grow old, they outgrow the love they had for you at the pantry.
morning breath, chasing breakfast
5am driving to nuns to be blessed.
McDonald's drive-thru, eight years old
eleven years later you're just a ghost.
Pindangan ruins only to ruin the prayers i sent for a foundation.
those Sunday errands turned out to be the sorries i kissed to Belen.
kiss him hello, never goodbye.
i feel so alone though we're here for a good time.
hello, Terese.
have you kissed the Belen good night?
late-night movie marathon,
mariah carey down your halls.
do you know still how it sounded
when the kids you loved still haven't deserted.
i hold the rosary and catch sight of you,
happy new year but i never imagined too
that one of the pains to leave behind..
oh, one of the pains you'll leave behind.. is me.